Tuesday, March 06, 2007
yo!. seriously hate my SICKENIN DAM DARN LIVE. CAN I JUST KILL MYSELF?. SERIOUSLY... mum always naggin at me, wat els... sometimes put me in the story.. or always.. not always for JUST SIMPLY LOVE THINKIN NEGATIVELY!! LIKE FOR EXAMPLE JUST BCUZ I DON'T WANNA GO TO MY GRANDMOTHER HOUSE, SHE THINKS THAT NEXT TIME WHEN SHE'S OLD, I WON'T GO AND VISIT HER...WTH! c'mon!!!!!! why must you think negatively!! like shut ur mouth lar!.. don't know why u love thinkin positively.. and just b cuz i don't wanna follow my mum.. my mum was like'' even my youngest don't wanna follow me.. '' and she went sighin and says'' nxt time when i'm old nobody will come and accompany me..'' start to talk nonsence and rubbish.. SERIOUSLY SPEAKIN.. MY MUM HAV BEEN LIKE NAGGIN AT ME.. OR ALWAYS LIKE TO MAKE MY LIFE SOOOO......ARG!!! CAN I SAY'' JUST TREAT ME AS THOUGH I'M DEAD TO YA U MOTHERFCUKER!'' RIGHT INFRONT OF HER FACE!!. i know i'm soo mean. and EVIL.. but why the hell must she think negatively!!! i just wanna stay at home..and i will go n visit my grandmotehr once in a while... cuz the more i go to her house i feel bord...and when i'm studyin, she thinks i'm just buildin castle in the air, or just starrin blankly at the book.. HELLO!!! CAN'T YOU SEE OR READ MY FACE.. I'M STUDYIN!! oh and thxs zafir or whoever whom told me that i have white hair.. I'M ALL STRESS UP...my parents can't see through... and i'm NOT LAZY BUM OKIE... CUZ MY TUITION IS EVERY WED!. AND SOMETIMES I DO NEEDA STAY BACK AFTER SCHOOL FOR SOME MEETINS AND PREFECTS STUFF.. but then i can excuse myself from prefect.. and later ask them what's goin on and so on.. she thinks i'm lazy to think.. GET A LIFE MUM! I HAVE ENOUGH OF ALL THIS NONSENCE.. YOU JUST CAN'T SEE THROUGH ME THAT'S ALL... YOU DON'T GET TO SEE ME IN SCHOOL 24HRS.. OF CUZ U DUNNO WHT THE FCUKIN HELL WAS I DOIN IN SCHOOL.. I'M FREAKIN STRSSS OUT OK... GET THAT!! dam! talkin bout this make me fustrated!!!.. o yeah... and whenever i get sick, she will come scoldin me or naggin at me as in'' ur sick right?..serve you right for eatin all the rubbish or not eatin proper meals everyday..'' bla bla bla and the list goes on.. but if my brother get sick, she'll say'' dun make me heart ache u know... better get well soon... my poor baby..'' bla bla bla... such an AHOLE man... arg!!!! i'm not jealous.. why should i be jealous in the first place....acturlly i know that my mum acturlly dotted my brother and sister the most! whenever they throw their tamtrum to them or talk loudly to them, my mum won't scold them.. but whenever i talk loudly to them or just like kinda pist off and talkin to them in a angry way, they'll be like'' no need to shoud right... '' or '' can u please talk nicely instead of talkin to rudely''... WTH man.. wht is this......
ARG!!!!! P.S. '' MUM, CAN U DO ME A FAVOUR? TREAT ME LIKE YOU'VE NEVER GAVEN BIRTH TO ME BEFORE?.. OR TREAT ME LIKE I'M NOTHIN TO YOU....'' SERIOUSLY.
my life is gettin worsen!! naggin and naggin and naggin.. oh yeah and things that i wanna look for like hip-hop or singin lessons, she will ask me to find it myself... other then that, she'll be like'' hope u can practise more of ur guitar..... piano.... how i wish you can play like them''...
what's this man...arg..
niways, gotta go now.
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