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Monday, February 05, 2007

ello!. well today was like zzz.. alarm went off at 5.3o for my dad as his flyin off today back to his home in jakatar(indonesia). few lights was on and as u know i'm a light sleeper i do wake up easily whn there's noise or lights and bangin sounds.. i was like distracted by that. bout 6.00 my dad left the room. i have like 30 minutes to sleep. alarm went off at 6.28. slept for 5mins.. i was like draggin and draggin myself away.. wayy too tired.. nvm bout that.. i wash and brush up.. went tiein my hair didn't the time passes quickly.. haha.. kiddin. it's like 7.00 and i've not packed my bag.. so i quickly took a glance at my time table and pack my bag.. then i walk out of the house as quickly as possible.. dam! kinda late by the time i left my house.. met michelle and sally at eunos mrt station. i gave both of the the signal'' sorry''.. dam! i was late.. thxs to me.. lol... reach school bout 7.35. 5 minutes late.. went to michelle's locker.. took her stuff books. quickyl went up doin our duties.. i was kinda perspirin a little.. standin infront of 3 loyalty like a statue.. cuz their class was'nt up yet.. until bout 7.40 all the students came strollin up.. o well, mr. jerry tan as usual came talkin to us... then mr.singh gave came talkin to the whole school too bout our exams are round the corner..skip that.. after assembly.. went straight to .com lab.. as we're behind time...as in our CPA work.. skip cpa... it was readin session.. wait... readin session was held at the hall... hilary, eugene and i think irfan as usual.... was makin noise bout the camp thingy... hilary was irritatin and annoyin tht's all.. she's like kinda childish yeah.. serioulsy dun really like her.. she's like.... nvm.... and that eugene is just sooo annoyin at times.. but his cute n some points too..irfan.. sometimes his noisy sometimes his quiet... let's not talk bout those prefects....zzz bore me to sleep talkin bout em.. LOL. niways, after readin it was recess.. we were let down early at 11.2o.. queued up for our food.. then we went eatin... eugene came to our table.. as usual came annoyin us and playin a fool with us in some points... and thxs to eugene. my plate was all clean.. no left over grains on my plate and he went givin me crackers.. how sweet..but he gave me just b cuz he can't finish.. how sweet... NOT.. niways, after eatin, sally accompanied me to the bookshop to buy a packet of lakerol. went back to the canteen.. give michelle and eugene plus valerie and another girl sweets.. thxs to michelle... she's controllin me.. as in controllin me from chewin sweets.. haha.. niways, both of us are close.. we fool around while din our canteen duties.. after recess it was EOA... kinda bord.. i was kinda dozin off a little.. so to keep me awake, i kept on chewin my sweets.. which eventually didn't help.. gotta bare with it... thn it was english.. gave us all our vocabulary test back.. got 18/20.. then we're told to find a article and cut it out.. mdm aisha gave us a piece of work to do. create a new word from the word gaven below.. as in like for example, the word is singapore we gotta create a new word like sing and stuff like that... but of cuz the word isn't singapore.. DUH!.. after english, it was maths.. had a maths test. INDICES and standard form.. hope i did well.. cuz i've been revsin everyday.. ok the truth is... seriously i revise maths almost everyday. and i've got like... let me see... 5 stacks of exams practise papers UNDONE YET!.. can u believe it.. it's still UNDONE!.. it's my tuition work.. i'll try my best to do abit when i have the time... pfff... 5 stacks of exams practise papers from otehr secondary schools like de yi secondary. chinese school.....dam!..... niways, i'm like all STRESS OUT!.. but just that my parents can't see it.. they always claim that i'm slackin at home.. if not stuck infront of the computer.... tried provin it to them but just can't!...it's a disappointment. my life.. is just somehow or rather kinda miserable.. or just full of melancholy.. seriously.. i dunno.. parents always think negatively... dad's dis-approvin me of talkin to guys on the net and msgin friends on my handphone and let me see.. and goin out with guys.. while mum's dis-approvin me of goin out too much.. and dis-believin me in doin my homework.. or revisin.. always stuck infront of the computer.. and blastin the music.. even though it's all the same music.. and suspectin me of talkin my my BOYFRIEND on msn which i don't have ONE! FOR UR INFOR MUM!!.. and hmm..at least i still love my mum.. cuz she's approvin me of havin a guy but don't go too far.. as in seriously fall in love those kinda stuff...THXS!. MOTHER'S ARE ALWAYS THE GREATEST MUM IN THE WORLD. cuz in the end, we'll appreciate em.. not only MUM BUT DAD TOO.. so yeah..
niways it's 10.3o.. and i've gotta go now..

see ya


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