yo! wassup duck!..well, have'nt been bloggin for the last two days as i was kinda revisin and doin homework. oh n didn't went online for past 2 days too.aniway, nothin much today..but apparently, suppose to have a re-test on FnN but there's no ample time... and IT.. was like a... it's all just rated 16 or 18.. as in the conversation.. mr.robin was talkin bout all those stuff which we shouldn't be listenin to.. the guys just lovvve it.. omg.. niway, EOA.. was just as....emmm...hyper? or bored?.. mayb... was chewin gum durin her lesson.

mdm lim: bernadette, stop chewin like a cow
me: *sayin in my heart* koranajar seh..wadever that it..

at 1.00 sharp, i went straight home.. went to bath and all.. got dressed up into half-u for guides.. reached school quite late.. and i was all blushin..cuz of walkin under the humid sun.. all i know is, i was being single out by ms kua for the dancing competition.. grrr.. first of all, we were ask to learn this chinese dance steps which were too complicated for us.. so i suggested to her that we change the dance to HSM(high school musical) dance steps.. at least it's easier from.. let's say 2.45-5.28.. that's how long we practiced out dance steps.. and the best thing is, we only had like 5 minutes break.. i'm ALL IN right now. both my legs are wobbly as jelly and my whole body is as slothful as a snail?... seriously.. can hardly or barely open my eyes right now.. so yeah.. shall go online for just a couple of minutes and then i shall wash up and all and get into my sweetdreams yeah.

adios amigo.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Basically... or supposedly, wasn't suppose to be bloggin as i'v said.. i don't wanna blog the whole time.. and wanna take a break from the computer.. but then thanks to siti norain.. cuz i have to go online and tell her the answers for maths..while she's patiently waitin, i was kinda thinkin and writtin down the answers..well, back then, i was kinda referin to the maths textbook.. it's almost the same method for some of the questions.. so yeah.. hope it's right.. today was nothin much.. had p.e lesson.. but our p.e teacher happens to be a invinsible one.. guys played soccer.. girls sat down chit-chattin and all.. walk to the soccer field.. siti plus fatin made some jokes.. as usual... laugh like insane...then it was maths.. screw that tank.. ops.. i mean tang..=#... first, was bein appeal by her to introduce ourselves again and to tell her what we did durin our 4 weeks of holiday.. kinda annoyed by her niway.. let's drop that subject...errrr.....felt like runnin away from prefect meetin.. but can't.. cuz it's IMPORTANT!!!.. according to MDM NURLI!... newtown secondary sudents leader as in prefects came to our school and all.. saw this cute guy.. lol.. plus siti norain also saw this guy that she like or admire.. hahaha...sorry ek siti.. haha...so yeah... ok.. seriously, i'm not gonna blog from tomorrow onwards.. unless there's a need to or if i'm seriously bored as hell then i'll blog.. and for computer wise or msn, i'll try not to go online often yeah.. cuz i wanna REVISE my work..sooo... guess that's bout it.. i'm gonna upload the pictures that i took in night safari yeah.. oh and sorrie yeah.. i just love makin people hungry or drool by puttin up pictures like ben&jerry ice-cream things like that.. hahaha...

Sunday, June 24, 2007

hey!.. last day i'm bloggin.. tomorrow is the day where everybody drag their foot to school...but then, i love it when school re-opens.. cuz i'm seriously this june holidays was such a humdrum..all i did was went out with my mum for shoppin and MORE shoppin..[ my favourite..] and bought sunglasses and all..and those june holidays, my mum and i have been an early bird as we don't wanna be squizzing with the crowd later on.. every single day, we wake up around 8-9 plus... kinda great acturlly hangin out with mum to the mall..for whole day...then n the 20th of june.. headed but to school for my elective module and that's music composer. 3 days.. 3rd day, we went to the studio.. on saturday which is the 23rd of june, headed to cineleisure for guides carnival till 1.00.. headed back home.. and bout dinner time, went to vivo to celebrate my dad's b-lated father's day.. hang around there for awhile... and i've got whistled by this chi guy around my age...btw, we wanted to watch oceans 13. but then, if we bought tickets, the 6 of us would be separated.. so we didn't buy the tickets.. hang around vivo for few minutes.. headed home.. and today was my cousins b'day.. went to my grandmother house.. didn't really do anithin much... was such a humdrum.. except for my aunt made chocolate fundue... other then that, gotta wake up early again.. and i'll get some disturbance around me.. or some annoyin pest.. or some rumours or flirts or wadver it is.. this will be the last time i'm bloggin.. other then that, i'm not bloggin till i feel like it.. cuz i'm gonna be revisin and muggin on the subjects that i'm practically inadequate in yeah.. soo..

