hey!. well, today wasn't a veri good day for me. i dunno why but it just isn't a good day yeah..well, school was kinda great today.. except for some reasons that i've got told off by mdm tang. sayin'' u can hold hands with alex.. both of you are slow''.. i was like yea yea wadever. i drew on the first paper but then i drew it wrongly. so i took another piece of paper and drew it all over again.. niways, we did symmetry today... kinda diff i guess..then it was EOA. didn't know bout the office stuff.. E= elements O= of A= association. some kinda offcie work yeah.. i needa read up in EOA. i sucked at it.. haha... assembly period was kinda bord..a little lame and a little funny.. cuz there's like a skit show for us bout chattin on the net with strangers and stuff..niways, once i'm back from school, went to bath, few minutes alter my tuition teacher arrive.. did my school homework and stuff... o well, i've gotta go. wanna watch my show then i'm off to do my homework.

see ya

FROM THE FILMCLIP
TITLE OF THE STORY: THIS SUMMER IS DIFFERENT

these pictures are played
again and again
in sometimes orange light
sometimes blue

Warm then cool
mouth red as pain
CAlling a dance
looking like slow
slow motion

all like some magic
some dream
closing like cloud

and even in rain
your eyes are not cold.
=D

Monday, January 29, 2007

hey yo!. well, this is gonna be short and simple. well, same thing. went waitin for sally at the bus stop. then we walk to school. once we reach school, went to the hall. talkin rubbish and just slackin for awhile until it's time for us to do duty. after assembly, it was readin.. dam! hate it when there's like camera's goin about. as in teacher's gonna record us and see how we behave and stuff like that.. i was like readin my story book until this teacher came to our class with the digital camera. i quickly use the story book to cover my face. i'm CAMERA SHY. hehe.. he came to our class for like few minutes then went to the other class.. and tht video he took it's gonna been shown at the canteen television. dam!. he came in to our class twice..recess, didn't do duty.. i was slackin away. haha.. and that sally... pfff.... don't really know wht to say bout her.. she just dun hav the confidence i guess.. she's like scard of walkin alone.. cuz where ever i go, she'll follow..she's a pure chinese girl whom hardly speak english.. only sometimes.. tht's the reason why last friday whatever games we played, she was like'' what are we suppose to do'' and stuff like that. o and when the instructor is talkin and explainnin to us, she was doin her own work.. and she's soooooooooooo like an ANGEL! seriously.. she does her duty she's asked too. and even when no one ask her to do duty she'll still do..but then, today i was ask to carry the blazer for her as she say it was heavy. i was like'' hello... it's only a blazer.. it's not heavy at all..' she's a little spoilt yeah..o and also she's a little panicky when she sees stuff like the staircase wood gonna drop off or come out she'll be like'' u know u better be careful.. veri scary..'' bla bla bla.. there she goes again with her reasons.. she kinda freak out easily...tht's the part.. i knw her veri well...cuz we're veri close.. and things that are funny, she don't find it humarous. she's abit..... .let me see..... at the whole, she's just sooo like an ANGEL, FREAK OUT EASILY, KINDA NO CONFIDENCE IN HERSELF AND KINDA AWKWARD.. soo yeah...
o well, guess i'll hav t end here and go revise my work yeah. see you guys soon
cheerious

Friday, January 26, 2007

hey! today was kinda fun.. cuz we didn't study and didn't attend lessons at all.. WOOHOO!. fridays lessons are always boring..brings me to sleep.seriously. niways, after assembly, we went to the blackbox. the instructor was mr.azlan talk to us about safety. and we played lots of fun games, plus we had a sing along session.. it's kinda or sort of fun i guess.. all of us was laugin and enjoyin ourselfs in the games.. but then when the VP came, all of us was kinda wanna doze off.. talk alot n his games are boring....but overall, i enjoy myself... hees.. no lessons! and no needa to for cca!. and nxt friday there's no lesson again! woohoo! well, i shall end here.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

