hey blog.. o well, it's saturday and i've said b4 that i won't blog till after the exams aight*.. i know.. but for now.. i just can't take it animore... let;s just start of with early in the afternoon. my dental appointment is was around 11 plus.... and i woke up late around 11.15.. the reason is i slept late as i studied really late last night.... it all happends when my maid woke me up.. then, my phone started to vibrate.. it was my mum.. and so i just leave it alone went up to her room and the house phone rang.. bla bla bla... i went to the toilet.. dad came up and he was like''*BANGIN ON THE TOILET DOOR REALLY HARD* YOUR RIDICULOUS..HURRY UP!*'' like hello!!! i just woke up and tryin my best to speed up ok!!... i quickly went to bath and all.. house phone started to ring and when i pick up, mum was like shouting at the top of her voice to me on the phone'' i've told her that i studied late and she was like'' DON'T GIVE ME RUBBISH!!!'' GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR... IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE, IT'S FINE WITH ME... CUZ ONE FINE DAY I MIGHT AS WELL NOT TREAT YOU MORE LIKE A MUM.....seriously... i went down.. and mum startin scoldin me at her top of her voice syain that i've got no sense of timing and all sorts of stuff..... she was like'' YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IS IT NOW... AND HOW LATE ARE YOU?......'' bla bla bla.... '' UR NO MORE A KID... YOUR 15 ALREADI.. U WAN ME TO SCOLD YOU EVERYDAY AND EMBARRASE YOU INFRONT OF EVERYBODY?'' bla bla bla'' YOU WAN TO DIE???'' in my heart i was like'' wadever... i had enough of you shoutin and scoldin me alreadi.... if u want to embarrase me infront of everybody.. it's fine with me... and the nxt time ur NO MORE MY MUM!!!... alreadi she embarrase me infront of my granny... and you know my granny... she's a big mouth... whatever she have heard, she'll spread around to her sons and daughters..... not joking.... i bet my neighbour nxt door could hear my mum shoutin as well as my aunt in her room.... THAT S U X S (SUXS LIKE HELL AND TO THE CORE!)....
whts the point man... wanted to apologies but then just leave it... it's no use.. she'll still continue to shout and scold me.... after the whole of shoutin and scolding me, i can't take it animore but to loose my temper by slammin the door and the cupboard and just shed my bloody tears out.... and sorry if i have to say this just to release myself..'' FMTOOTKER''.........seriously.... it's like i felt like running away from home one day... or i just wanna say, '' why am i born in this world or place''......aniway.. after the whole scolding and shouting movie.. i went EMOtional for like half the freaking day with my parents...didn't talk to them... if i did it was like one word at a time. that's all..... mayb i should just be like this for this two days....o well, I'VE SAID MY PEACE.. AND NOW I'M GONNA GOT MY ARSE OFF THE BLOG AND START TO MUG AGAIN FOR MY EOA AND MATHS PAPER 1 RIGHT NOW!!!''

i will always remember
the shoutings and scoldings that u've did to me
always scoldin and shoutin
of pain and hatred that come to me

when i think about my father
the way he used to scold me bad
and when i think bout my mother
the way she scold and nag at me like nuts
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANIMORE!!