hey..

should i blog?.. i know.. everytime i'll just skipped two days of bloggin and when i feel like it on the 2rd day, i'll just blog.. pfff.. niways, since i'm bloggin, i shall start my story life..kekeke.

well...today was really nothin much..but seriously, those last few days back, i was kinda doin my homework..readin story book plus tryin my best to revise my maths.. and yeap.. though i do sit infront of the computer but i was kinda checkin friendster(as usual n always. plus bloggin for awhile) i did that for bout few minutes.. after that, i went revisin and all..didn't go online.. and tryin not to go ON durin weekdays.. only weekends like saturday n sundays. DUH.. acturlly, today was really such a sloppy day for me..ain't idea what's wrong with me.. been yawning and yawnin..music lesson.., friends in my group was kinda countin on me as i'm the ''music composer'' that's for countin the beats.. seriously, i dunno how to count. i only know how to enjoy the soothin music, and those rock,emo,black metal songs,RnB and soul kinda songs. haha. after beats countin, another recreation was we're suppose to listen to the song and guess the title of the song.. i'm kinda proficient for these kinda stuff yeah.. only mayb some parts, out of the blue, it just slipped off my mind.. the 3rd one was name the artist who sang the song.. so yeah.. then it was english.. mr.siva(2nd) taught us.. almost went dozing off durin his lesson.. cuz he talk too much. hahahaha..shhhhhhhhht. =#... oh and he lectured us bout the girls frindge.. and guys who have long hair..WADEVA.. after english it was maths.. well, let's just say half the class was being appeal by mdm tang to sit on the floor. i mean for those who failed the maths test. for me, i just need that 1 more mark to pass.. few minutes later, we sat back on the chair... hakeem was kinda imitatin what mdm was talkin bout but in a softer voice.. his soooo infuriating that i can't really stand him sometimes..grrrr..SCREW him!!.. oh n he kept playin with my chinese name until mdm tang stares at him for quite long... i was beside him smigerin from ear to ear.. hahaha..niway, skipped tht whole lesson with mdm tang. she's not my favourite teacher.. but she's good in teachin us maths..appreciate her teachin. ;).. niways, is hakeem jealous or what.. durin CPA lesson, he asked me to ask atikah for help. so i went askin her.. after askin, halfway walkin to my seat, azar called me.. i went to his place to help him out..

hakeem: bernadette...
me: skejab..
1 minutes later

hakeem: bernadette!!!..
me: wait lar..!!
* after helpin azar i went back to my place*

hakeem: oi.. i call you just now u didn't hear... azar called you, u went to him..
me: i was helpin him right..and i say wait..
hakeem: i know he like you that's why you help him
me: *keeps quiet and say *nonsence* in my heart*..seconds later, apologised to hakeem..
niways, don't wanna talk bout him.. he gets toooo worked up easily.. the best thing is, his the one whom also act proud.. everytime i ask him for help, he'll just continue doin his work..his soooo...
a**w****..censored. sorry but i seriously have to say that.. his like a small kid.. not mature enough yet.. that's all i can say bout him.

well, i've just completed my english homework.. and kinda finish revisin abit of my maths.. soo kinda restless right now.. shall go n snooze off b4 dinner..chaos..

adios.

ps. ( i just adore this song soo much.. addicted to it. here's the lyrics)

mariah carey: thank god i found you.

i would give up everything
before i seperate myself from you
after so much suffering
i've finally found a man that's true
i was all by myself for the longest time
so cold inside
and the hurt from the heart it would not subside
i felt like dying
until you save my life

thank god i found you
i was lost without you
my every wish and every dream
somehow became reality
when you brought the sunlight
completed my whole life
i'm overwhelmed with gratitude
cause baby i'm so thankful
i found you

i would give you everything
there's nothing in this world i wouldn't do
to ensure your happiness
i'll cherish every part of you
because without you beside me i can't survive
i don't wanna try
if you're keepin me warm each day and every night
i'll be all right
cause i need you in my life

thank god i found you(i'm beggin you)
i was lost without you(so lost without you)
my every wish and every dream(every dream, every dream)
somehow became reality
when you brought the sunlight(brought the sunlight)
completed my whole life
i'm overwhelmed with gratitude
cause baby i'm so thankful
i found you

see i was so desolate
before you came to me
lookin back i guess it shows
that we were destined to shine
after the rain to appreciate
and care for what we have
and i'd go through it all over again
to be able to feel this way

thank god i found you
i was lost without you(lost without you baby)
my every wish and every dream
somehow became reality
when you brought the sunlight
completed my whole life( whole life)
i'm overwhelmed with gratitude
sweet baby i'm so thankful
i found you

i'm overwhelmed with gratitude
my baby i'm so thankful i found you.