chao..see ya dudes,babes.
oh n all the mama's and apek or flirts and whoever is readin my blog..
hahaha.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

i've got nothin to say.. but will just upload some photo's of the recordin studio and today's guides carnival photo's yeah..

that's all for today. seriously, i'm all soo dead beat. these 4 days i've been wakin up early for elective modules and guides carnival.. today i can sleep quite late bout 11 plus.. and mayb wake up abit later around 11 plus or soo.. o well, i've gotta get change.. gonna go to VIVO city again to celebrate b-lated father's day for my dad. see ya

Labels: DEAD BEAT

Thursday, June 21, 2007

o well, we kinda almost done with our sound tune and our lyrics but not vocals yet.. we've gotta do the back ups and all...oh yeah we're headin the the STUDIO!.. kinda nervous to record our voice.. but it's ok.. just go for it yeah.. back ups are: florice,jeffi,me and shahidil:. 1 boy and 3 gurls. =))...

those few days durin music composer.. i'm a little insane.. i was kinda high durin those few days yeah.. with this crazi and irritatin girl name hilary..and i myself went kinda high for the fun of it.
and i've got mygrain today. cuz of re-searchin for lyrics and printin them plus thinkin of how to do the song and all.. man!... that's the reason i kinda went high today. and tomorrow, i guess i'm gonna be high again... can't wait to be at the studio for the veri first time..

i don't know your face no more
or feel your touch that i adore
i don't know your face no more
it's just the place i'm looking for

we might as well be strangers in another town
we might as well be living in a different world
we might as well(x3)

i don't know your thoughts these days
we're strangers in an empty space
i don't understand your heart
it's easier to be apart

we might as well be strangers in another town
we night as well be living in a another time
we might as well(x3)
we might as well be strangers
be strangers
for all i know of you now(x3)
for i know.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

o well, guess my friends like florice,hilary n samantha know bout it... but hilary do't really know wht happen.. only siti norain and samantha jie, know bout it... it's kinda long story niways... well,

CAN I CRY OUT LOUD??

AS IN SHED TEARS IN THE DARK OR SOMEHTIN??..

KINDA FUSTRATIN!! AND I SERIOUSLY HATE GUYS FOR DOIN THAT..

AS IN MAKE GIRLS HEART BROKEN???...

omg!!... this time it's after 3 WEEKS!!....

let's just say.. after my music coposer thingy, met at the shop near 7-11... then went parkway.. walkin around.. wanted to buy my b-lated b'day present but i don't have anithin in mind..=#..

then he started talkin and talkin and started makin me sad and all... it's like im soooo fustrated with that.. well, guess i shall not tell you wht he said.. unless u really wanna know then ask me in msn and i'll shall tell you the whole story... got back at around 4 plus or 5?.. walkin home almost cried on the way.. kinda control myself...as usual, i'll call siti for help. and that's how it is...

guys are like freakin a*** jerks!.. i mean some guys..-.-''..
and darn!!.. shouldn't have given him a second chance or soo..
DAM ME!!!.. never in my life will i fall for a guy!! EVER! and i meant it. =]
and never in my life i'll believe a guy..XD

aniway, let's not talk bout that..
the more i brag bout that, the more i'll start thinkin bout it. let's talk bout my music composer!!

it was fun and interestin.. and the best thing is, we get to make our own ringtone!!..cool huh..
well, tomorrow is like a day to me?? cuz we're gonna compose a song and stuff like that...
and friday, we're goin to the studio!!.. can't wait...!
aniway, 2 minutes to 10.. so i guess i gonna end here aight*

this last few weeks
i've been confused
sometimes if i wonder if
i'm better off alone

you fall in love
then break your heart
you fall in love again
it's never ending

i used to have this friend
who took his fiance
to see billy idol
a couple weeks before
their wedding day
the chick got backstage
and left my friends outside
next day she called from a hotel
asking for a ride

i guess i'm giving up on love
cause it really kind of sucks.

