Monday, March 19, 2007
gosh!.. today was my bad day i guess.. hearts pumpin while tryin to give HIM back the ring.. whole reaction was felt with depression..just felt so sad..but then givin back the ring will at least make me feel free.. as in like make me start a new leaf..yern the past and stuff.. but i wasn't the one who gave him back the ring as in FACE-TO-FACE.. nawwarah help me...''THXS SO MUCH FOR HELPIN ME EVEN THOUGH I WAS FELT WITH FEAR..'' then later got back my english results. got 27 an a half... ARG!! *CUK! COULD HAVE GOTTEN 3O PLUS OUT OF 50.. STUPID ME.. I MEAN LAZY ME FOR NOT CHECKIN AND READIN THE INSTRUCTIONS PROPERLY!! BLAME MYSELF FOR THAT.. THEY ASK US TO CIRCLE THE ANSWER WHILE I WENT WRITTIN DOWN THE ASNWER!! THAT GOT ME INTO THIS STATE MAN!! IF NOT I COULD HAVE GOT 30 PLUS FOR ENGLISH ...dam!...lesson learn... to read instructions carefully!!.. ahole. hahahahah.. niways.. after that it was maths.. i was like dreadin for the results.. heart was pumpin furiously.. lol.. nahx.. i was just dreadin.. until.. dam!... 6 more marks to past.. total scoare was /40.. arg... didn't concentrate enough... i did concentrate but not enough..... don't wanna say the marks.. cuz it's too embarassing..seriously... well,, mother tongue.. haha.. don't talk bout my chinese.. it sucks totally.. gonna drop in the drain.. seriously my mum will be lookin for a chinese tutor for me anitime and aniwhere after lookin at my results when the report book is given out... she'll be'' omg.. ur what happen to your chinese.. u need a tutor'' bla bla bla.. there goes her again..naggin away.. and beggin me to find a chinese tutor to improve...niways.. acturlly i'm suppose to control myself from not touchin the computer... cuz i wanna try to bannin myself from usin the computer too long.. cuz i've been usin the computer for like ever and ever. except for when i'm buzy revisin and studyin, i'll just on my music and fixs the voluje and start work..other then that when i'm free... just tryin veri hard to restrict myself from usin the computer for hours... but i'm alreadi addicted to it... can't be help...unless there's a way.. just put a password to my computer and completely sweep off the password from my brain...OMG! that's no way i'm gonna do that man.. cuz there will be no computer and i can die without it...haha..niways, kinda no mood right now.. gotta leave in bout 4 minutes time.. see ya
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