hey!.. it's thursday.. DUH... and it's pouring like cats and dogs...with thunders and lightnings...freaky rain...the world is changin... aniway, let's not get carried away and stpped into geographical or history lessons bout the world yeah... just wanna make it short and simple.. exams are like 6 days away... kinda studyin really hard for now... quite stress alraedi...and damn!.. we've been told last minue tht we ain't got e-learning tomorrow and so we hav to go to school!!...grrrrrr!!! screw the teachers.. if not i'll be stayin at home wakin up late around 11 plus and i'll be like stressin up on my revision and all alreadi... seriously.. but it's a good thing that we ain't got girls guide tomorrow!.. yay!.. so yeah.. nothin really much this days... but studyin and studyin and homeworkin and revisions yeah... so gotta go...see ya peeps... and oh ya... i'm like attach to this guy.. his sooo sweet and nice... he does really cares for me.. so yeah...hahaha... gotta go.. adios amigo.

you'll always be a part of me
as long as time keeps on
passing by
you'll always be my baby boy.

ILOVEYOU!..X))

Sunday, September 23, 2007

well well well... it's been long huh.... been buzy everyday after school doin revision,studyin,homeworking and corseworking for FnN.. that's the reason...hmmm.. i guess it's really nothin much.. but woke up very early about 9.30..went down to the kitchen to get ready my stuff for baking and tryin out my recipe's... it's the first day of the try outs.. i was kinda slow in doin stuff..and oh yeah... i wonder why i just enjoy accidentally cuttin myself.. today while cuttin the mango skin, i cut my tall man finger.. but luckily it wasn't deep....LOL... today i tried doin rock cake and fruit salad with prawn.. my rock cake was not bad at all accordin to my aunt,mum and granny.. and it's good for people whom have diabetes.. cuz it isn't sweet.. seriously... hahahah.. so yeah... practically did nothin at all... went to have a nice bathe and landed on the bed.. eye close and zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz until 2.3o... started checkin my mails.. the computer is like laggin and laggin.. shut off the comp and went to my sister's room... i'll be sleepin in her room for like 3 weeks!! wooohoooo!!!.. i can use her comp and no one would come distractin,annoyin,irritatin, and fightin with me over the computer... I LOVE IT BABEY.. hahhha talkin bout FnN try outs.. seriously, i'm sooooooooooooo nervous... cuz.. espeacially when it comes to cookin and preparation... gosh!.. seriously.... while tryin out my recipe's my heart was thumpin and thumpin like a train... how would i get over my nerves..another subject is EOA.. mdm lim is like givin us test after test after test this few days... and mdm tang is like givin us work after work after work each days too.. dam!.. i really gotta revise those chaps in maths that i'm good in.. the ones that i'm not good in, i'll just try my luck.. and EOA.. gonan read up... i wanna STRESS myself in EOA.. plus abit of FnN and chinese... talkin bout chinese, i've acturlly misplaced the composition book that was gaven to me as a small token.. GRRRRRRRRRRRR... i'll try lookin it up again... o well. it's 4.30pm and i've gotta go reivse my maths right here.. right now... soo.. see yea peeps.

so i should keep this to myself
and never let you know..

Monday, September 17, 2007

hello peeps... o well, it's like alreadi the 17th of setember.. i'll try my very best to study hard to not go online durin weekdays and mayb durin weekends.. cuz i kinda find myself drowning in the water..where no one is there to help me.. u know what i mean?.. if you don't, it's aight*.. cuz i doin't expect you to the meanin of it straight away niway. hahahahah.. aniway, saturday i stayed at home the whole day, doin nothin but revisin on my maths since 12 or 1 plus til 6 plus... but of cuz i did rest in between... duh!!.. and sunday,i woke up very early just for goin to the gym and playin tennis with my sister and cousins.. but in the end, my cousin denied the plan as it's rainning over at her side.. so.. yeah.. kinda tired.. eyes was like about to close.. and when i was about to land on the bed, the phone rang, sister told me that we're goin out.. what to do... but to change and just get my butt off the bed... o well, today's really nothin much but i kept sneezing and scratchin my nose durin CPA, maths and FnN lessons... and even some of the times too.. i was sneezin and sneezin away..and yeah... sorry but i'll have to bold this sentence that i'm gonna type right now!... COULD YOU GUYS LIKE STOP SAYIN ALEX NAME.. CUZ SERIOUSLY IN MY HEART.. I DON'T LIKE HIM....C'MON.. HIS NOT MY TYPE.. AND I WANNA CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES..ARF.. WHEN WILL YOU GUYS STOP TELLIN ME BOUT HIM..
if i treat him as a friend, he may think later or sooner he'll get a chance again.. and it'll start all over again those stupid n lame rumours that's ain't TRUE!!.... and well, i wouldn't wanna bother or be interested in such things like people liking me or just gonna wait for me till i accept the person.. cus it's alllll LAME-MO.....and it's like zzzzzzzz....wadever.... so yeah... i'm like matured alreadi... don't really bother bout such things.. seriously... oh and can i like ask my dad to buy himself a laptop.. cuz his like snatchin with me over the computer... if it's not computer then it's the tv.. i know he doesn't come back to singapore all the time... but then, he have be patient!!!!!he can't even wait for like 5 minutes or so.. he'll just chase me off the computer like no one's business and he can't even see that i'm doin my work in the computer and i'm like gettin fustrated!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!.... at least i understand my dad better then he does understand me ok.. sooo please!!!! gosh!!! i'm kinda gettin on my nerves right now ya'll.. o well, guess it's kinda long grandmother and grandmother story, so i'll just stop here and continue with my revision on maths and a little readin on my english book.. and just before i forget, gotta finish my my FnN corsework.. so yeah... toodles for now!...

