time just keep on rollin by..we're still happily together. but life hav been sort of tuff for me.. chapters by chapters are goin on and piles and piles of work are startin to be given out as assignment..and chapters are gaven to us to revise for our common test.. sooner nor later i'm gonna get a my grain.. seriously.. sun glarin so brightly that i can hardly open both my precious eyes..too much glazin gets me giddy and it can goes up to headache.. that suxs alot...girls guide startin to be quite annoyin to me..wanna slack but ain't allowed too.. just wannt quit but god tells me not too.. be a role model of myself.. show some respect to the cca that i've join.. yes i do know that i'm also a prefect... speakin of prefect!.. life seems so different to me ever since i was a prefect.. it's been 2 years of prefect..let me count in this year and that makes it 3 years of prefect... seriously i've change to my newself and i'm obviously glad to be that way... bein a prefect for me, is to change myself to be a better prefect.. and also to make alot of friends...knowin me as a happy go lucky girl... is wadever you guys think of.. seriously.. i just wanna put on that fake smile of mine.. even though it doesn't look fake... but sometimes it is.. my life is not completely 100% great.. it's like sort of all around the world yeah?.. as in like head over hills... it's just all over.. no one ever knows how i feel..my family life is just one .............. big.......... i don't know what to say... parents don't believe that i'm studyin but just day dreamin or dazing in the sky or just starrin into space or at the lookin blankly.... .pff.... seriously my life suxs lars... so.. don't think i'm happy go luck yeah....just kinda stress right now.....arf!...

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

heads starts spinnin like a roller coaster as days past.. been gettin headaches ever since i graduated to sec 3 and ever since work starts to pile up from maths teacher mdm tang. as well as my tuition teacher.. arf... seriously i'm so *cukin stress that i don't really bother bout my tuition homework..only bother out my school stuff.. school comes first right.. oh right then.. cuz every now and then.. we hav maths homework.. and we gotta give the EYE CONTACT TO mdm tang. but the truth is, i've really learn alot from her.. she's a veri good maths teacher.. she made my maths sort of improve abit..seriously. well..every single day have past and every minute guys come talkin to me bout relationships and stuff and some came annoyin me by sayin all kinds of crap..depends on what crap are they talkin about.. i have enough of THIS man.. o yeah.. and my guy.. his soo sweet to buy or me mentos.. aww..LOVE him lots.. hees*. he made me angry yesterday by tellin his friends that we're together.. and today, went meetin sally and michelle at the mrt station. didn't bother bout waitin for him..kinda angry with HIM.. until durin assembly he gave me mentos... he apologies to me and apology accepted. niways,my head is spinnin a little right now.. just got back from school not long ago.. gotta put on my thinkin cap and start the ENGINE MAN.. maths is like......STRESS OUT. . same goes for EOA.. gotta read up and my FnN... man... now that i know i've got lots of things comin up my mind.. gonna study real hard for my common test man..so yeap..

ended at 4.42pm.

Thursday, February 22, 2007

my day was hell tiring as i went to sch veri early in the morning.. first thing when i woke up, i know that i was freakin freezin cool.. the temperature was like 16 DEGREES!... can u imagine that.. my aircorn was 16 DEGREES??... niways, was brushin up and stuff.. left the house at 6.15 early in the morning..went meetin up with my guy. ;]...shoooosh!... SECRET..then, both of us walk to school together... both of us was like the early bird... the sky was still dark... reach school, luckily i saw samantha and her friends... i went to her chit-chattin with her for awhile... straight to the point.. got a girls guide thinkin day.. have to stand infront for like 1 hr i guess..

my day was a good and pleasant day for me until i got pist off by that TAY!. A** LAR!!!... he said that i sabotage him during chinese new year celebration.. huh??.. i was only helpin my friend, nawwarah.. she just say hi to him.. and pls THINK BACK CAREFULLY MR. TAY! GET UR OWN BLARDI LIFE MAN. SHE DID'NT ADDRESS YOU AS TAY BUT SHE JUST SAY A SIMPLE HI TO YOU.. GET THAT RIGHT U TALL SKINNY TAY!. i'm not pist of because of that.. i'm just pist off cuz during mmother tongue class, he was talkin about my worst enermy of the whole school!. it's not on purpose.. accidents just accur... it's like out of the sudden this bad word shoot out from my mouth.. the CB word?.. yeap.. and he was like'' bernadette.. later you follow me to the general office.. im gonna cal your mum and tell her what u say'' bla bla bla.. it was a accident... he was like'' i'm also gonna tell your mum that u sabotage me durin chinese new year celebration'' WTH.... it's only sabotage.. wht the hell must u tell my mum bout that.. it isn't anithin..but seriously i didn't sabotage you...arf!!.. not only that... he say lots of things which i dun like it and i told him lots of times not to say it but still he continued. just wanna PIST ME OFF!!!..OR JUST WANNA KNOW HOW TO REACT TO IT.. U KNOW WHAT! I'M NOT PIST OFF. I'M JUST GONNA IGNORE ALL UR *CUKIN NONSENCE AND RUBBISH..