Monday, June 18, 2007

woke up at 12 in the afternoon today. went brushin and washin up and all..skip that part.. don't wanna know aniway. well.. i can't sleep late. cuz i've gotta be in school tomorrow by 8.00 for elective module!!..grrr..but i'm takin music composer.. don't really know wht music to compose. aniways, it's 3 days.. wed-fri and sat i have to head down to orchard road for guides youth canival. soo. that four days, i'm gonna be buzy.. and sunday is one day for me to take a break and get ready for school..zzz...and i'll be like....the best thing is... i've got a math tests comin up when school re-opens...it's such a bore havin a maths test when school re-opens...guess i'm gonna do imperfectly for it. you know why. cuz i've not completed my maths holiday assignment. everytime i try doin, i'll get stress up easily.. mayb b cuz i don't have the basic.. well, no matter how hard it is or difficult it is, this comin month that is july, i'm gonna really buck up and mug on the subjects that i'm weak in.. like EOA, CHINESE and most of all, maths.. cuz i don't wanan retain sec 3 and let my parents down.. it's sooo embarrasin to let them down. if i can't pass my maths, at least i need to pass eoa n chinese. that's my target.aniway, i've gotta go..

if only
you could see the way that i feel
about you
yes, i need you beside me
is there anithin i can say?
before you walk away?
i just don't wanna loose you again
baby i want you to know

what am i gonna do?
no, i just can not live
i can't breathe without you
i want you back in my life
and i want to set things right
you know the way to my heart, baby

you're the one
you set me free
when you're close to me
and all that i do
is think about a way
to make you stay with me
you know the way to my heart

SORRIE BUT FISH!..THANKS TO MY AUNTY WHOM TOLD MY MUM BOUT ME HAVIN A FRIENDSTER!!.. AND LIKE 5 MINUTES AGO, MY MUM WENT BROWSIN MY PHOTO..WAS TELLIN ME BOUT WHY I PUT MY PHOTO OR WAD SO EVA IN MY FRIENDSTER...I CAN PUT MY PROFILE AS PRIVATE PROFILE.. OTHER THOSE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHOM DIDN'T ADD ME, WON'T SEE MY PICTURE.. ONLY THOSE WHO ADDED ME CAN SEE MY PHOTO..BUT IF THEY ADD ME, I CAN REJECT THEM....arggg...it's like she just popped into my life and my privacy!!....pfffffffffffff....

P.S.: I DON'T WANNA GO OUT WITH MY AUNT ANIMORE!!! AND I DON'T WANNA GO TO MY GRANDMOTHER HOUSE FOR LONG LONG TIME.. UNTIL I DECIDED TO GO N VISIT MY GRANDMOTHER FOR ONCE A YEAR!! THAT'S IT!..
i know wht i'm doin.. don't need ya to come poppin and draggin some stuff into my privacy...
the more i drag ito, the more i'll get sooo fustrated!!.. i'll shall stop here for a moment.. and mayb just ignore my mum for a moment!!..FAGGED!!...

Sunday, June 17, 2007

o well, yestrday was saturday and i blogged yesterday.. but they put it as friday.. niways.. i'm right now in my granny house..doin nothin but just slackin and all.. waitin for my mum to leave and and head to downtown...but still...i'm kinda dead-beat.. no choice but to head to my granny house to visit her as well as my grandfather when acturlly his still sleeping..while some of my aunt are gamblin.. as in majong... haiz...their always playin majong when they come visitin my granny..aniway.. i've ain't got idea.. so yeah.. i'll stop here yeah.

chaos..
oh n people, do enjoy 1 more week of holidays b4 headin back to school and start buckin up on our studies yeah...gotta improve our EOY exams aight*

see ya dudes.

