hello!.

finally back from bankok!. haha.. o well, it's wednesday and it's like rainning heavily and i'm darn sleepy. aniway, let me just tell you bout my bankok trip yeah. =)

24/11/07

hey! first of all, woke up very early in the morning got myself ready and all and then my sista fetch us to the airport. next up, took a plane to bangkok. took about 1hr 20minutes flight. well, it's a never ending that i will watch high school musical 2 as other shows are boring and stupid. plus the games are childish. haha..aniway, once reached, we took our lagguage and stuff, waited for the bus to bring us to our hotel which is Pathumnam princess hotel. once reached to the hotel, we wasted about few minutes or almost an hour in our rooms as my mum and aunt went to do some complaining about the cruise that we've booked. we did plan it in singapore but it turns out to be topsy turvy as in the person wasn't sure of what she was doing.. seriously, it's ridiculous. oh and we had a communication problem. some of the thai peeps understand english quite well while some don't even understand english.. o well, i've been having a really bad heacache since we touched down to bangkok airport. seriously.. it was like.. nvm.. but all i know it's like someone drilling in my head.. that hurts alot yaw!. after wasting an hour or so, we headed to MBK shopping mall.. it was just few floors down our hotel rooms. =).. MBK shopping mall was huge and there's like lots of things to buy.. while walking in MBK, some guys was like looking at me and even smiling at me.. i was like kinda nervous for no reason. LOL..oh yeah and there's like lots of aussie babes and hunk. some hunks were like looking at me too and i kinda smiled to myself. haha..ok alright! get to the point yaw!. after shopping, we took a cruise which made me felt fugly giddt and made my headache even worse.. it's really quite choppy that i felt like throwing out..the dinner wasn't fantastic though the so called cruise manager said it was fantastic!. we took the cruise it's just for the loi kratong festival. saw beautiful fireworks and it's super duper loud as i't just right infront of the boat but few meters away DUH!.. after the fireworks, the boat was filled up with the smoke. and btw, while sitting, this aussie guy, * his kinda crippled* he looked at me uses he camera to point at me. luckily he didn't snap a shot. LOL.. aniway, reached the hotel around midnight and it's like 1.34 past midnight. so i've gotta sleep. goodnight yaw!.

25/11/07

hey yaw!.
o well, acturlly i cna't open my eyes animore. i'm like so drowsy as can be as in both my eyes will be closing anytime. anyway, today we woke up at 7.45, went for breakfast and headed to MBK. but it wasn't open yet. zzz..all of us went back to our hotel rooms and waited in our rooms till 10 and we took the lift, out the door and in the shoppin mall. haha. shopped for 40 minutes then headed to watpo temple for 1hr. took a few pictures as we don't even know the history bout the temple. why? cause there was no tourist guide to guide us through the temple. next up, headed to grand palace temple where we almost got lost in there as it's SUPERB BIG and was crowded with local peeps as well as tourist. let's just say the tourist was like pushing and squizzing their way through. after taking photos and looking around, we headed big but got lost in the middle of the temple. my mum had to find someone whom can understand and speak english so that we can ask them to help us to find our way out of the temple. SERIOUSLY.. darn crowded. and i wonder.. while i was walking towards the entrance, peeps as in younger guys or teenage guys kept looking at me as if i'm doing a runway show?!?.. aniway, all of us felt exaushted.. we took a van and went for lunch. after lunch, as usual, headed for shopping again for like one whole day. i psent a hole in my mums pocket buying clothes, accesseries, cute stuff and few more things. some are cheap but still e have to bargain to a lower price.. it's in like 100bud 300bud.. my mum bargain and bargain for a lower price just to buy her shirt and my shirt.. =).. not forgettin i also bought a bag!!.. so, right now, my legs are tired and i can't open my eyes. i'm gonna sleep! tmr will be a half day tour and a while day shopping again!. woohoo!.
nites yaw!.