hey!. o well today it's another boring and tiredrin day for me as it was kinda drizzlin early in the morning.. met sally and michelle at the mrt station.. thn we walk to school together. went to school with my hair wet and kinda messy.. hees. nvm bout that.. niways readin period, friends like hakeem kept callin me to discuss bout that maths homework.. after readin it was english. english did nothin but read a newspaper article and find the meanin of the words.. and mdm aisha gave us all our compositions. i got the highest. 14/2o. my composition is always good. nahx.. kiddin.. after english it was maths..mdm tang was like talking and talkin. for 3o minuhes. another 3o minutes she gave us all our test paper.. it's a small test. out of 10 i got 5! woohoo!. i pass. n the previous class test i got 14/3o just 1 more mark to pass!. mum and my tutor was kinda happy for me for improvin. after maths it was readin period. read my story book. nvm bout that... then it was recess.. went to the canteen. find a table to put our bags n stuff. i was standin beside sally when she told me'' yiwen kept lookin at you'' i was like'' ouh..really...ok'' she was like'' yerp.'' nvm bout that.. dun wanna talk bout boys animore. after that it was cpa. i was soo tired and gonna doze off anitime when mr. sulaiman, izzat and zafir started makin some stupid jokes. as in playin.. zafir was being ask by izzat to slap him as he was sleepy. so yeah.. both of them did it infront of the whole class.. kinda funny..lol.. then it was mother tongue.. did workbook..zzz then it was FnN. didn't have a room.. we all ended up at the canteen.. then i went home straight after the lesson was over.. got caught under the rain.. weee.. fun!. hees.. love gettin drenched under the rain. but i won't get sick. yea right as if.. aha.. niways, i'll stop here..

cheerious

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

hey yo!. wassup people. niways, i'm now havin a big headache. i've like got lots of work to do.. add in the prefects work. i'm like....pfff....heads spinnin like hell man. niways, today was like kinda ok to me.. until my enemy kept on disrupting me. or should i say irrtatin me by pullin my pony tail and usin the paper to slap across my face.. arg!!!.. and rumours spreadin around my class sayin tht he like me.. i was like'' EEEEEEW!'' niways who cares bout that man!.. niways, durin music lesson, we're suppose to act out some video..it was somethin like james bond tune. don't really know how to explaine this but all i know was i don't really know wht the heck was i doin....i was kinda embarrasin myself i guess.. haha.. niways, after that we had our prefect meetin.. and thn we went home.. talkin and talkin non-stop..

Saturday, January 20, 2007

hey!. dam! i seriously regretted goin for the convention thingy man... k first.. i woke up like 6.1o. got ready by 6.3o. when i cross over, this old man came whistling at me.. dam it was loud!. i just walk as quickly as possible.. niways, met louisa and samanth at the MRT and the rest. took pictures...bla bla bla... eugene voice was loud enough.. haiz... niways, when we were there, the convention started at round 9 or 1o plus... they were like talkin and talkin and talkin... kk straight to the point all i know was i slept in between the talks and quiz n questionings...lol.. seriously veri exaushted!... almost slept right throught until i decided to msg someone that can make me awake.. i mean accupy my time..hees.. finish around 2.3o. ate our lunch... then went back bout 3 somethin thn i reach home bout 4 plus...so yeah......seriously tired lar!...

cheerious.

Friday, January 19, 2007

hey. well.. today was like kinda nuthin much.. but emm. dam! one by one, the whole school will know bout it. the another person who knows bout it is wei ting. arg.. when she saw me she was like'' alex.....alex....alex..'' i was like kinda controllin myself... tellin myself to calm down.. do not ever shed ani single bit of my tears..first period was P.E. did like 30 sit ups 12 pull ups. and my time was like 11.8 secs for shuttle run. so yeah.. we took our height and weight.. after P.E it was EOA. first of all we went up to the .com lab until we were told to go up to the hall to borrow some books... i dunno what wrong with me.. but then i just kept droppin my e-zy link card plus my story book. altogether, 3 times. nax 4 times.. the last thing i dropped was my wallet. i was like laughin like insane.. not really laughin for just smilin..the queue was rather like a snake.. or should i say anarconda?. hahaha..kiddin..o well, i've been linnin up like for half an hour. until the sec 4 classes came. and so did i saw nelson as well as some others.... nelson saw me he was like'' can you help me borrow this book?'' but usin his ezy-link card. his kinda lazy to queue. he was like'' help me and i'll repay ur kindness later on'' i was like'' u sure'' he was like'' yeah..'' he gave me $2. haha.. how sweet.. hees.. niways, when i look back, i was like aw.. man.. my heart went half broken.. just don't wanna say.. well, i kinda borrowed two books and they are'' making choices'' and '' this summer is different''.. after that, we went back to our class..did some typing.. after EOA, it was readin period. went to class to read my story books.. then it was recess.. sat with michelle,sally n valerie,cherly, and some others of their friends..soo.yea..michelle ask me to queue up to buy food for her friend, valerie. i was like seriously thirsty.. so i wanna buy a packet of drink to quench my thurst! i quickly past my money back to michelle and i went buyin a drink. after that i sat with them.. nelson came talkin to us... bla bla bla.. this three chi guys was infront of us.. i mean the nxt table.. so few minutes later, sally was like'' bernadette, the 3 guys infront kept lookin at you'' i kinda didn't hear wht she say acturlly. only heard somethin like'' guys lookin at you'' so i ask her to repeat.and she didn't want too...lol... niways, after sittin,drinkin and talkin to them, i stood up, and some guy just smooch at me. as in makin the sound.. so yeah.. then i went throwin away my packet drink, this sec 4 guy he turn back n looked at me..i dunno.. nvm bout that... after recess it was CPA. after CPA we were dismissed and we went striahgt for our prefect meeting.... talk bout all kinds of stuff...niways, i don't know why... but when i was with my friends, outside 7-eleven, some mly guys were like lookin at me.. o yeah.. and after borrowin my books, i squeeze myself out of the queue thn while i was walkin pass those sec 4 guys they were like'' oi oi oi'' wadever it is...... niways, i don't really kow wht to write... but i'll try to put him away.... if i can.. i dunno.....

