i'm all in a CONFUSION..after breakin with oswin. yiwen started askin me for a patch back. OMG!.. no wonder his always talkin to me and stuff... let's just skip that.. today was like.. i don't know.. form teacher detain us for recess just b cuz of one stupid form.. didn't get to eat or drink.. so i was kinda sufferin in tht cpa room yeah until after school, went to buy POKI my fav.. haha. strawberry flavor.. had prefect meetin at 2.3o till bout 3.15.. so.. didn't get the chance to change into my uniform..felt like pukin durin halfways of guides cuz i didn't eat.. i felt like faintin.. until i told the teacher that i was purkish..i tag her down to the office to get some biscuits and she gave me a packet of drink.. brought it up to the classroom to share... let's not talk bout that.. have to act some drama.. bout social etiquettes..bla bla bla.. wadever that is..

hate sellin flags.. haha.. tomorrow is a half a day for me.. from the afternoon till 6.oo imagine that.. have to sell flags and bla bla bla..but thn i'll b goin in the afternoon... cuz in the mornin hav to go for ex-ray for my braces. then hav to pack my stuff for tomorrow..as in like my prefects long sleeve shirt tie, pin... my shoes...and stuff yeah...


always felt like running away from home
but i just can't do it
always felt like slittin my arm to vent my anger
but it does seems to hurt
always felt like doin silly things
but its not me.

sometimes when my life gets stuck up
i don't really know what to do
but to just shed those invinsible tears
where nobody knows.
lookin out at the window
made me felt like commitin suicide.
thinkin of what should i do.
always lead me with some difficulties.

my love life is somehow complicated as always seems to be
bein in love is serious thing to me.
what the hell did they do this to me.
betta to be single then attach.
spreadin rumors is what i DETEST the most.*SERIOUSLY*
feelin emotionless now as if there's no life or wadver for me.=]