hey.. o well.. acturlly wasn't suppose to blog today but i just can't take it anymore.. let's get started.. woke up at 11.30. brush and wash up.. did some reading of newspapers.. skipped my lunch..watch tv.. did some english revising.. left the house bout 3.15.. went to East Meadow.. first of all, i went to the gym to do trackmail.. then did some cycling and the pulling of weights.. wanted to swim at 4.00 but it just started pouring like cats and dogs.. so was still doin exercisin till bout 4.45.. got change into my swim wear.. sat on the chair... OH GOSH!!! this is the part where i'm soooo..... i dunno how to say... but when i stood up i took off my shirt.. of cuz i'm wearin my swimmin suit.( 2 piece.PSPS).. then went into the pool... suddenly this aus boy bout 12 or 13 years old if i'm ain't wrong..guess he saw me and he came to the pool which i was in.. first thought... * ....eyyy?? * but on the second thought saw his CUTE AND CHARMING FACE * OMG.. HIS SOOO HOT.. *.. hahaha..he was like lookin directly at me... i was like also lookin at him.. kinda smilin at him abit.. and then i was like'' ok...chill...chill....'' then started swimmin.. he was like kinda wanna come near me..but then i dunno why but i kept on grinnin from ear to ear.. seriously.. his soooo hot man.. i like his hair and his everythin..* cheyy..GATAL AKU*.. hahaha..
then when i swam to the other end and i turn back, he wasn't there.. went to the spa.. then again i swam back to the place that i was.. he came back to the pool again.. OMG!!! can't take it anymore... minutes later he came together with his brother.. gosh!!! both of them are HOT!!! charming and CUTE..where ever i was in the pool, both of them seems to be comin near me bit by bit.. but guess they didn't dare too or frettin that i might be embarrase or shy... oh and there's some pervert guys in the swimmin pool.. lookin at me in some funny ways... eeww. like as though they wanna do somethin funny.. i was petrifight.. that i didn't dare to swim anymore laps.. as the pool was gettin crowded, the hot guys left the pool and so i stopped swimming to and fro.. at first didn't dare to come out.. but at last i did.. wipe myself dry.. sat down for awhile.. wore my shirt over me.. and i left.. oh yeah . and soo the younger brother(aus). saw me walkin away.. both him and the brother came out of the pool too.. went takin a shower and got change.. went to the aircorn room.. the two guys was there too.. infront of my mum.. guess waitin to play billard.. OMG!!! CAN'T STOP TAKIN THEM OFF MY HEAD.. THEIR JUST SOO HOT LAR.. hahaa.. o well, just got back from gym and swimmin.. just rest yeah.

tonight i need your sweet caress
hold me in the darknest
tonight you calm your restlessness
you relieve my sadness

as we move to embrace
tears run down ur face
i whisper words of love softly
i can't believe this pain
it's driving me insane
without your touch, life will be lonely

so raise your hands to heaven and pray
that we'll be back together someday