Thursday, January 18, 2007

hey. man! today was like.. ain't got mood to do anithin.. like for example. to concentrate on my studies. espeacially my chinese. durin readin period and self studies... the best thing is out of a sudden i cried durin english lessons.. my friends was like'' what happen to you?''i was like'' nth.. nvm''...after CPA test. it was mother tongue. so i went in and came out just lookin down for awhile. whn i turn, alexandar and his friends came up.. both of us was kinda like sad i guess.. i mean like... gave a sad smile?..... i dunno... i just can't get him off my mind... i can't forget him.. WHY????? WHY IS HAPPENIN TO ME ALL THE TIME?????? CAN YOU GIVE ME A REASON WHY?? ARF!!!....

*havin a hard time i guess.*

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

hey. acturlly, i ain't got mood to write...just wanna say i just feel like cryin under the rain... sometimes LOVE is just so confuse. or should i just say LOVE suxs?.. i dunno. i'll treat it as nothin had happen b4.. i'll try..2 days man. and we just ended like tht??... i'm just heartbroken. well, he said we should just be friends.. ok then.. o well, i shall go read up my story book.


went home broken hearted.='(.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

hey!. niways, today is tuesday. first period was reading. but there was some boring talks in the hall by the vice principal. first it was like ZZZZZzzzz. until michelle and her friends came talkin and talkin.. and keepin me awake.. o yeah and sally too. me,sally,michelle one sec 2 n sec 4 girl was with us. so we were like bord to death..until he distributed packets of balloons to every class. talk bout family and stuff.. the hall was like kinda noisy with the sounds of balloons bursting and students shoutin.. wadever it is... the hall was messy with lots of balloons and those plastics packets i guess... didn't bother to take a look at the hall.. he took like 1hr to talk bout those kinda borin stuff.. bout 9.1o we had our english lessons.. did a comprehension.. and it's like half the class didn't do their homework.. usually are those guys.. bout like 8 or 9 of us did our homework and went doin our own. after english, it was maths.. mdm tang spent like half an hour lecturin those who did not hand up their homework..wastin lots of time.. another half an hour we did our work. and we had like 10 minutes to do our work in the maths workbook.. i kinda refer to the txtbook. and i was call out to write the answers on the board. after maths it was readin.. after readin it was recess.. recess i was like helpin my friend out with her CPA work as they didn't try hard enough to guess out the answer.. i helped her do. i did wadever i could i just gave it to them.. i really can't think animore. and they didn't thanked me. very smart of them. . after that i just followed sally and hilary around.. and so we went to our nxt class... ok.. straight to the point aight*. after recess it was chinese... so i went up dam! i saw oswin. oswin was like'' eh yiwen'' thn i was like kinda shy and i covered my face he was like'' what's wrong with you'' i was like' i've broke up with him''... then the story goes on..lol..o yeah marcus was there.. he was like'' why are they sayin the old news..'' lol.. i hate today's chinese lesson man!. the teacher went lecturin alex for not bringin his chinese txtbook and talkin back to teacher.. he was like nice to him and the teacher went hard on him. i was like huh.. what's with this teacher.. aniways.... he wasted lots of time lecturin him and punishin him like askin him to stand up and stuff.. could'nt be bothered with that.. today it's like lots of lecturings goin in my head.. i'm havin headaches.. after chinese it was IT. it was kinda okok... sort of... after IT, music! pfff..don't wanna talk bout it... then dismissal time! yay! but have to stay back for prefect meetin.. dam! my friends made me blush! as in embarrase. cuz i was msgin HIM. they were like'' bernadette..... who r u msgin..''.. they were like ur admire izzit... ur boyfriend?.... i was like smilin to them they were like '' cheyy.....''....wadever that it... after the prefect meetin i went home. yeah.. so... niway i've gotta end here.
cheerious!