don't wanna talk bout him... niways, it's 8.35pm guess i'll stop here. and i wanna try doin the puzzle.. tomorrow's lessons are like zzzzz...seriously....o yeah.. i dunno why ever since i told azar that i have a guy and we only can remain as friends,, his been kinda avoidin me i guess.. his like not talkin to me or what so ever..niways, i'll jsut end here aight*.. serously gonna sleep at 10.00 sharp!... dam tired

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

well..well..well...came back from my aunt house bout 3 plus...saw my brother's friends shoe outside the house.. so later on they came down and greeted my cousin's bf thn my dad.. thn i was like wanna wish do wanna wish.. but at last i wished them...all 3 guys sayin HAPPY NEW YEAR!.. duh.. wht els... merry christmas??..hahhaa... i'm not like marcus..haha... ok..why the heck am i draggin marcus into the story???.. get back to my own story..then i was all along upstairs stuck to the computer.. stuck as in being glued to the computer?? until bout 5 plus i went down.. saw another group of my bro's friend downstairs playin poker cards. so i just saw the two girls and wish them happy new year.. didn't wish the rest.evil me...muahhaha.. aniways, took the 8 days and came up again.. went down bout 7.00.. all of my bro's VS or VJC friends guys came up.. so i went down saw them..one of them say hi to me and wish me happy new year and so did i.. the rest i just either smile at them or didn't really look at them..*woops*..seriously my bro friends are all the hunks and dudes...hehehe..shhhhh.. ate my dinner.. sat on the chair watch abit of tv and slackin downstairs together with my mum for awhile then i went up.. the VS guys was still there.. i was like ''pfffff....nvm....just say hi to them'' i went up second floor.. saw them eatin and playin majong at the same time.. then saw this guy who say hi to me while i was goin down the stpes... i smile and say hi to him..haha the rest i didn't say anithin.. just went up... hahaha... hey! but don't think other ways aight*...just got to know sayin hi to them isn't really that bad at all... just hav to stay calm and relaxs..anwiays, the second floor and the first floor dinin table is filled with my bro's friend gamblin... and the adults gamblin too.....

tmr's SCH DAY!!!!... gonna sleep at 10.00 sharp or mayb 5 minutes later..
i'll shall stop here.
see ya...

Last Day of chinese new year and sch starts tomorrow...
didn't really went countin my ang bao money yet.. mayb later.. let me think.. guess in total, i'll get more then $100 bucks.. hees.. love collectin ang bao but sometimes CNY is seriously gettin tirin.. cuz we hav to visit my aunt house one after another... eat lots of tibits and all those nonsence cookies and crackers.havin a flu now..but not that bad.. aniways, my friends was suppoe to come to my house for CNY! but since my brother's friend are here, then it's ok.. cuz if they come, it's like kinda squizy.. and i don't feel comfatable..so.. perhaps i'll invite them again in the month of may.. somewhere b4 end of may. or mayb celebrate my b'day school b4 school closes..hees. seriously...

dam! i'm like soooo exhausted right now!. can barely open my eyes.. gonna stop here and take a rest..wheeee~~....
muahahhahahahah..XD..

Sunday, February 18, 2007

hey yo! ouh well...today is chinese new year and i'm all in good health until i ate rubbish as in those tibits and crackers and now i'm havin flu n abit fever tht's goes up to 37.2 degrees..seriously..dunno why but i'm like keep on sniffin as in my throat is itchy...and i'm kinda havin headaches...arf!....
niwaiys, i've gotta end here...see ya