26/11/07

hello

today was a smoky hot plus windy and air poluted day..o well, went for breakfast around 7 plus and had a half day tour. first up, we went to the temple of dawn. walked around and took a few photos. while coming out of the boat and walking towards the entranc of the temple, this candid camera man took our photo without us knowing and it was printed up on the plate!!. i was like soo irritated by it.. arg!. aniway, some thai lady beg us to take photo's wearing thai costumes. thought they would use their own camera's. didn't know we had to use our own camera to snap. grrrr!!..waste our time. the tourist whom just got in, was like looking and smiling at us.. i was like kinda smiling as well as shy... so, next up, was the jewelry shop.. looked at how the carved or make the stones and stuff. and people in there whom are buzy working on the stone, looked at me and i pretended as if they were status. LOL.. after the jewelry shop, all of us took a boat and on the river itself there's a river market where peeps row their sampan selling cute pens and pencils or other stuff.. but i didn't bother to buy anithing from them. was buzy taking photos of the buddha and some old houses on my left handside.. minutyes later, we were given a loaf of bread and we fed the catfish in the river.. it reminded me if feeding some seagulls. haha.. niway, recorded videos of my baby nephew feeding the cat fish. after a few minutes of an hour, they tour guide brought us to a building to taste honey. but my mum and i, plus my grandmother stayed in the bus and sleep..we were like quite tired. but halfway through, my mum had to go to the loo and so the door wasn't open and she had to push the horn and it was super loud.. few minutes later, the bus driver came and let us out to the toilet.. after the half-day tour, it was free and easy as in we can go where ever we like. we walked all the way to platinum. seriously, both my grandparents couldn't walk much. my mum and aunt have to walk with them while i was asked to walked infront and needn't worry much bout my grandparents..both my grandparents have to stop for few minutes and walk again.. every minute they walk they have to stop and rest. *sigh*.. sometimes i do pity em'.. if we take a bus it's near. but if we go for foot,... nvm.. don't talk bout it. once we've reached, mum told my grandparents to sit at the cafe and rest or drink a cup of coffee while we went shopping again. i bought few clothes long sleeve as well as short sleeve plus a jacket and a necklace. and FINALLY YAW! bought a belt for my own!!.. THANKS MUM!!.. i sort of begged her till she got a headache and so she gave me money to buy.. haha.. as usual, we shopped the whole entire day and i have an experience of taking a taxi which they call it a ''tok tok'' fun!.. my right leg are like freaking hell pain!. so let me have a rest and i shall continue tmr aight*.. see ya!

27/11/07

hey!..
well, i'm kinda in the plane right now but yeah.. woke up early in the morning and had breakfast.. as my aunt was tlakin she saw two HOT HUNK! as in HOT AUSSIE..lol.. seriously, both of them were like freaking HOT can?!?. hahah.. ok stop it!.. shht*.. as usual, took a normal taxi cab to platinum, shopped for 1hr and headed back to MBK whici is pathumnam princess. shopped for awhile and my mum went for a foot massage while my aunt went for a pedicure. while i was sitting with a HOT aussie guy just beside me waiting for my mum.hahahahha... *ehough!*. now we're going back to singapore and woohoo! away from those bangkok people and aussit HOT guys whom just love looking at me.. bye bangkok and hello singapore. btw, before i go, i wanna tell you bout in the aeroplane.. first of of, we boarded the plane there's this singaporean guy whom was doing a business trip to bangkok and coming back to sing. i was like sitting down watching my show and out of a sudden he just stood up and said ''excuse me'' but nvm.. he then just squiz his way out to the alley as in i put my leg up on the chair and my mum was like having problem puttin up her leg while he simply just squiz his way out.. he think his soooooo skinny..gosh!! infront of me was just a tiny little space and he could just squiz out without my mum and i goin out first??.. WTH!!.. i was kinda aggitated.. typical singaporeans whom just can't wait.. then, both my mum and i got ready to stand up.. first we took out our seat belt.. when he comes, he wanted to squiz his way in again but we stood up quickly get out of his dam way and let him in to his fcuking place!!.. seriously, he can't wait and he thinks his like a snake or what!!..he was like'' sorry'' in my heart i was like'' sorry? go take a lorry next time and you can have the whole freaking space to yourself fatso!'' LOL.. i know i'm mean but his just soo ridiculous. i was PIST OF BY HIM!... arg!!.. aniway, i shall post some bangkok pictures yeah..

see ya ..

p.s. acturlly there's more but can't possible upload all photos..sorry yeah..=]

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Friday
hey yaw!