Friday, June 15, 2007

hey!!!

well, have'nt been bloggin for those 3 days back.. was sort of lethargic to blog.. thus, i've got nothin to blog bout.. so that's the reason of me not bloggin.. o well, i'm also kinda bored.. wait... not kinda bored to wayyy wayy too bored right now!!.. grrr.. just can't wait for school to re-opens.. seriously, if i'm not goin aniwhere durin holidays, i'll defenitely miss school as i can talk to my friends and all.. but if i'm goin overseas, hmm.. let's just say.. i don't really miss school.. but then, as days past, kinda miss school and friends.. aniway, didn't really do much but just read my story books.. hmm surf up the net..oops i mean serve.. XD.. hmm.. spendin time with mum doin shoppin.. goin to big shoppin malls.. walk till i'm dead-beat. well, not really though. hmm..and bought 4 movies from HMV..and they are aquamarine,in her shoes, emma and the devil wears prada.. what we did yesterday, my mum and i watch aquamarine first.. it's bout mermaid fallin in love with a hot surfer dude! and all.. then secondly, we watched the devil wears prada.. it's bout fashion and if u could handle all the work with no one asistance.. quite nice show acturlly.. after watchin 2 movies, went slackin and all..and today's weather was soooo nice and coolin as it was rainnin like cats and dogs.. was sleepin like a log and even went to dream land. hahaha..was dreamin of some lame n stupid stuff.. and the best thing is, almost fall off the bed..*giggles*. guess i was dreamin that i was gonna sliddin down the swimmin pool slide.
haha..aniway, seriously, i was sleepin like a log.. and my mum... she's like a alarm clock.. came up to the room and was like

mum:''* walk to the table turn around* gosh.. my girl is still sleepin... wake up''
me:'' *turn a deaf ear* zzzzzzzz
3 minutes later
mum:'' it's 11.00 and u still don't wanna wake up...c'mon..wake up''
me'' arggg..grr....zzzzz''
mum:* walk to her cupboard.. open the drawer.. lookin at the photo album*''

5 minutes later
mum'' OI! IT'S 12O'CLOCK ALREADI.. QUICK! WAKE UP2..I WANNA FIXS THE BED!''
me'' *rolls over to mum's side of the bed..lay there for few minutes..shut my eyes for awhile but ended up sleepin..-.-''*
mum'' can you please get ur butt out of the bed''
me'' get up and went to the toilet''

that's the end of it.. and that was how tired i am..aniway, i know that schools re-opnin soon.. and duh.. i can wake up straight.. it's not like i will oversleep or somethin.. so yeah..
just bored.. did practically nothin but readin newspapers..listenin to ''music'' as in the drillin and thumbin on the floor outside my house..givin me headaches and all..soo..yeah.. i'll end here yeah.. and tomorrow it's either i'm goin to downtown east or not.. to celebrate my mum's colledge b'day. havin bbq..gonna be dead bored i guess.. gotta chao.

if you could see what i see
you?'re the answer to my prayers,
and if you could feel the tenderness i feel
you would know it would be clear, that angels brought me here

standin here before you
feels like i've been born again
every breath if your love
every heartbeat speaks your name

my dreams came true right here in front of you my miracle.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

yo!..wasup dog.. aniway, was suppose to date my guy.. but.. well, parents don't allow... pfff...acturlly, my parents don't really know that i hav a guy.. sooo, friends of mine out there, keep it low aight* if u happen to see my mum or wad so ever, don't ever swear his name infront her. if not i'm gonna be in hot soup i think..ok but let's just say my mum have seen his photo before..and u know what she says bout this guy, she said that his good-lookin but have the playboy look. hahaha.
niways, woke up bout 11.45 or 12.20 if i'm not wrong.. went washing and brushin up and all. after that, was suppose to make my bed but too lethargic to do it. keke.. went down reading newspapers and waited for my mum to come bck with my lunch as she brought my sis to marine parade doctor..mum claims that she talked too much that's why my sis got a sore-throat. LOL. -.-''.. after lunch, practise my piano for like 1hr 45 minutes?...was kinda dead-beat and all.. so i went for my bathe and took a hmmm.. let's just say 1hr nap?.. but over all, my day was a monotonous day..zzzzzzz... o well, gotta go have my dinner... see ya peeps.

sometimes it's the words we don't say that get in the way
time wil break down the walls that we've built between us
i won't ever be speechless

i wanna know you inside out
i wanna know you without a doubt
and though we're shy
would it be easier just to say goodbye
i want to learn to read your mind
i want to say the words but my tongue gets tied
and don't feel shy
would it be easier just to say goodbye

i find i get lost for words around you
overwhelmed by your presence?