Friday, February 16, 2007

hey!. well.. let's start off with goin to school early n the mornin.. met sally.. went to school tgt..halfway through, i saw my friend, lydia outside the school gate.. she was kinda waitin for her friend but then i was ask to accompany her in the school.. so ia sk sally to go first.. i was like doin the hand sign as in '' go away'' behind sally's back. hahah.. how mean can i be..muahahha.. niways, DAM!. I'M SOOO JEALOUS...ARG!! SAW PEOPLE COMIN IN IN SOME COLURS CLOTHES... THEIR LIKE SOO NICE... AND WE'RE NOT COMIN IN SIMPLE RED SHIRT..ARG!!.. SHOULD HAVE NOT LISTEN AND JUST COME IN ANI CLOTHES...PFF.. niways, 8-9 was suppose to do spring cleanin but then the prefects hav to help so.. louisa was like sooooooooooo playful and cheeky...and she even say that marcus and i are like good pairs.. WTH. we're just good friends.. and thxs to her she splash water on me. and i was like chasin her like xiao ding dong!..espeacially with one teacher or one class over there..make me sweat..pff..niways after that, we arrange the class...watched the lion dance performance and stuff like that.. then we did the chinese calligraphy.. after that.. we suppose to help out to hang the art pieces.. bla bla bla.. nawwarah was like '' hi mr. tay'' mr tay goes'' what u did u say... u come here.. ur a prefect.. ur suppose to show good example..'' bla bla bla... in bernadette's(me) mind'' oh SHUT UR DAM A** SMELLIN MOUTH LAR..SHE JUST SAY HI TO YOU AND U JUST ACCUSE HER IN ANIWAYS U LIKE..GOT RPOBLEM IZZIT. TALL SKINNY LAMP POST!'' hahahs.. seriously people..he just love accusin people in aniways he likes.... that's wht i hate bout him.. his like sooooooooooooooooooo fugly biatch!..xD...

niways, after that went up to the hall to watch some performance by the 24 drums girls and the singing and lucky draw and the best dress thingy.. skip all those..

suppose to hang out with my friends but i change my mind. cuz i was sooo exhausted..can barely open my eyes..i went home bath and fall off to sleep till 3.3o or so... then i woke up.. wanted to use the com but dad is back..so he went usin the computer while i went sleepin again until his off the computer table.. haha..niways, went to east meadow for my mum's family side re-union dinner.. stayed there till 11 somethin..all of my aunt was noticin marcus my cousin. aunt joyce's son.. same level as me but diff school. seriously his change alot.. his now soooooo cute and handsome.. tht's why all my aunt were like noticin him..o yeah. and i wore the ring.. my aunt saw she was like'' you hav a bf alreadi huh..'' i was like'' no... i just wear it for the sake of wearin it.it's updated.. as in fashion'' hahaha...niways, it's like 12.17am.. and i'm gonna stop somewhere soon.. tomorrow's another day of my dad's family side re-union dinner again...pfff...so yeap.. guess i can't wake up tomorrow... mayb..hope i'll b able to wake up.. but i'm just too lazy too..
so yeap.. seriously veri tired..gonna end here.
see ya.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

omg!. today oswin ask his friend to pass me a ring. i was like waitin for a friend at the mrt station when oswin's friend came towards me and pass me a ring. and on the ring it say''....................'' secret.. can't say..ahhaha..niways after that, went to school with sally and michelle.. 8-9 was the total defence thingy at the hall. watch a slide show..bout singpore got attacked by the japanese.. and at last the jap gave up and stuff... after that it was as usual.. lessons all the way..zzzz..borin...
until bout 11.55 the emerngency alert sound went off..then we had prefects meetin after school. went in to mr. rudge homeroom air condition.. hees.. saw lots of sec 1s n 2s new prefect.. dunno who the hell gonna be chosen..hahaha.... i'm soo bad.. cuz some of them are those type of mats n minahs i guess if i'm ain't wrong.. then went home.. on the way out to school.. alex from my class call me. ask me to join their band.. i was like huh..... what band.. they were like '' rock band..'' compose songs and stuff.. and dam i dunno how to compose a song.. hahaha... cuz i play the keyboard tht's why.. and now i'm thinkin bout it whether to join the band.. cuz joinnin the band is not only composin songs it's like we hav to go out together.. hang out and stuff but not always... some girls of cuz..and it's mix country...so yeah...
well, i hav to discuss with my mum... if she allow thn i may perhaps wanna join the band.. if not then i can't...it's from 4-10 night... can i bear that 6hrs of hardwork???......i dunno.. it's all up in my mind..
niways i've gotta discuss this with my mum now..
see ya