today's the last fugly day i'm bloggin. and next day i'm heading to bangkok. 4 days 3 nights yaw!
o well, my brain is still on a shutting down system. don't really know what should i blog about. all i knew is the alarm clock went off at 7.35 waking me up and mum turning alarm clock off.. and i went back to beauty sleep till let's say 10.00. and then i went reading this times magazine. spend bout 1 hr in the toilet reading it while doing my business. LOL. aniway, yesterday i watched a show called Tab TV. bout two guys addicted to online gamings and not concentratin on their studies. as in where ever they go, they MUST play a online game like in a LAN shop. bla bla bla. after the whole show my mum was like.........

mum: so, you know what norman says besides gaming infront of the computer? is it good
me: go out for a jog or cycling and no it's not good
mum: why?.. and do you know ur addicted to it alreadi
me: cuz we'll get addicted* says in my heart.. yea sure i'm addicted. i don't even play online games.. DUH!!*
mum: why not you learn something new like baking.... or jog around the estate....

and there she goes again.. i don't wanna just learn baking!! im the girl whom love outdoor stuff aight* cuz indoor is like SUPERB FUGLY DAM BORING OK!!.. i mean like baking is interesting but not always we'll have to be baking the whole dam week/day/month/year RIGHTTTTT.... i wanna learn HIP-HOP DANCING AS WELL AS SEARCH FOR A SINGING CORSE YOU DARN IT!!... arfff...mum thinks i will give up. ok fine! i know i've gaven up on my guitar as well as my piano. that's being sucha LOSER i know that.. but this time im really interested in singing and dancing aight* why not give me a chance. and i won't EVER quit any of those!!! gosh!! i'm like boiling like a HOT POTATO SOUP!!....aniway, i don't care!!!! if next year there's a new cca that comes out or a programme, i'll just join for my goodness sake! not gonna listen to my mum as in she'll say things like '' hahaha... are you sure or not'' whatever it is.. i'll just FUGLY JOIN IT AND TAKE PART IN IT YAW!!... so yeah.. i guess that's all about it. and i'm gonna read my story and last chapter.. omg! it's soooooo romantic and it's sooo nice.. i understand the whole story.. about boy/girl relationships...awww... gotta run..

adios amigo.=]

look at me
i will never pass for a perfect bride
or a perfect daughter
can it be
i'm not meant to play this part?
now i see
that if i were truly
to be myself
i would break my fam'ly's heart

who is that girl i see
staring straight
back at me?
why is my reflection someone
i don't know
somehow i cannot hide
who i am
though i've tried
when will my reflection show
who i am inside?

Friday, November 16, 2007

hello.... FINALLY COMPLETED MY ENGLISH ASSIGNMENT. AFTER A LONG WEEKEND AND WEEKDAYS LAST WEEK AS IN MOUTH SPEAK BUT NO ACTION DONE. and today is the day that i finally complete my mission!..

english 90 words as well as compo 100% done.
maths is whatever. throw it aside.hahahha.

the project thingy, tomorrow. last mission!. hahaha.. it's 11.48pm and i'm off to sleep

goodnight yaw!.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

hello people...it's thurday and it's been quite awhile huh.... let's see... i've been doin my holiday assignment.. but still let's put it in this way that

my english on finding 90 words= 65% done
compo=0% done.
maths paper 1= done it but left some blank.. cuz it's un-do''erble''*if there's such a word*. lol
paper 2= 15% done. the rest it's the same as paper 1.
project= hmmm.. let's just say it's 35% done. hees*.. yeayea...