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Friday, June 08, 2007

YAY!!!.. THANKS MUM FOR BUYIN THE SUN GLASSES THAT I WANTED. XD.. feelin kinda high yeah.. cuz both my mum and i, first we went to robinson buyin her shoes and all.. so i accompanied her till bout 12 plus.. from robinson, we went to VIVO CITY!!.. spend bout 5hrs if i'm not wrong over there.. woooo.. quite LOADS OF SHOPS.. and restaurants and though i'm tired of walkin.. but still i'm like distracted by those shops and everythin that's there.. haha..and i went to pet safari.. those puppies are as adorable as always.!!.. was truly engrossed with em till i took 2 or 3 photo's of diff puppies.. u can see as i'm a pet lover. hahah.. continue with the sun glasses story.. went to tangs shop. saw pandents and all.. then out of the blue, the sunglasses caught my eyes.. was smilin away and went lookin at it.. one pair cost 15.90. so i bought two. that's 31.80.. hey!, but at least it's cheap.. rather then yesterday's sunglasses at parkway that cost bout 50-80 bucks.. and the pet safari, wanted to take another photo of the jack russell.. but then some young and cute but smelly butt boy blocked my view though i've said'' excuse me'' .. hahah.. i'm soo evil.. o well, let's talk bout some other stuff.. strollin around vivo city.. almost walk to harbour front but we made a u-turn back.. along the way, went to B.U.Ms to buy a t-shirt as i was freezin cold after i had my milkshake drink.. bought a sweet t-shirt and wore over my sleeveless tee.. well, once wearin that t-shirt, some guy start lookin at me n even smile at me.. oh n even when i was comin down the escalator..hiden guy whistled at me.. once more when i came out of guardian, hiden guy, whistled.. pfff...aniways, got back around 6.30.. just nice for dinner.. so yeah..both legs are quite tired acturlly..hees*.. gotta end here..

see ya peeps.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

yo!.. just testin to see if my blogs workin. the whole diary i wrote.. kinda got lost.. once it's back, i'll post a proper one yeah.. TESTIN!..haha

niway, let's not bother bout tht.. guess there's somethin wrong with the internet or so.. o well, i slept bout 2.00 past midnight yesterday.. haha.. broke my record huh.. i was kinda...chattin with friends and all.. and was readin few pages of story books.. tht's why i slept realy late.. and best thing is was bein asked to wake up striaght at 10.30.. to make my IC.. and i'm gonna collect it in school from the office on the 3rd week of july tht's 20th.. oh n thanks to my mum i was like rubbin my nose all the time.. she made me nose itch by askin me to find her jewelries under the bed and under the table. filled with dust. that got me sneezin non-stop for awhile.. after doin all those stuff, went parkway for lunch and bought some stuff for my sis bf's sisters weddin.. guess their gonna do some insane or mayb chaotic stuff?.niways, got back around 4 plus.. watch this show called'' first preseident'' on star movies.. then did tried completin or let me just say doin like 1 or 2 an a half of my holiday assignment...and..right now, i'm blogging.. some guys out there and che-ko-pek uncle was lookin at me while strollin at parkway with my mum.. sooo grose..oh and can i just spit it out...nahx nvm... if u wanna know, ask me in msn. hahhaha. o well, i'm blank in my brain right now.. gotta go reply msges from friends in friendster.. see ya.

love's for a lifetime not for a moment
so how could i throw it away
yeah i'm only a human
and nights grow colder
with no-one to love me that way
yeah i need someone who really sees me

and i won't wake up alone anymore
still believing you'll walk through my door
you'll reach for me and i'll know it's for sure
then i'll give all the love in the world
(don't wanna wake up alone anymore..)

yo!.. just testin to see if my blogs workin. the whole diary i wrote.. kinda got lost.. once it's back, i'll post a proper one yeah.. TESTIN!..haha

Monday, June 04, 2007

CUTE!!..FROM SIS!..THANK YOU!!.xd

father and daughter togetherness.=]]