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Hey. yo! well today's valentine's day. and it's a day when couples go celebratin it. and receivin special gifts. aniways, our VP went tellin us story bout his friends weddin. bla bla bla. everything. after assembly, it was readin. after readin it was FnN. did seafood noodles..partner was amira. then it was readin. went to the hall.. sat together with amira..dam my handphone thing got stuck on my bag! could'nt take it out until amira came helpin bu in the end the small round ball that look like disco ball..arg!! it just came off just like that.. aniway it's just one. not all..then didn't azahar sat behind me until he make some stupid sound. haha.. went recess early. did my duty.. samantha pass a present to PANHA. hahah..lol..after recess it was maths. dunno why but today i was laughin durin maths class. then it was EOA. were asked to do some work and find the answers in the textbook. so minutes later azahar came sittin beside me.. and as usual he copied my work..when my arm is blockin, he'll move my arm away..his just cute.hees*. after EOA. it was assembly. thw whole school sang the school song loudly.. then we had a talked on how to save the poor and stuff like that.. had a talk for half an hour.. another half an hour our fom teacher talk to us..after that, i went down buyin candy floss. it's has been a long time ever since i've ate CANDY FLOSS MAN. didn't eat for a long time..niways, i ain't gonna hav ani lessons tomorrow.. yay!. and friday is half day and gonna celebrate chinese new year! so yeah.

Sunday, February 11, 2007

yo!. well, today was like out of a sudden. and the whole school was soooo happy and excited to go home..haha.. well just gonna make it short and simple as i'm seriously soo tired.. the principal address us.. out of the blue he said somethin bout the graduate students came last friday to take their 'o' and 'n' level results.. bla bla bla..so since they score and did well, our principal let us off at 12.00... the whole school was sooo happy and excited and they cheered!.. so yeah.. suppose to have a EOA test today but then we were dismissed at tht timin..so.. hahah.. yay! and YES! need'nt see mdm tang face for today. hees.. shhhh... niways, i'm seriously soo tired. i wanna snooze off for awhile b4 i go out with my mum later.

see ya

well, today's the sunday. DUH!. my dad wanna spent time with us so, all of us as in my mum,me,sis, and bro was asked out for lunch. have to wake up at 9.50. draggin my whole body..as usual..after washin and brushin up..waited for my sister and brother.. we left the house bout 11.25?..drove to takashimaya. ate sakae sushi AGAIN. haha. after lunch, went to my grandmother's house in yishun. my mum insisted me on cuttin my frindge and my long hair.. hmph!.. dam!..i can still tie but my ponytail will be super short.. and my frindge is like super short too. my friend was ask by me to walk together.. cuz i'm like soo shy. i can bet my classmates or some other senior friends of mine will ask'' bernadette, u cut ur hair?' or '' why u cut ur hair?'' stuff like that.. furthermore the person whom ADMIRE me.. OMG!. he'll ask me lots of question i guess.. haha.. please don't make me blush. after cuttin, went bedok interchange to return my story book, did some errands.. like collectin my mum's specs, bought stuff for my grandmother, and bought girls stuff for me and my sister..stuff like that.. i was like msgin friends.. i was standin outside the medical shop waitin for my mum. and i'm kinda blockin people's way.. not really.. i was msgin my friend until this foreigner guy was like'' exscuse me sweetie.. sorry'' i was like movin aside and said'' sorry''... in my heart i was like.. omg.. he called me sweetie??.. LOL.. kk.. stop thinkin bout that.. after that, my dad drove off to the airport as his flyin off today.. suppose to be parkin but he does'nt want to. my mum and i jump off the car and went to the wash room.. ok straight to the point..in the end, my mum and i dropped him off.. suppose to be goin to tampines to buy my top for chinese new year just incase i have to wear durin the CNY celebration in school.. but my sister gonna use the car so have to be back quick.. niways, it's 9.13pm. gonna stop soon.. dam! i'm like havin a FLU now.. kept on sneezing..non-stop.. pfff.. how i wish i'll be sick tomorrow.. and i need'nt do duty.. haha.. i know.. that's like so sloppy.. haha. but serioulsy right now i'm havin a flu.. nahx.. i love being sick acturlly.. but hate bein at home. cuz i'll be like slackin on the bed.. restin.. nuthin to do.. just slackin.. i rather go to school to study.. and to catch up on my maths..o yea and i hav to revise my EOA as i've got a test this comin week.

i'll be stoppin here for now yeah.
see ya.