Monday, January 15, 2007

hey!.today is the 3rd week of school. well, had a math test today. but first let's start of early in the morning.. went to school with sally..we were talkin and kinda laughin for no reasons.. then we reached school. i was kinda dreadin for showin my face. cuz i've brokw up with yiwen yesterday yeah?..then we went up, out of a sudden, michelle came givin me a fright. my heart was like pumpin like a train like as if i've done some mistakes that made me soo frighten. but then i felt ok for awhile. first was readin period. took care of my old class. which is the 3NOBILITY the noisy and irritatin class of mine which just can't keep their big mouth shut!. for the guys yeah. after takin care of my old class, it was CPA!. i just love my class.. their kinda cool. they just love makin lots of stupid and lame jokes. they know whn to keep their mouth shut and know whn to talk. my class is kinda fabuloso yeah. hees. seriously.. so, we were laughin and laughin cuz of some guy. then we did crossword puzzle for cpa to know all those outputs and inputs. and i've got a test this thursday. .after cpa, it was readin period. we went to our classrooms. went chit-chattin non-stop...after readin period. it was recess.. went for recess.. didn't eat for i was like kinda nervous.. cuz as u knw i've just broke up with yiwen and it's like i feel kinda awkuard and stuff.. sally and i were kinda maddlin with handphones and talkin bout all kinda stuff until we were like'' let's go somewhere els.. dont wanna stand here.'' bla bla bla... so we went standin outside the bookshop. yiwen walk pass me and his friend, kenneth saw he was like'' ur girlfriend's here..' yiwen was like'' haiz..'' kenneth was like'' how can you be like that''... i knw.. i was like dreadin all the way like as if i did somethin really wrong.... i don't know wht was i doin.i keep on droppin my stuff and things like that.. after recess it was EOA..well, EOA i sat with zafir.. as usual he didn't brought along his stationaries and didn't do his homework for once.. so i lend him my compo and he did copied a little from here and there... but of cuz not all of em'. EOA was like kinda a embarrasement. cuz of mdm lim. zafir was not lookin at me he was just facin somewhere i hope.. lol.. and so she was like'' zafir face me.. i know bernadette is pretty'' '' ur facin bernadette again'' i was like shy and i blush.. hees after EOA it was english.. we played scrabbles. there's like alex,ismail,zuri and me so zuri was like kinda irritatin... abit insane today..after english it was maths!. had a test today!.. but then i guess i kinda know wht was i doin and i hope i'll do great yeah?. niways, after that, i went home with sally.. first we went to this coffee shop to eat ''roti prata''. both of us ate 1... yeah thn thxs to the weather it rain..we were like talkin bout alexandar and yiwen. and all those rubbish that we should'nt be talkin bout..lol...after eatin,she came to my house... as we were walkin and talkin this bus drove pass us and with this puddle of water came splashin up.. but luckily it didn't came splashin onto us... both of us was like smilin and wanna laugh....lol...as usual, both of us was walkin and talkin...and she kept on askin are we there yet.. cuz my house is kinda deep inside so kinda long.... haha..too bad.. so yeah.. ain't got hw today but gonna revise my work.. so yeah... or gonna read some stuff from the internet or so.. o i've nt continue with my storie... gonna end here.!.. bout the yiwen and alexandar... guess my decision is alex.. ain't gonna make animore mistakes!. i don't wanna be too little too late....i shall stay put and carry on with wht i have right now and what i'm goin through right now.. it's not serious but it's just what i'm goin through in BGR thingy yeah..so....yeah that's all i guess..

cheerious.

