hey blog!.

long time no update huh...o well..here i go...nvr been bloggin..as i've been revising...though i check e-mails and go online for this week..but still i put my status to buzy..i continue revisin and doin school homework...oh yeah.. i've gotten back my common test papers...i've kinda improved my chinese a little..i've got 18/5o.. but still..it's GROSS!!..but my chinese teacher is gonna add up the marks for the oral.. so ain't really know wht's the exact total marks..dreading now...well, maths.. don't wanna say cuz it's as usual.. nvr gonna nail it.. unless i really try hard this time for my EOY... english, i've got 21/40 or 50 if i ain't wrong..second highest..WOOHOO..kekeke..oh yeah.. and the best thing is, yesterday we had Girls Guide.. wanted to go home but then..nahx..nvm... waited till 2.oo.. started the guides.. i went carvin a shape on the bar shop, out of the sudden i CUT MY TALLMAN(FINGER) ...!!! quite deep! and it's by accident.. =))..woohoo.. blood was droolin out and drippin all over the floor while runnin quickly to the wash room.. i was sobbin in pain.. THANK YOU amira and siti for helpin me out while i was in pain...went in the office.. mrs kua went applyin entiseptic on my finger.. kinda cryin and laughin.. siti was like'' bernadette, are you cryin are laughin'' LOL..seriously, that was my first time i cut myself..and it bled like nobody's business. hahahaha..from then on, i stop doin the carvin...didn't do anithin but to read the english book that i've bought...pffff..o well, now my finger is left with a ''BEAUTIFUL'' scar...woohoo..still hurts but not as much as yesterdays....GROSS!.. felt like vomittin when i looked at my deep scar yesterday...pfff... so yeah... guess i'm gonna end here.. cuz gonna go off at 2.oo go and take a bathe WITHOUT touchin my scar..and 3.3o gonna leave for my dental appointment..today, i shall go read up the english book.. and mayb revise some of my subjects that i hate a little like EOA and maths and chinese.. x))..see ya.

i've got to move on and be who i am
i just don't belong here
i hope you understand
we might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
i gotta go my own way
don't wanna leave it all behind
but i get my hopes up
and i watch them fall everytime
another color turns grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
i've leaving today cause i've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok

i've got to move on and be who i am
i just don't belong here
i hope ou understand
we might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
i gotta go my own way