Friday, February 09, 2007

hey people!. today was just somehow or rather a embarrasin day for me i guess.. niways, met sally then we went 7-11 to buy the pre-paid card for azahar. pff..but only for this once.. his got no money.. i know i'm kind-hearted but i'll know my limits..i'm not that stupid to buy for anione just like that.. who do you think i am... one dumb girl which just listen to anione.. hees..kiddin..niways, first period was P.E but then we were told by mr. sulaiman to stay back at the hall to help out at the tables..after helpin out, went for our P.E lesson. guys were waitin for us.. so we just go ahead with our lessons.. pratise for our 2.4 run so we ran for like 4 rounds and i was alreadi pentin. seriously tired..can't take it.. i'm asthmathic..niways, after P.E it was EOA.. went to the hall.. i was browsin through the books and writtin what are the books tht i wanna borrow.. after writtin down, i went to the toilet.. after that i came out.. didn't know that alex was behind me.. thought it was other people until his classmates or friends call him and i turn around..aniways, i don't know why but after he broke up with me, i ain't got no idea why i don't hav the guards to just say this simple hi to him..i dunno.. not to be rude to just ignore him or wadever... but i dunno why i just dun have the guards to say hi to him..seriously.. i ain't rude ok... niways, after that, we went back to the .com lab. went doin our work.. it's just typing and typing that's all...during EOA lesson.. pfff... what's with mdm lin today.. out of the blue came tellin me bout TERRY!.. arf! EEEEWWWW!!!.... i hate him...REPEAT THIS ONCE AND FOR ALL, I AIN'T INTERESTED IN HIM.. HIS NOT MY TYPE OF GUY !. i told mdm lim that and sabariah was like'' I KNOW WHO SHE LIKE'' mdm was like'' who'' sabariah was like'' alexander''i was like'' omg! WTH! how cold you do this to me???????????''... mdm lim was like'' bernadette like alexander???'' i was like'' both of us have alreadi break up.. '' she was like'' you break up with him or he break up?'' i told her'' he broke up with me'' she was like'' oo..'' and she started sayin all kinds of things bout him/ arg!! niways, after EOA it was reading.. went to the classroom.. azahar was like askin me if i brought the pre-paid card.. and i said yes.. just nod my head.. skip that...recess...doin duties... bla bla bla.. then it was CPA. CPA... mr. tay was like heldin up our time.. he was like'' if you guys can keep quiet in 10 secs'' bla bla bla.. his sooooooooooo..... just don't know what to say... SERIOUSLY I JUST HATE MR. TAY MAN! HE SUXS!. JUST WASTIN OUR TIME. seriously... HATE HIM TO BE MY CHINESE TEACHER... TELLIN YOU, THIS YEAR MOTHER TONGUE, I'M GONNA DROWN IT MAN! SERIOUSLY... HIS TEACHIN SUXS!....NO SENSE OF TEACHIN.. muahahha... all of us hate him!... then we were asked to go to the hall at 2.15 to see the graduate students takin their 'Os' and 'Ns' level results.. dam! that hilary was one hell of a A** man!... she was like embarassin me infront of the video camera!...*CUK HER LA! i just told her that i saw farid.. his sooo handsome and he even dyed his hair'' that's all and she was like'' yea i saw him too just now.. he dyed his hair and his sooooooooo handsome..*smiles*'' then i started playin with her as in teasin her sayin'' you like farid?..'' and i just told nawwarah that she like farid. HILARY STARTED TICKLIN ME LIKE HELL! THAT WAS OVER REACT! SERIOUSLY.. NON-STOP UNTIL I HAVE TO SLAP HER BACK HARD.. EMBARASSIN ME.. N THERE'S LIKE VIDEO CAMERA'S ALL AROUND THE HALL... not sure if they recorded us behavin like small crazy kids..HOPE NOT!......cuz seriously i hate hilary.. she's just my friend. not my best or good friend.. a friend.

niways, don't wanna talk bout it animore.
seriously hate that INSANE girl man.pfff

Thursday, February 08, 2007

today's thursday. i was parctically tired. almost doze off durin CPA class in MDM lim's homeroom. suppose to be mr. sulaiman takin care of our class but he went somewhere els i guess.. so i slept for awhile. but then azahar was like throwin small little rubbers on me. until i throw back at him.. niways, durin maths, we're suppose to hand up our homework. but then mdm tang checked our work. it's a tessellation. quite hard to draw.. i got the first one wrong.. not really wrong but the drawin is just not appropriate. all i can say it SUXS! hahaha. so i erase the whole thing and re-drew it but i was stopped by mdm tang. she was like'' bernadette, are you listenin.. i don't wanna scold you.. don't be too engrose with ur work'' i just look up.. in the end, i drew one of it and atikah just take it away from me and handed up to the front. OMG! wonder what will she be thinkin of me.. niways, today is just sooo tirin and borin day.. seriously.. at the end of the day.. i ain't got no one to go home with.. so i just followed fatin, siti norain, amira and sabariah. but they have to stay back in school for some reasons.. halfway through, sally called me sayin that her thingy was cancelled so i can go back with her.. walkin on the way back home, some malay guy ridin a motorbike whistled at me! OMG! it's like quite loud.. i reach home bout let's say 3.45?. niways, my dad is back again... PFFFF.... guess we'll end up fightin over the computer... and he'll be disruptin my privacy again. and wadever the reason is..... hate it!.. as in hate it when my dad do all those kinda stuff... he does'nt give me privacy seriously!...