GETTIN OUT OF HAND EACH DAYS..

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

hey ya'll!... nothin much to say.. it's just nice and simple. exam is like 2 more weeks and 3 more days to go..time flies fast yeah.. been revisin.. and my maths is like goin down the drain.. and it's suckies and all... niway, gonna try revisin my maths and the topic that i'm good in.. and hopefully, durin my eoy exam, it'll bring my marks up.. schools really nothin much..subject teachers stressin us on the subjects.. givin us lots and lots of homework...and there are some people whom are acturlly complainin as in'' argg..homework again.....haiz''.. all i have to say is IF U DON'T WANNA STUDY THEN QUIT AND GET OUT OF THIS SCHOOL!!..seriously... not to be mean but yeah..hahah.. nothin much interestin.. but wasted my money goin to and fro from school to sabariah's house then once reached, straight took a bus 60 back home. wasted all my money as in coins... should have known earlier that i should just go home and do my homework and revise..zzzzz... so yeah... niway, gonna stop usin the cmop at 8.30.. and here comes revisin of chinese.. as well as readin story books.. and argg.. my rashes are here again!!!.....DARN RASHES!!!.. whatever i eat, my rashes will pop up... my as well, i'll suffer from starvation till dinner... so yea... that's all... gotta go... see ya guys. x))

but i can't help...fallin in LOVE with lollipops! and sweets!..

Thursday, September 06, 2007

3 more days till school re-open..

wooohooo!.. stayin at home it's such a dull... though i've got holiday assignment that was bein given by subejct teachers.. but then finally completed it within 3-4 days..soo yesterday and today is my rest day.. i've beenn kinda slackin at home.. lazin around.. doin nothin but computer the whole day...really had a late night sleep these holidays.. and late afternoon wake ups.. LOL.. kinda used to it. but i'm a light sleeper.. the slightest noise of anithin, i'll just jerk up and can't go back to sleep.. aniway, school holidays are like endin really soon.. left with 2 more days of weekends and monday is back to school. it's like startin of monkey busniess. as in serious busniess.. as usual..come back straight after school, rest for awhile..glued to holiday homework if there is ani.. and revise on work.. stay away from comp durin weekdays... only weekends are like the rest days.. but of cuz when eoy exams are like veri close like an inc closer, i won't be online even on weekends.. u'll see me stressin up on work.. so yeah.. yesterday didn't head to anywhere but woke up as early as a bird about 7.oo.. send my sis to her work place then headed to the clinic to do a bloodtest as i was havin rashes on my arms and back.. seriously.. was kinda scratchin and scratchin.. and now i've gotta stay away from this dishes for the time being. and they are'' fish, egg, nuts, cows milk( ani chocolate's or milk that comes from the mooo's) and not forgettin ice-cream... it's obvious that creams are made from milk right.. soo.. yeah... poor me hav to stay away from so many dishes.. better if i become a vegetarian for the time being.. and just suffer from starvation?.. lol..all i need to to drink a cup/bottle 1liter of water. that's all.. LOL.. today, did nothin.. but woke up very early again around 7.oo..send my sis to work.. went tp my mum's school to help out.. and now my eyes are like barely open.. feelin like a drunk person whom just came out from a ktv bar.. so yeah.. gonna stop here.. and i wanna sleep!!!

bye for now.

BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

nothin to do.. niway, sabariah was ask to come my house cuz of my calculator.not only did sabariah came but her ex(wei lik) plus my pri sch ex( justin), joel and afiqah came.. got my calculator.. invited them in my house and up my room.. was laughin cuz of some lame jokes and talks.. at the end of it, sabariah gotta go.. so, sabariah was like'' i gotta go home.. mum's callin'' wei lik,justin n joel was like'' k..bye..'' afiqah and sabariah went out and down..the three musketeers stood infront of me sayin goodbye to sabariah n afiqah while they were goin down.. i was like'' zzzzzz....* but of cuz i kinda got annoyed by them but still i had tht smilin face of mine...lol. they were like playin with me.. minutes later, joel went down.. and i was like'' o...k left justin n me in the room.. -.-'' ''.. joel came up.. i went over to justin tryin to pull him up.. he moved away.. didn't bother bout them i just went down..afiqah n sabariah was still at the livin room outside. the garden acturlly.. once i went down, the guys then finally came down.. and finally went home.... niway, it's like once in awhile they come to my house..oh ya n saw my table messed up with school books, maths files,chinese books n dictionaries.. LOL. PSPS.. niway, tht's all i'm gonna say..

i'll sing for free
we still chasin our tails in the risin time
in our dark third planet
when no one fights and no one's one
see i don'r belong here
i will carry your cross and your song
but i don't belong here.

Monday, September 03, 2007