o well.. nothin really much.. but just slacking and slacking till next saturday.. cuz i'm off to bangkok!!..4 days 3 nights with my mum's parents side. so.. i'll make A PROMISE to myself that
i shall COMPLETE my holiday assignment by hook or by crook before i fly off to bangkok yaw!!.
so yeah... i'm now doin nothin but updatin my blog plus dlding new songs from JONAS BROTHER.. nice songs they hav.. LOVE IT!!... and some of their songs, are meaninful for me.. cuz it always meant for people. but for now.. it doesn't meant for anione.. it's just meant for me.. i mean the song lyrics yeah.. and and... people change ya'll.. cuz i hav this friend whom is close to me, and to the rest of my friends.. she's splitting up with us.. she wanna be alone and to depend on her guy.. i don't know bout her.. she also said that from now on she's gonna treat us as casual friends.. not besties but just casual.. haix... I MISS HER MUCH!!...aniway, this friendship thingy is goin CRAZY, NUTS,LUNATIC,INSANE!.. as in things our friendship are like fading away far apart.. with just one of our friend.. and it's like making it BIG?? WHAT THE HELL IS GOIN ON YAW!!.. ARGGG!!!... CAN'T YOU GUYS JUST BE HUMAN?!?!.. WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR?? WE TREASURE OUR FRIENDSHIP.. BUT THEN YOU SPLIT IT APART?.. IT'S LIKE SOOOOO CHILDISH!... I DUNNO YEAH.. IT'S ALL UP TO YOU GUYS TO SETTLE IT.. BUT FOR NOW, please enjoy ur holidays!!! do not get sooooooo FCUKED up bout this matter.. everything can be hold up later..it's 11.56pm.. and i'm gonna end here aight*..see ya.. HAPPY HOLIDAYS YA'LL


i've been wasting my time
i've been losing my mind
i've been running races
still don't know what i've been chasing
but my eyes still can see
bluer skies that wait for me
and i'm on my way

time for me to fly
time for me to soar
time for me to open up my heart and knock on heavens door
time for me to live
it's time for me to sing
time for me to lay down all my worries and i'll spread my wings
time for me to fly.

but you can be a heavy ride
when those clouds are in your eyes
but i feel a calling
i will rise, i won't be falling
and i'll escape the gravity
and i'll reach my destiny
and i'll fly away.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

hello!.... o well..today was nothing really much but woke up around 11 plus, went down to laze around and round 12 had my lunch... ate slowly all the way to 1 plus.. and my mum and i did baking of marble cake and blueberry cake with some toppings of crush nuts.. YUMMY!!...haha.. o well, after baking, went tryin marble cake..and later on blueberry cake... after tryin... went practisin tennis.. as well as SUN TANNIN outside the house... as in sit on the chair beside my aunt's car.. sun shinnin on me.. wooohooo....niway, let the pictures take over aight*..see ya... TOOTS!...x))

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

hey blog..what's up ya'll..
o well.. nothin really much but been tryin to finish up my holiday assignment like english..which is like half-way done? plus my maths equally the same as my english.. LOL.. and i've not started on my project yet.. mayb after completin my holiday assignment.. sooo.. it's like keepin me kinda buzy.. aniway, i couldn't sleep the whole of last night..was tossing here and there when my phone rang wtih vibration.. got me into heart attack.!.. it rang twice when i acturlly cut it off twice.. and the third time, i switch it off... and turn it back on after 5 minutes till the next day. hahahhaha...seriously i couldn't sleep till it was gonna pour like cats n dogs...and now both my eyes are like soo small that it can close anitime.. soo, later on, i'm gonna practise playin tennis to keep me awake and sweaty, go for a nice and refreshin bath and i'll be awake aight*.. =)).. oh yeah you know what,.. this guy that i DUN LIKE AND HE KEPT WAITIN AND WAITIN FOR HIS WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE... darn!!! his really askin for it man!.. and his forcin me to do this... and SURE I'LL DO THIS NOW!..let's just say yesterday was like a nice and windy day till i check my friendster.. and you know what comment some guy gave me?.. let me post it out for ya.*ehem.
'':hey..how are you doing lla...is everything alright??? why in class uu dun talk to me lla...mayb uu dun like me.. i don't know lla...just to tell uu..one time hear that uu got boyfriend, sadsad...don't tell ppl lla..okk i got to go soon..send uu happyniss...hahaxxxx:''
uh-huh..and i guess you should know who send me that.. if you have no idea, it's ok...cuz you know what, i don't give a damn thing bout what HE send me.. kinda lethargic to reply that LAME and CHILDISH comment of his... i know i'm a imposter or a jerk by doin that but he FORCE ME INTO THAT...sorry..... NOT!....niway, as i've said, i'm not gonna entertain those kinda comment yeah.. i'm like startin to change myself slowly as in change into my NEWself... and start a new life next year!.. with no rumours, no secrets bout me, and no what so ever nonsence bout me in school.!..it's time for serious business! cause you know what, i've got no interest in some guys out there whom are being a real jerk and a pain in the butt..if u wanna ask bout being my guy, please.. tell me bout it.. as in talk to my hand??..still dun understand? R E J E C T= rejection!..it's just gonna be making new friends... hang out..study together and study smart!...and get good are average grade to MAKE MY PARENTS PROUD FOR ONCE AND FOR ALL..!!... promise is a promise!... oh yeah.. one more thing, i DON'T LIKE PEOPLE WHOM just LOVE typin LIIKE THIIS.. CAUSE IITS JUST SOO IIRRTA TIIN MEE MANN!!. as in double I'S, O'S, U'S AND N'S anithin that's double and i can't read properly..so yeah... aniway, shall go practise my tennis in bout 13 more minutes and start with my halfway done holiday assignment aight*.