HAPPY 15TH B'DAY TO ME!

let me think wht 15 is like..hmmm.. it's like ur growin up fast and all..gotta be veri matured and stuff like that.. as in try changin my behaviour towards my parents..been very rough to them lately.. as in talk loudly to them.. and sometimes even shout at them despite the fact that they've thought me good manners. that's how violent i am...wahahaha.. woooo. now the truth hav been spoutted out.as in true colors..XD.. but not towards my dad.. but speakin of my dad., when he disturb or irritate me, i'll grumble or show my attitude to him but not shout..if i do, guess he'll be scoldin me upside down. and he'll show his black face and all. haha. but my mum, if i do talk loudly or shout at her, she'll lecture me as in talk strictly to me.. so yeah.. even i myself know that i'm in the wrong but still i've been doin that repeatedly. of cuz not everyday..only when my parents or kinda annoyin or just love naggin and naggin.. i'll just reply'' YA LA2'' OR '' MUST YOU REPEAT IT.? I KNOW WHT TO DO'' stuff like that.. so yeah... just wanna change my whole character towards my parennts..wadever they do.. or if they nag, it's acturlly for our own good.. so i'll just sit there and listen n try bein responsible enough to do things the right way. o well, i'm right now at home updatin my blog as i'm bored. but goin out for dinner as my b'day celebration of cuz with my parents n my sibling plus ym sis bf.. and after my b'day tht's tmr, i'm gonna colect my IC. and then get started on my holiday homework. plus things to improve and to pay attention on when school starts is CHINESE,MATHS and EOA.. those three subjects that i must buck up on..n realy mug on them everyday after school. when i say it, i must do it.. it's not like words speak but no action done. nahx.. o well, guess i shall end here. and go lookin for pictures to draw..

all day starin at the ceiling
making friends with shadows on the wall
all night hearin voices tellin me
that i should get some sleep
because tomorrow might be good for somethin

hold on
feelin like i'm headed for a breakdown
and i don't know why

but i'm not crazy, i'm just a little unwell
i know right now you can't tell
but stay awhile and mayb then you'll see
a different side of me
i'm not crazy, i'm just a little impaired
i know right now you don't care
but soon enough yo're gonna think of me
and how i used to be....me

i'm talkin to myself in public
dodgin glances on the train
and i know, i know they've all been talkin bout me
i can hear them whisper
and it makes me think there must be somethin wrong with me
out of the hours thinkin
somehow i've lost my mind.

Sunday, June 03, 2007

2 more days b4 my b'day.. but i guess my b'day gonna be the most tedious b'day celebration.. parents hav no plans for my celebration except for that jap lunch we had yesterday at paragon.. had sumptious dinner of cuz.. 15!! gonna be 15!!...yay!.. but then.. still don't hav a room for myself.. oh yeah.. just b4 it slipped off my mind.. gonna be collectin my IC on the 6 of june.. lucky me needn't collect in school. haha..just don't wanna collect it in school.. no idea why..let me see.. mum gave me red packet for my b'day present.. granny gave me a billabong file.. let's see wht will my b'day present gonna b on my actual b'day.. oh n tmr is my sisters b'day. so yeah... just bored.. guess we won't be goin to australia animore.. mum's buzy.. dad's buzy.. and me gotta be in school on the 20th june- 22 of june for my elective module. that's music composer.. i know.. i've not completed my holiday assignment yet.. just wanna wait till my b'day over the nxt day then i shall touch on my holida assignment.. at least i did somethin and not just laze for the whole of june holidays..o well..june holiday just bore me to death. unless i be a part time tourist with my mum n go visit places like botanical garden or some place that i've not been for ages?.. =))..

imagine that your heart would beat for me
you know that i'm waitin patiently
till your by my side
everyday; everynight
baby your the one that i need can't you see
you know my heart is beatin just for you
baby i don't seem to find the clue
to be by your side
every day and every night
but i feel my heart is aching without you

mayb i'll be the one
if you want me here to stay
mayb i'll be the one
to guide you all the way
no i'm never gonna hurt you
you're always on my mind
and i'll be the one until the end of time

sure there is away for you and me
together and forever it will be
i'll be by your side
every day and every night
but i'll feel my heart is aching without you