Sunday, January 14, 2007

hey!. well today is sunday! *BURP* oops.. sorry.. haha.. niways, did nuthin today but work up soooo late bout 1.3opm.lol..cuz it was rainnin so it's like soooo comfatable...not only me but my mum too... woke up, wash up and stuff.. went turnin on my hp.. receive a sms from yiwen.. nvm bout that.. i woke up, went down readin newspapers and went up... i use the compter for like long hours alreadi i guess.. thn it all started whn yiwen ask me bout whether i like him or i don't... i was like sooo confuse and stuff like but... to be straight forward, we're not meant to be together.. and i ain't got feelin for him i guess..so we will remain as friends.. and he was like i knew it... i can see through what u do and the way u talk'' i was like'' huh... the way i talk?..'' like hello... ok fine i can be shy at times when talkin to guys.. but then when i'm used to it i'll not b shy animore.. so.. what's with the way to talk??...niways, mayb i've got feelin for another guy?.. he was like'' you like alexandar right?'' i was like'' i dunno'' in my mind mayb..... he seems to be a nice guy to me...seriously...but his better then yiwen.. lol.. gonna tell samantha tomorrow... and gosh! the prefects like michelle,louisa nawwarah,atikah know bout it.. but thn i'm gonna tell them, i've break up with him.... it's for my won good... cuz i heard lots of rumours bout him.. some say his a pervert, some say his a flirt some say his a two timer..lots of stuff bout him.. so yeah.. thts the reason why i broke off with him. n he knew it all along.. niways, i ain't got idea if i like alexandar or not... well... gotta follow my heart and b positive.. and choose the right and perfect guy! don't ever make ani mistakes! so yeah.. end here aight*
cheerious.

Friday, January 12, 2007

hey!.. friday and it's like zzz... almost got drenched. but phew..aniways, today was lke hell out of a slackin day for me man.. but first few periods i was kinda awake cuz we were like laughin and talkin.. o and CPA period..nahx.. b4 that, omg!..kinda embarrasing.. all my friends alreadi know that i'm together with yiwen. there were like'' bernadette why u didn't tell me tht u hav a guy...'' i was like '' ???'' actin blur.. until i had to speak out the truth..after school, i had guides cca orientation and so on..went lookin for some sec 1 girls and ask them to join guides bla bla... the hall was like hell out of a bombastic! packed with all ccas like choir, ava and bla bla bla.. seriously...after the whole thing, i was sooo exaushted. then came yiwen's friend callin me bernadette.. he was like waitin for me quite long...oops...lol.. then he send me all the way home till i reach my house... omg!. luckily i wasn't being inspected by ani of my family members if nt i'll be in hot soup man. aniways, some of my senior guides friend also know bout us.. and they were like'' your flirtin with her right'' teasin him..lol..guess almost the whole school or let's just say half the school know bout it.. lol...but then in the end it's kinda confusing... niways gonna stop here yeah?

cheerious!

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Hey! people wassup!, well, today was like kinda embarrasin day for me.. first of all, went to school. left early bout 7.1o. met sally at the same place. then we walk togethr to school. o well.. as usual. it was drizzling. but not heavily yeah... yerp. we were like chit chattin and stuff like that...bla bla bla until we reach school. didn't look towards the canteen.. both of us went straight up.. sat down for awhile and shym came tellin us to do our duties..and so we did our duties..after assembly, we went back to our comment test rooms. i was like takin care of my class.. i was like standin for 1 hr.. after that it was english.. let's not talk bout subjects.. readin period. yeah man!. haha..not really that fun... but michelle,sally,nawwarah and me was like smilin and laughin..all of us in the hall went quiet as we were doin our silent readin... whatever shit it was.. after reading it was like recess.. went together with michelle and sally. those two who make me laugh like and smile like insane.. first we were queuein up then sally was like'' bernadette, yiwen kept on eyein on you'' i was like ''izzit''... after buyin, went sittin down with sally, michelle and her friends.. so yeah..while eatin, yiwen came sayin hi to me. and so i say hi to him. after eatin, sally went lookin at some stuff.. after recess it was cpa at one's world. so... it was quite fun... my classmate ikin went doin the hand sign for eye contact. and so mr. sulaiman saw it and ask him to repeat it he was like so shy to do it again. but at last he did it. the whole class burst out of laughter. tht's wht MDM TANG ALWAYS SAYS'' WHEN I SPEAK, U MUST HAVE EYE CONTACT WITH ME'' bla bla bla... lol.. after cpa it was mother tongue. dam! i was slackin all the way through.. cuz it was like rainnin non-stop. cats and dogs yeah. and the teacher was f*ukin hell annoyin to me. i just wanna rest my head on the table and he was like'' bernadette sit up straight'' i was like wadever. seriously i was sooooooooo dam tired.. thxs to the rain.. but at least i know how to make a sentence out of the chinese word..better then nothin right.. after chinese it was.... couldn't rmbr... after school. i was told to stay back for gides meetin and all..bla bla bla... they were like talkin bout this and that... makin a decision. sayin that their stress and all those same old stuff....pff... i was there to listen to what they've gotta say..and out of nowhere i heard shoutings from the left side near the water cooler. ok wadever that is... i was just standin around... told them i could only stay back till 4.oo but in the end i had to go back. but b4 that, yiwen came. so .. quite embarrasin.. cuz there's my friend. and his classmates.. so... some of them was like'' you want to ask for number?wa......cheyyyy........*smiles*''.... makin the both of us shy. yiwen was like'' she's my sister'' i was like'' sister? very funny'' he was like'' yar..'' zzz......aniway, i left bout 3.45 or 5o. so i wwalk to the canteen and so i saw his friends in the canteen. one of his friend was orderin him to send me home.'' lol.. and so both of us walk out of school. omg! hope my friends in the canteen didn't see anithin....lol... he sent me halfway b4 the traffic light. cuz if he walk further, he'll b late for his trainnin... so.. i told him to go first.. then i walk home myself...... it was like drizzlin and kinda rainnin..so.. yea.. gonna stop here..

