today was a HUMDRUM.. mum drives me to school..reached sch, sat together with my mates and friends.. skip that part.. went doin my duty..always standin at the door to rush people up to the hall b4 their late..after standin for awhile.. felt tired.. went sittin at the stairs near the stage.. oh and this guy name EARL... why is he pickin on me all the time as in disturbin me callin me... ''......'' can't say out..if u wanna know.. ask me on msn.. but still i won't tell.. lol.. lame.. and after school, i was walkin out of school together with my friend until i didn't know he(earl) was outside.. he saw me and he walk together with me.. my classmates were behin me which i didn't notice it.. until they called me '' bernadette.. ur boyfriend??'' i was like'' ehem*.. giggles.. * just walk off.. his sec 1 and i'm sec 3.... his like a lil' bro to me.. although his somewhere around my height..*psps*. and his a foreigner. not a singaporean.. niways, went home after school to bath.. and came back to school.. but went 7-11 first.. was perspiring like hell...walkin under the HUMID sun.. was in 7-11 till i saw WAYNE n his friends.. say hi to him and stuff.. bought snacks.. paid up.. the counter manager was smiling and lookin at me after i paid.. ok i know my face is as red as some animated cartoon called '' pikachu'' or as red as an apple.. u needn't look at me like as if there's a connection or somethin.. EEEWW... haha. ran in.. saw nelson.. he was like sayin this in chinese'' kan dao wo jiu pai... wo bu hui chi diao ni '' translate it in english '' look at me then run.. i won't eat you up'' i was like'' mei you lar.. wo chi dao le.'' went to the class with untied hair... my face was blushin red.. as if ive just got back from marathon.. guides was such a drag today.. but quite fun being a leader for the sec 1s n 2s...oh n i brought 1 bottle of chewin gum today.. gave it to nelson,sharizah,hakeem,atikah,atiqah,fatin,zulaikha,amira,siti,sabariah.

gides ended at 5.30..did some cleanin up. guides tabs.. waited for my friends.. as usual.. every friday i'll reach home late.. like 6.45. or even 7.00...every friday is always a drag....o well, ai't sure but i'm feel sooooo HOT..

i would hold you in my arms
i would take the pain away
thank ou for all you've done
forgive all your mistakes
there's nothin i would'nt do
to hear your voice again
sometimes i wanna call you
but i know you won't be there

i'm sorry for blaming you
for everything i just couldn't do
and i've hurt myself by hurting you

some days i feel broke inside but i won't admit
sometimes i just wanna hide cause it's you i miss
and it's so hard to say goodbye
when it comes to this.

would you tell me i was wrong?
would you help me understand?
are you looking down upon me?
are you prooud of who i am?

there's nothin i wouldn't do
to have just one more chance
to look into your eyes
and see you looking back.