Friday, October 20, 2006
hey people wasup...
well..today is the worst and bad day of my life... o man... and i was totally petrified and upset that i cried my heart out.... today we got back our exam papers... o man..... i'm sooooooo petrified as hell at first... but then yay!!! i pass my english chinese and science!!! woohoo.. and mayb i'll b able to join the normal academic classes for science... yes!!!!!! but then after recess... we got bck our maths.. man.. i was totally scard... and then i didn't improve... my maths went down the drain!!!! then i went all silent and i could'nt stop myself from controllin.. an i cried....... and cried my heart out.... and u guys believe it anot.. i got a C5 for my CPA....... first time..... dunno why.. now a days i hate CPA... hahas... what's got into me.... god can you help me... and tell me what's got into me... why am i hattin CPA...and why am i failin my maths over and over n over again... i needa tuition for maths...!!! that's wht i need!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i'm just toooooooo lazy to go.... i can't be lazy animore... i needa change my attitude towards my studies!!! arf!!!!! really needa change my attitude towards my studies!!!!.. kies guess i'm repeatin that like em... twice alreadi.... i've got no mood at all... i'm now hidden in the dark.. don't really kow how to make up my mind.... do't really kow where i stand!!! pls.... help me!!!!!!! ... o well.. guess i'm promoted to secondary 3 still.. that's a good news..... but then.... nvm.. i'll just see how.. but i'm waitin for my report book results that's this wednesday... so. i'm skippin school on monday and i'll go to school on wednesday.. and thursday...so............ i really don't even hav the mood ya'll... arg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
i'll end here..
chaos
toodles.
tata..
tera.
bye
cya
Just watch my wildest dreams come true;
None of them Involving You...
trying to live my life too...
2:18 AM