cheerious.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Hey well..i kinda didn't update my blog few days back as i was kinda buzy revisin and doin my homework and stuff yeah..so...gonna b buzy.. well first few days of school was ok...until there's rumours!. dam! i ahte rumours!. well. it's kinda like 4 guys chasin me. but then 2 was being rejected. then came this guy name yiwen sec 4. don't wanna be long winded... aniway, i'm alreadi stuck to him. when another guy name alexandar ask me to be his girl. and then tht's when the rumours started. PFF!!. well, i told him bout me and yiwen. bla bla bla.. i told him not to tell anione bout it and he went spreadin rumours all around. and dam! i hate it when people spread around sayin that i'm RICH!
arg!!!! i don't like people to know that i'm rich!!!!!! wth!!!! arg! the more i talk bout this, the more i will think of some stupid stuff to do.... why must he say it out! thought it's between us?!!? and so he did spread? darn!. ain't got mood aniway. i'm kinda gettin out of hand. and how the hell should i show my face tomorrow!. i know the guy that i'm stuck with, heard from friends that his flirtatious and a two timer last year. but now i'm gettin someone to just keep an eye of him. kinda like spy on him??... yeah.. so.. aniways, i'll just do wadever i can..bla bla bla. and i'll try my best to study hard as i'm in the kinda good class. which is not soooo noisy?.. so yeah..
well, i'll just stop here.. gotta go wash up.

cheerious!.

Saturday, January 06, 2007

(Left-Right:hawaii cousin darren,chinese opra brother ben b'day gurl granny, and trifel cousin warren!. tryin to dress up like a gurl yeah?..lol.)

hey!. well, yesterday was my granny's b'day party. first of all, i woke up at 11.3o, stood up and went lookin for my cellphone. i turn it on and there's like 2 smses from 2 guys.. lol..niways, i went to the washroom, wash up and went for my bathe. after that, went down havin my lunch.. laze around bla bla bla... bout 2.45, my dad,mum and i went out for my dentist appointment at 3.3o. after my dentist, halfway through, my bro called my mum askin her to fetch him. after fetchin my bro, we went straight home to bath again.. and get ready for my granny's b'day party. the place was at Raffles Town Club. when we reach there, we went lookin for our relatives..we went in saw all of em in there. and my cousin singin a song. we started our dinner.. first was singin a b'day song for her. then we went poppin all the poppers.. lots of em. i love poppin those party poppers! woohoo!..then it was my 2 cousins to give a speech, after that speech, we had a slideshow of photo's that we've spend time together with our grandmother... it really touched my granny till she cried..aww... and so we started eatin our dinner... while eatin, some of us were singing a song.. fisrt few was my cousins and dad and uncles and aunt... i would hav san a song if they hav my song.. but the thing is, i can't find my song.. until finally i decided to choose my song and that is '' there you'll be'' by faith hill. pearl harbour soundtrack. when it was my turn, all my relatives gave me support...so when the song have started, i was kinda not ready yet... cuz i was nervous...lol... second time i breath in and out and i started singin till the end. but the corus part my sister had a back up for me so yeah.. but in the end, i sang the whole song..seriously. but thxs to the microphone that somehow or rather can't really listen to my voice clearly.....so...arg!!..... after singing, all my relatives were cheerin for me n my cousin was like'' ben and darren suxs!'' lol...aniways, after singing, we played games.... kinda funny and fun... after the whole b'day celebration, whole of the ballroom was like soooo messed up with toilet papers,newspapers, party poppers plastics, peanuts,paper plates, some scissors and some others...lol... seriously veri messy.... i'm now dead tired.. slept realy late last night bout 1.ooam!... gosh! and today is my mum's grandmother side b'day! no idea where are they gonna celebrate it.. so yeah..till then,
i'm gonna rest for awhile....

cheerious.