o well, guess i'm stoppin here!... tmr have to give azahar his maths workbook and lydia her FnN textbook.. talkin bout azahar... out of the blue, he sms me today sayin he ADMIRE me!! i was like *shocked*.. i ask him why.. he said that i was cute..ahaha.. his cuter lars.. haha.. he even say that if i were to be his girlfriend, he'll take care of me.. n btw, his half mly half chinese.. his dad is chinese... no wonder he say some chinese word today durin maths or wadever class.. and i'm suppose to help him buy the pre-paid card.. only for this once... SHH.. keep it low aight*.. haha.. everyone or anione that is in the same school or same class or anione that knows me, just KEEP IT LOW! DON'T EVER TELL ANIONE OR SPREAD RUMOURS BOUT IT!. DON'T EVEN DARE!. cuz i hate rumours.!....

and seriously i have to stop right now.. it's 9.25pm... have to go pack my stuff for tomorrow..
see ya peeps.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

yo!. today is like another day for me that i'm abit late. plus michelle too.. met both sally and michelle at eunos mrt. we were quite late. so we walked abit faster.. didn't notice that marc(sec 4) and oswin was behind us. niways, on our way to school, we ran to the gate. pentin like a dog. skip the locker and skip the assembly. o well, first lesson was readin.. they went recordin our class again. cuz i covered my face with my frindge..kekek. dun bother bout readin. then it was FnN. suppose to be cookin but ms. nadirah was absent. a relieve teacher came to relieve our class. 2 hrs. went to the hall after the first bell rang. skip the readin period.. it was quite borin. went down as usual at 11.2o. did our duties and stuff.. bla bla bla.. then it was maths.. didn't know some of my classmates was in until i went in. niways, azahar was like.........pfff.... don't really kow what to say.. his just sooo cute.. haha. but then he just love playin a fool with me as in disturbin me.. makin me smile or laugh..haha. then it was EOA. did some worksheets.. didn't know how to answer it..so i ended up copyin my friends work.. and azahar came disturbin me as in playin with me.. then it was assembly. talked bout bloggin, chattin online. spreadin rumors, playin online games and stuff like that.. then i went home straight.. o yea.. forgot to say bout the sec 1s boys.. well, 1 of them was like'' prefect....'' callin me.. another was like'' this prefect.......'' talkin bout me... guess they just wanna b friends with me or wadever it is.. my last years classmates was like'' cheyy..'' wat so eva.. aniways, i've just complicated my homework. i did it from 5.15-9.15. but of cuz i did went for dinner.. duh!.. o well, i've got nothin to talk bout but to end here aight*

see ya

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

hey!.. well..woke up at 6.3o. left the house at 7.oo sharp. met sally and michelle at the same place as usual. reach school bout 7.32. niways, let's just skip talkin bout assembly and readin session. cuz both of it bore's me. after readin it was english. mdm aisha gave us back our newspaper article.ask us to find 5 words and look for the meanin.. ok.. english lessons was kinda bord too.. niways, maths lesson.. went in.. greeted mdm tang. guess what??.. i've got 18/30 for my maths test! WOOHOO! YAY!. guess i'm the second highest..in maths class.. ain't got idea why my partner azahar.. he just love disturbin me as in playin with me. niways, his just cute too. hees... after maths it was readin. went to the hall for readin for like 20 minutes. didn't read the paper..too lazy to read or let me say can't b-borded to read it.. niways, went off for recess at 11.20. bought my food.. after eatin. did my duties and stuff.. after recess it was mother tongue lesson. i was like'' pfffffffff.. mother tongue class again... lookin at the teacher face make me sleep..and he seriously bore to death''... i just had to ignore my enemy!..his like sittin beside me makin fun of me.. and even though he didn't disturb me, mr. tay was like'' bernadette if u find eugene too disturbin, u can change place.'' i just kept quiet.. ignore the teacher as well.. haha.. not really ignore the teacher.. mr. tay.. he really and serioulsy bore us ok. his teachin suxs.. i can see that his not interested in teachin us chinese at all. i can see through the way he talks, the way he teaches us and the way he sits.. it's like..sloppy.. can't be borded kinda looked.. aniways, after chinese it was IT. our teacher was absent. and so a relieve teacher came. slept for the entire lesson. as in for that 1hr. after 1hr of sleep, went out of the lab. heard one of the bedok town guys sayin in chinese'' their sec 1 student'' i was like'' sec 1? haha''.. smigglin to myself.. nxt went to music.. skip that yeah.. niways, after school, went for prefect meetin... shyam was all soo tense up and angry and fustrated.. his STRESS out too..even i can tell.. haha.. stayed for prefect meetin till 5.35. imagine that..then i walk together with nawwarah,eugene,hani,samantha,atikah and sally. thn we went on our seperate ways when we reach near the MRT..then went to the coffee shop with samantha..went buyin drinks.. sat for awhile.. then i went straight home.. well, i've gotta go do my PREFECT homework..pff o yea and my maths homework.. just a piece of homework yeah..

