hey!..it's been long ever since i've blogged..well, those few days, i've been a good gurl.. as in after school, come back home straight and revise my work and do my homework, though i always go on the internet BUT to check my mails only.. other then that, i continued revisin and studyin alright..X)) hehe..tht's why on that day, when mdm tang asked us to close our maths book after we have gone through what we've learn and i was like still browsin at it and she was like'' Bernadette.... you don't have integrity'' i'm like'' whatever..''.. aniway..those few days, i was hacin my common test..i'm gonna flunk my maths as well as MT i guess...and that's the same news..and...let me see.. oh and as usual, me,fatin and siti are always laughin and makin tones of stupid jokes..and emmm sabariah lost her voice...shhhhhhhT*...hahaha..and let's just say there's like some new goin on..which is alex(our class) his been likin me... and i know of cuz.. GOSH!!! can he like just give it up on me ya'll!!..grrr... niway, i just dun like the NERDS and the WEIRDOS company pte ltd(accordin to siti). hahaha...*siti, relaxs aight* if ur readin my blog.hahaha*.. oh and i won't gonna fall for him..it's a N.O NO!....no way ya'll.... why am i talkin bout that.... o well, and damn!! startin from nxt week, our class is gonna have a remedial class durin readin period and it's english!! it's either this comin monday or wednesday.. GRRR.....hate it!!..n i hate it when mr.SIVA ask me to pin up my frindge! and sometimes he'll purposely come findin me and check me up...pffffffffffffffffff....<---( that was what i did durin maths common test..).. yesterday imran just flirt at me as in he winked at me..OMG!!. am i that popular that i have lots of fans... no way!!...oh ya...today, right after school, sabariah and i accompanied amira back to her house to change.. then headed to parkway cuz ms rachel wanna treat us swensens.. once reached, met them.. ate different flavors of ice-cream..*pity that i ain't got my nokia phone 3230..MISS MY PHONE SOOO MUCH!! SCREW MY MUM.. AHAHHAHA. if not i would have taken pictures of te ice-cream and put it on my blog and people will just drool out saliva..hahah*..aniway, after that, both amira and i headed back to eunos.. we saw sholihan..we chatted awhile.. then came rizal,ridzuan,asri and hussein.. they asked us to tag along but we can't as amira wanted to meet someone..ehem*.btw, they were goin to east coast.. it's been such a long time ever since i've been there....should have tag along man.. niway, waited for that someone with amira for sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long...it's rainnin.. such a nice weather to sleep.. while waitin, i was kinda crazi makin stupid jokes together with amira.. around 4 plus that someone came..finally i could go back. few hours later amira sms me sayin
''bernadette, you know what.. from the time he came, he just keep quiet..never talk..i want to ask him whether his steadin with me but i didn't say.. eei..gerum aku..sholihan more bagus* in malay*.. i replied her.. it's a long stroy which i don't wanna brag too much cuz i dun feel like it..and that IRRITATIN FREAK EUGENE!! AFTER FnN, HE PURPOSELY USES HIS BAG TO HIT MY STOMACH..GRRRRRRRRRR... CAN'T IMAGINE IF NXT YEAR OUR CLASS IS GONNA COMBINE WITH 3 NOB.. i'm tellin you, i'm gonna go NUTS with him.. my temper will be like an animal which is hmmm lion?? or.. cheetah??.. seriously... i can't deal with this kinda guy...this year for my class, 3 is enough for me!! gettin annoyed by those 3 guys.. don't add another one..if not i'll gooo super crazy.. hahah.. o well, like that my mum always say.. try my best! study hard! and get the hell out of that class to avoid that *cuker!!...=#.... niways, guess that's all for now.....it's a rest day for me today and mayb tomorrow i'll start doin my maths homework aight*...PEACE!..

mi amor i'm not sure of the right words to say
maybe this simple words will do best to best explain
what i feel in my heart, what i feel more each day
how to make you see
how to let you know
how to see how to say
with words you understand
words that get right through to your heart
here's a place to start

tu amor
i will always be
tu amor
means to world to me
estaras siempre en mi corazon
you're the one in my soul
and i live for
tu amor
tu amor

mi amor, love you more with each look in your eyes
maybe this simple words will to best to best describe
what i feel in my heart, what i'll feel for all time oh
how to make you see
how to let you know
how to see how to say
how i need you so
with words you understand
words that get right through to your soul
words that let you know

tu amor
i will always be
tu amor
means the world to me
estaras siempre en mi corazon
you're the one in my soul
and i live for
tu amor

you're the one i need in my arms
believe me these words i say
are words that come straight from my heart
how do i make you believe
nothin els seems as much
as what you mean to me