Friday, January 05, 2007

hey! yo! om*g!. today is like my worst day in school! ok let me just say 50% fun another 5o% kind pist off by someone!...arf! WT*. first thing in the mornin.. reach school saw nawwarah standin near the security guard office..both of us walk together.. until she saw like petrol thing linkin.. lol.. then while walkin, i didn't notice she was like'' eh becareful got car'' i was like kinda frighten for a moment...lol.. then we went up... went to the girls toilet of cuz.. neaten my hair then i saw suriyann. greeted her. then i went out. walk to the hall. saw samantha,hilary n eugene tay. then she showed me her piano books.. wow.. her canon in D is kinda difficult.. don't really know how to play..lol... so yeah.. after showin me.. then we went backstage writtin some stupid letters to some guys..arg! will talk bout that laater aight*. then it was assembly. sang the national athem and stuff.. then samantha and i went up on stage and backstage then at the side of the stage to sit. then there's some lecturin with the principal.Mr. Singh. talkin bout this and that.. then another teacher came talkin bout CCA's stuff.. and nother teacher came talkin bout LEAPS. and results thingy. bla bla bla.after the whole assembly, we went to the classroom. did some survey thingy. bout whether if we like the school or wadever it is... after that the teacher was like jokin with us... and stuff.. then it was recess.. didn't eat at all...after recess.i went lookin for my friends to go up to d .com lab. bla bla bla.. stayed in the .com lab for like let's just 2hrs?... yeah.. we were released at 1.oo. and now the part where i don't really like talkin bout.. .arg! freakin hell SPASTIC! ARF!.... niways, b4 that i was disgussin bout the girls guide stuff with nurbaini and some juniors.. halfway through, samantha called me over.. and so i went over.. they were like tryin on their uni-forms....after those stuff, samantha told me bout wht the guy meant bout the thing... u knw.. the thing?... i don't wnana say it! i CAN'T TAKE IT ANIMORE! ARF!!! THEN CAME A SEC 4, 2 SEC 2S AND ONE SEC 3.. SURROUND ME..... omg!.. the worst thing is they use my handphone to take pictures and use their handphones to record pictures....omg!... i mean video. aniways, i have enough bout his EXPLANATIONS!.. arf!... gosh! this comin monday is my time to really study... cuz we're like goin to be serious. and we'll b startin our studies and stuff... so..yeah. our dismisal time is it 3.oo. tht's kinda long!. and wtH! our MATHS TEACHER IS MDM TANG?!!!? OMG!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??!! MDM TANG?!! man... gonna be stress out!!!!! aniways i'll just stop here.. don't wanna continue bout that stories.. cuz u knw wht! i've HEARD! ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, January 04, 2007

hey!. today is the 2nd day of school..it was kinda boring!. and i was awaken at 3 something in the middle of the night by my mum... goin into the toilet slammin the door....wth!. she close the cupboard kinda hard. wth! again. lol... i couldn't sleep animore. arg!.. i try sleepin until the nxt mornin....nvm bout that... my mum drove me to school. i reached school. i saw hilary... so both of us went up to the hall.. talkin bout all sorts of nonsence. went up to the hall.. we were like walkin here and there like crazy girls... so i went walkin to gether with samantha. ok.. let's just get straight to the point yea. after the whole assembly, we were asked to take a seat on the floor in the hall. so.. they were like'' now i would like the sec 2 classes to get ready as we're gonna check you from head to toe'' first few it was sec 2s thn 3s thn 4s th n5s.. after the sec 5 classes, it was the prefects turn.. and DAM! they caught me with my FRINDGE!. ARG!....ARF!!!..don't bother bout that.. i'm just gonna push my frindge to the side.....it's not even POKIN MY EYE??!!??.... niways, after the whole spot check thingy, we stayed in the hall till 1o.oo. the sec 1s n 2s went for their recess.the sec 3s, 4s n 5s stayed in the hall watchin come crime prevention show! until 1o.3o. and we went for our recess... recess was forever bord as hell lar. after recess we went to the hall again. stayed in the hall to watch some robbery show until 1.oo.. and my legs was like soo cramp...when school ends, stay back together with sally,hilary and sahidil. to discuss bout the admin stuff for the sec 1s camp. 2 days 1 night.... after the whole thing, ended bout 2.3o. so yeah.. went back together with sally. i had piano tuition just now...so yeah....till then


cheerious!=]