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Monday, February 05, 2007

ello!. well today was like zzz.. alarm went off at 5.3o for my dad as his flyin off today back to his home in jakatar(indonesia). few lights was on and as u know i'm a light sleeper i do wake up easily whn there's noise or lights and bangin sounds.. i was like distracted by that. bout 6.00 my dad left the room. i have like 30 minutes to sleep. alarm went off at 6.28. slept for 5mins.. i was like draggin and draggin myself away.. wayy too tired.. nvm bout that.. i wash and brush up.. went tiein my hair didn't the time passes quickly.. haha.. kiddin. it's like 7.00 and i've not packed my bag.. so i quickly took a glance at my time table and pack my bag.. then i walk out of the house as quickly as possible.. dam! kinda late by the time i left my house.. met michelle and sally at eunos mrt station. i gave both of the the signal'' sorry''.. dam! i was late.. thxs to me.. lol... reach school bout 7.35. 5 minutes late.. went to michelle's locker.. took her stuff books. quickyl went up doin our duties.. i was kinda perspirin a little.. standin infront of 3 loyalty like a statue.. cuz their class was'nt up yet.. until bout 7.40 all the students came strollin up.. o well, mr. jerry tan as usual came talkin to us... then mr.singh gave came talkin to the whole school too bout our exams are round the corner..skip that.. after assembly.. went straight to .com lab.. as we're behind time...as in our CPA work.. skip cpa... it was readin session.. wait... readin session was held at the hall... hilary, eugene and i think irfan as usual.... was makin noise bout the camp thingy... hilary was irritatin and annoyin tht's all.. she's like kinda childish yeah.. serioulsy dun really like her.. she's like.... nvm.... and that eugene is just sooo annoyin at times.. but his cute n some points too..irfan.. sometimes his noisy sometimes his quiet... let's not talk bout those prefects....zzz bore me to sleep talkin bout em.. LOL. niways, after readin it was recess.. we were let down early at 11.2o.. queued up for our food.. then we went eatin... eugene came to our table.. as usual came annoyin us and playin a fool with us in some points... and thxs to eugene. my plate was all clean.. no left over grains on my plate and he went givin me crackers.. how sweet..but he gave me just b cuz he can't finish.. how sweet... NOT.. niways, after eatin, sally accompanied me to the bookshop to buy a packet of lakerol. went back to the canteen.. give michelle and eugene plus valerie and another girl sweets.. thxs to michelle... she's controllin me.. as in controllin me from chewin sweets.. haha.. niways, both of us are close.. we fool around while din our canteen duties.. after recess it was EOA... kinda bord.. i was kinda dozin off a little.. so to keep me awake, i kept on chewin my sweets.. which eventually didn't help.. gotta bare with it... thn it was english.. gave us all our vocabulary test back.. got 18/20.. then we're told to find a article and cut it out.. mdm aisha gave us a piece of work to do. create a new word from the word gaven below.. as in like for example, the word is singapore we gotta create a new word like sing and stuff like that... but of cuz the word isn't singapore.. DUH!.. after english, it was maths.. had a maths test. INDICES and standard form.. hope i did well.. cuz i've been revsin everyday.. ok the truth is... seriously i revise maths almost everyday. and i've got like... let me see... 5 stacks of exams practise papers UNDONE YET!.. can u believe it.. it's still UNDONE!.. it's my tuition work.. i'll try my best to do abit when i have the time... pfff... 5 stacks of exams practise papers from otehr secondary schools like de yi secondary. chinese school.....dam!..... niways, i'm like all STRESS OUT!.. but just that my parents can't see it.. they always claim that i'm slackin at home.. if not stuck infront of the computer.... tried provin it to them but just can't!...it's a disappointment. my life.. is just somehow or rather kinda miserable.. or just full of melancholy.. seriously.. i dunno.. parents always think negatively... dad's dis-approvin me of talkin to guys on the net and msgin friends on my handphone and let me see.. and goin out with guys.. while mum's dis-approvin me of goin out too much.. and dis-believin me in doin my homework.. or revisin.. always stuck infront of the computer.. and blastin the music.. even though it's all the same music.. and suspectin me of talkin my my BOYFRIEND on msn which i don't have ONE! FOR UR INFOR MUM!!.. and hmm..at least i still love my mum.. cuz she's approvin me of havin a guy but don't go too far.. as in seriously fall in love those kinda stuff...THXS!. MOTHER'S ARE ALWAYS THE GREATEST MUM IN THE WORLD. cuz in the end, we'll appreciate em.. not only MUM BUT DAD TOO.. so yeah..
niways it's 10.3o.. and i've gotta go now..