well, when you go
don't ever think i'll make you try to stay
and mayb when you get back
i'll be off to find another way
and after all this time that you still owe
you're still the good-for-nothing i don't know
so take ur gloves and get out
better get out
while you can
when you go
would you even turn to say
'' i don't love you like i did yeterday''

Sunday, November 04, 2007

hey peeps.. thunders are here.. and it's gonna rain soon... so yeah.. here i go..

YAY!!!... THANKS MUM.. THANKS DAD.!!! LOVE YOU!.. THANKS FOR BUYIN ME A NEW HANDPHONE.. even though i didn't really score well for my exams..... i knw i'm lucky.. but i'll promise you guys that i'll wokr much harder nxt year like 10 times harder!... will completely enjoy my holidays and start a fresh and get over with my whole of emotional stuff... promise to get good grades yeah.. X)))..... and i've cut my hair... new hairstyle!!... goodbye to long straight hair and hello to twirls...=].. o well, it's 11.o04pm and my mum is asleep while papa is watchin golf.... guess i should wash up and go to sleep and star of with my project tomorrow plus my english holiday assignment... PEACE!.

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Goooooooooooooood evening thursday. =))... o well, never been bloggin for like 5 days.. cuz kinda so called buzy with slackin, gossipin on msn, listenin to music, plus muggin abit of my holiday assignment.. LOL.... gosh!.. i'm like sooooooooooo hella bored.. seriously.. besides goin back to school for enrichment classes and all... still felt as dull as ever till the day where i'm flyin off to bangkok.. 4 days 3 nights.. niway, acturlly, the truth is, i still can't get over with my emotions and all.. though i'm like laughin and smilin in school with my friends... yeah... seriously.. it's kinda hard to GET OVER WITH MY EMOTIONS YEAH.... wait a sec... at least it'll take me like 2 months to get over?.. gosh.. that's sooo long... if not it'll be like 1 month at least yeah.. hees*...and yay!! my dad came home with 3 boxes of chewing gum!...weeee...love it!... love you dad... though i still show you my bad attitude and character and all... the bad times that u've gone through me.. but i still love you!...aww...so sweet.. hahahahha...so yeah... tomorrow is the last day of the enrichment class... and saturday gotta wake up early as a bird around 7.00 and then go all the way to some place which it slipped off my mind... to collect my passport... after that, come back.. snooze off till bout 1 or 2 plus head off to dental appointment thn come back.. and mayb snooze off till dinner again.... pff.. and sunday is the day w here i finally goin to CUT my long ''beautiful'' hair b4 goin off to bangkok.... yeah..that's the plan..should i perm my hair.. cuz my mum says i'll look mature and people might think i'm 21...it's not that.. it's called fashion mommi... new hair style... haiyo!!... anwiay, we'll see bout that after i've cut'ted'' my hair. LOL.... it's like 9.57 and i've gotta go wash up b4 my parents snooze off to bed yeah.... good night peeps... take care.. and HAPPY HOLIDAYS...=]]

i lose my way
and it's not too long before you point it out
i cannot cry
because you know that's weakness in your eyes
i'm forced to fake
a smile, a laugh everyday of my life
my heart can possibly break
when it wasn't a whole to start with

because of you
i never stay too far from the sidewalk
because of you
i learned to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt
because of you
i find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
because of you
i am afraid.