FINALLY! i'm back from camp yesterday afternoon. but still, headed back to school despite the fact that i'm dead exaushted..seriously, first thought, i wanted to skip school..then heard from mum that she pospone my piano lesson to nxt week.. so i was like. oh..ok..yay!.. haha.. since she pospone my piano lesson, then i shall head back to school..thanks to my mum.. well.. let me see.. let me talk about the sec 2 camp..

the sec 2 camp.. thought it's gonna be like last year.. much fun and enthusiasms.. but then when we reach there and stuff., instructor introduce themself and all..the instructor asked us which group are we in. we told them we were sec 3.. they thought we were class 3..zzz.. aniways, after that, was told where our bunk was.girls and guys was seperated of cuz..then it all started.. went to class five which was 2 DIL!!!.. my instructor was An and Hitomi.. so yeah.. introduce myself infront of the whole group.. and the instructor SABO me.. we have to play this game called ice-breaker as in like we have to introduce ourself and say other people's name.. started of with hitomi then An. thanks to An that i was the last person and i have to introduce myself and say the other guys name.. was kinda difficult to memorise their names.. grrrr.. oh yeah.. thanks again to that.. me and another mly guy, have to do a 4-feet... what's the 4-feet? have to spell out miss foo's name usin our BUTT!..i was like kinda shy and embarrase.. only did a letter O.. ahaha..zzz.. after ice-breaker game. did all the borin stuff..played this game called blow-wind-blow.. quite fun n a little boring.. and also this game called pass the message.. and did things like learn how to build up the tent and unbuild the tent..and also first aid kit. then we have to plan our cheer and stuff.. over all, my group wasn't that fun.. my group was all the way like a hum drum. that's why i'm like them not enthu at all.. some of the girls.. i felt kinda bored and stuff.. but some of the guys was enthusiatic for example taufik,dino, n some others...kk tht was first day..oh n first day i was like bein disturb( as in play with me) by instructor An,darryl and some others..they love disturbin me..was kinda irritated by them.. haha..shhhh.. kk then second day did some activities like rock climbing,abseling,flyin fox n all lar.. but wasn't a good weather.. was pourin like cats n dogs at first thn started to slow down a little.. then clouds started to gather and it's like gonna be pourin again.. but thanks it didn't.. so yeah..oh and we did kayakin and sea raftin and all.. but i didn't go as i'm havin my ehem*. not suppose to say out.. girls thing. hahah. sat together with rossy, nahmira,rasyidah.. i was all along talkin all kinds of crap and makin all kinds of stupid and unlogical jokes just to keep them entertain... then MISS FOO!! caught us sittin and not helpin them with the stuff whn their not in the sea yet.. pfff..wadever that is.. oh ya.. then when we're suppose to have our lunch, didn't know that dino was just beside me...he was kinda disturbin as in playin with me. another game was we have to cooperate with each other have the team work.. first i wasn't listenin to what instructor An was sayin until i saw dino pointin at hitomi and me.. i was like pushin his hand away again and again and again forth time whn i push his hand away from pointin at me, he went holdin my hands.. i was like kinda shock. alreadi his left arm was holdin my hands for awhile other of his hands was pointin at me..thanks to him i was being ask to stand up.. grrr... screw him!.. -.-''.. oh and the day b4 yesterday night time.. he ask me'' just now u kept on lookin at me right?'' i was like'' huh?.. no lar.. since when...'' he was like'' i know.. i got the feelin of u lookin at me.'' i was like'' no lar....... don't spout nonsence..'' he was like'' don't lie to me.. i know'' i just kept my mouth shut.. OMG!.. seriously, i didn't look at him.. but i know that he was lookin at me and even smilin at me.. his alwyas callin me for nothin..there's another activity where we have to find a way to bring the person inside the web. we can't touch the line.when it was my turn, they carried me and my long pants was startin to lower down bit-by-bit until the guys saw my undergourment. not only the guys but instructor An too.. the guys was like'' woi..woi.ehem*''(flirtin and all) as fast as i was in the web, i pull my pants up quickly. tht's soo embarrasin..and better still, dino was smilin away..-.-' k then the campfire... campfire was a success.. the girls wasn't enthusiatic.. i was like kinda singin myself together with guys behind.. the girls just kept quiet.. better still ramat went ticklin my side and acted as if it wasn't him...over all, the instructor wasn't happy and satisfide with us for our behaviour wasn't that good and all.. so yeah.. gathered in one circle and all..instructors talk to us about our behaviour and stuff like that.. then went takin a bathe and stuff.. and went to sleep.. was seriously dead tired cuz of me helpin fatimah in the middle of the night.. woke up two times as her arm hurts.. not blamin her. it's ok aniway.. cuz i can't sleep too. as i can't sleep at all..the next day i was sleepin away till i almost can't wake up to watch the time.. in the whole, the camp was ok to me though it's borin.. pfff..it's a pity that i didn't go for kayaking and sea raftin.. aniway, now it's all bout school,

damn!..gotten back my exam results. not in a mood acturlly..
CPA= 33/50
english paper 2= 32/60
EOA= 34/70
mother tongue= don't wanna mention. i flunk my chinese
maths= don't wanna say.. i flunk my maths too.
FnN=14/30.

omg! how am i gonna face my mum.. if i show my cpa to my mum, she'll be askin demandin for the rest of my exam papers results.. should i just keep ot quiet?.. i'm just toooooo worried sick and laid-back to show to my mum... how....
aniways, gotta go have my dinner..so..chao.

not in a mood.

whether i'm up or down
there's no crowd to please
i'm like a faith without a clause to believe in it
and if all the world was smilin
i would only ever want to see ur frown
you know they can sail away in sunsets
we'll be right here stranded on the groud
just happy to be found