see ya

Saturday, February 03, 2007

campfire night?... o well.. yesterday was like kinda tirin and a little boring!..seriously.. cuz we have to usher the parents up the hall, but b4 that we hav to shift all those bagpacks to the sides and behind the ladders..but in the end, someone shift all the bags to mdm nurli's homeroom.. and we've gotta sweep the floor and arrange the tables.. put 40 pairs of chopsticks(soveniors) plus 1 pair of chopstick for them to just pick one marbles up..niways, bout 5.00 parents came strollin in the school. and then it all started with the ushers then the attendence and then the VP talks in the hall..didn't really listen to wht the VP was talkin bout.. haha. i was at the back of the hall with samantha,hani,nawwarah,sally,hilary,girija,shareeza,marcus,chen jian n some others..slackin.. until the VP talks have ended and we suppose to usher them to the blackboxs but there was like lots of them..so we can't usher them. ok let's just skip that part.. didn't eat until the path was cleared then we had our chance to take our food and eat.. then liyana saw shadows. cuz it's alreadi night time.. some others saw it too.. when they talk bout that my goose pimple was like comin out. i dun really like hearin all those ghost thingy... then we had our campfire.. had a sing-along session.. and speech again by the VP.. the campfire was ok to me.. not that fun..finally had prize givin and sang b'day songs as it's someone's b'day.. then we went home. reach home bout 10.4o. went to have a bathe.. and i read my storybook till like 12 midnight. then finally i doze off....tirin day for me yesterday. it's not to the EXTREME though..

niways, i've gotta go revise again for my maths test tomorrow.see ya

Thursday, February 01, 2007

hey!. well today is another borin day for me except that i shouted at hilary durin readin period.. hahas. cuz i've forgotten to bring my maths homework! and if i've forgotten, MDM TANG WILL BE LIKE'' WHY NOT U'VE FORGOTTEN TO BRING URSELF TO SCHOOL??.. AND UR WEARIN A RED TIE.. MAYB I SHOULD TAKE OUT UR RED TIE.''all her blabs and stuff.. zzzzz...niways, durin readin period. i was like soooooooo panic... didn't know wht to do.. i was soo fustrated till hilary called me and i was like'' WHAT!!??'' kinda loud i guess.. ahha.. but then after readin period, my friend was kinda nie to lend me her maths paper for me to photocopy. after readin period, i ran to the bookshop tellin the aunt to photocopy the maths paper for me.. she was like'' photocopy have to wait'' i was like'' wait?... i can't wait longer.. i hav other classes and i can't be late for class''... at last 10 minutes later she photocopied my friends maths paper.. and it's like alreadi the second bell.. haha.. i just ran all the way to class.. penting like mad dog.. haha.. not really.... i tried doin what i can durin english and b4 startin ani vocabulary test today.. i use my pencil to go over the photocopied lines. hees.. niways, hope i won't get ani scholdin nxt monday.. cuz i hate it... it's sooo........ nvm.... HACK CARE bout that yeah..aniways, i'm kinda like feel out of the box when my teacher, out of the blue, ask me lots of questions like which school is my brother in and whether my parents pamper me alot stuff like that.. i'm not really annoyed or anithin.. just feel out of the boxs....lol..niways, tomorrow is the sec 1 orietation camp! muahaha.. good luck for those who are being selected!.. haha.. man.. though i'm not selected, i'll be goin to school this saturday for the campfire..ARG!!! i hate campfire... tellin ya i will be like dozing off and i'll be yawnin and yawnin...to be honest, i don't really hate campfires but i'm just tooo lazy to go that's all... just i love slackin at home but not all the time yeah.. ahha...i can't possibly go searchin for some reasons in my brain right now... cuz i ain't no reasons... and i don't wanna grow longer nose.. ahaha.....tht's just a fairy tale... niwaiys it's like 8.59pm.. i shall stop here for today aight*. 9.00pm. =D... see ya