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

hey! today is the first day of the year. and the first day of school. well, i woke up at 6.3o sharp!. wash and brush up. went doin all kinds of stuff to my hair like puttin conditioner( i still got the time go do that!)lol. after puttin all kinds of ''rubbish'' on my hair, i went tiein up my hair neatly. spent bout 13 minutes doin that i guess.. man! can't believe i still can tell how long i took to tie up my hair. aniways, went down wearin my socks n shoe and my mum drove us all to school. reach school, first two person i saw was louisa and florice. i said hi to both of em. i walk into the school, the canteen was packed with sec 1 n 2 n 3 n 4 students n some sec 5 students. fully packed. well i was walkin n some guy kinda smooch as in like make the kissing sound at me. so i just ignore and walk up to the hall. and my show lase was kinda out of shape. so i went upstairs to the second floor and re-tie my shoe lase. then i walk to the hall. saw samantha n hilary!. OMG! HILARY CUT HER HAIR.. it's kinda funny lookin. it's soo short.... look weird...i was like kinda wanna laugh but then it's rude so i was beamin from ear to ear. nvm bout that.. bout 7.2o or so.. i ain't sure. someone came tellin us that the meetin is cancelled. pfff.... bout 7 somethin, all the students came to the hall and all prefects gotta look for the sec 1s and ask them to go into the hall.1 by 1 we went askin ''are you from sec 1?''.... tellin ya lots of new comers... lots n lots n lots of new comers... seriously. some handsome guys cute guys, hmm and pretty gurls and cute girls...lol.. after the whole assembly, we went to the classroom. form teacher was mr. sulaiman. it's permanantly.
he was talkin to us bout stuff and schools changin rules changin bla bla bla. his kinda funny. when his nice his really nice, when his funny, his really funny. but when his mr. bad guy, his really bad. talk talk talk. distributed us a piece of foolscape paper each. told us to write down name, gender, and so on... lots of stuff.. cuz it's important?. after that, we went up to the hall, they tell us all bout the new staff,teachers,vice principal, HOD, consellors..lots of stuff... 1o.3o it was recess. all the sec 3s,4s, n 5s went to hav recess.. didn't eat but drank a bottle of water. i went with sabariah,afiqah,raudhah n atikah. altogether 5.. i just let em talk... talk talk talk. didn't really bother much bout wht their tlakin bout except for the p.e. tees. and stuff...after recess, we went up to the hall again. tellin us bout the new time table. and WTH?!?. THE TIME COMPLETE CHANGES. WE'RE GONNA GO HOME LATE! CUZ THERE'S LIKE LOTS OF SUBJECTS TO LEARN. BUT THAT'S FOR THE EXPRESS AND NORMAL ACADE. for us i don't know wht time will we b goin home!. o yea and yay!. i totally change. i was llike can't re-borded with my old classmates like the guys. didn't talk to em at all and i didn't acknowledge hmm. cuz i kinda hate em? sort of... i dunno for some of em. i'm like startin a new life. yay!.. at 11.oo after the talkin, we went for prefect meetin. after meetin, went to the blackboxs and stuff. waited for the sec 1s to come. and shym was appointin some sec 1s to go to each of the prefects. but then i hav no duty until there's some sec 1s left. so he grouped me with like few boys. they were TOTALLY CUTE AND ADORABLE...he told me to try n do whatever i can with them. so i brought them to the rooms to play games like musical chair, wako. but then don't even know wht's wako!...pfff...niways, it's the first day yeah.. so... gotta b patient. as in it needs patients/... after the whole sec 1 orientation thingy, we hav prefect meetin disgussin bout the camp! sec 1 camp! 2 days 1 night!. so.. yeah.. gonna b fun i guess...haha..after the prefect meetin, i felt kinda tired and abit headache. i drank thw whole bottle of water.. and i felt kinda better. and now i'm all dead! gonna rest now b4 startin a new day tomorrow yeah!


cheerious=]