CUTE!!..FROM SIS!..THANK YOU!!.xd

father and daughter togetherness.=]]




HAPPY 15TH B'DAY TO ME!

let me think wht 15 is like..hmmm.. it's like ur growin up fast and all..gotta be veri matured and stuff like that.. as in try changin my behaviour towards my parents..been very rough to them lately.. as in talk loudly to them.. and sometimes even shout at them despite the fact that they've thought me good manners. that's how violent i am...wahahaha.. woooo. now the truth hav been spoutted out.as in true colors..XD.. but not towards my dad.. but speakin of my dad., when he disturb or irritate me, i'll grumble or show my attitude to him but not shout..if i do, guess he'll be scoldin me upside down. and he'll show his black face and all. haha. but my mum, if i do talk loudly or shout at her, she'll lecture me as in talk strictly to me.. so yeah.. even i myself know that i'm in the wrong but still i've been doin that repeatedly. of cuz not everyday..only when my parents or kinda annoyin or just love naggin and naggin.. i'll just reply'' YA LA2'' OR '' MUST YOU REPEAT IT.? I KNOW WHT TO DO'' stuff like that.. so yeah... just wanna change my whole character towards my parennts..wadever they do.. or if they nag, it's acturlly for our own good.. so i'll just sit there and listen n try bein responsible enough to do things the right way. o well, i'm right now at home updatin my blog as i'm bored. but goin out for dinner as my b'day celebration of cuz with my parents n my sibling plus ym sis bf.. and after my b'day tht's tmr, i'm gonna colect my IC. and then get started on my holiday homework. plus things to improve and to pay attention on when school starts is CHINESE,MATHS and EOA.. those three subjects that i must buck up on..n realy mug on them everyday after school. when i say it, i must do it.. it's not like words speak but no action done. nahx.. o well, guess i shall end here. and go lookin for pictures to draw..

all day starin at the ceiling
making friends with shadows on the wall
all night hearin voices tellin me
that i should get some sleep
because tomorrow might be good for somethin

hold on
feelin like i'm headed for a breakdown
and i don't know why

but i'm not crazy, i'm just a little unwell
i know right now you can't tell
but stay awhile and mayb then you'll see
a different side of me
i'm not crazy, i'm just a little impaired
i know right now you don't care
but soon enough yo're gonna think of me
and how i used to be....me

i'm talkin to myself in public
dodgin glances on the train
and i know, i know they've all been talkin bout me
i can hear them whisper
and it makes me think there must be somethin wrong with me
out of the hours thinkin
somehow i've lost my mind.