Goooooooooooooood evening thursday. =))... o well, never been bloggin for like 5 days.. cuz kinda so called buzy with slackin, gossipin on msn, listenin to music, plus muggin abit of my holiday assignment.. LOL.... gosh!.. i'm like sooooooooooo hella bored.. seriously.. besides goin back to school for enrichment classes and all... still felt as dull as ever till the day where i'm flyin off to bangkok.. 4 days 3 nights.. niway, acturlly, the truth is, i still can't get over with my emotions and all.. though i'm like laughin and smilin in school with my friends... yeah... seriously.. it's kinda hard to GET OVER WITH MY EMOTIONS YEAH.... wait a sec... at least it'll take me like 2 months to get over?.. gosh.. that's sooo long... if not it'll be like 1 month at least yeah.. hees*...and yay!! my dad came home with 3 boxes of chewing gum!...weeee...love it!... love you dad... though i still show you my bad attitude and character and all... the bad times that u've gone through me.. but i still love you!...aww...so sweet.. hahahahha...so yeah... tomorrow is the last day of the enrichment class... and saturday gotta wake up early as a bird around 7.00 and then go all the way to some place which it slipped off my mind... to collect my passport... after that, come back.. snooze off till bout 1 or 2 plus head off to dental appointment thn come back.. and mayb snooze off till dinner again.... pff.. and sunday is the day w here i finally goin to CUT my long ''beautiful'' hair b4 goin off to bangkok.... yeah..that's the plan..should i perm my hair.. cuz my mum says i'll look mature and people might think i'm 21...it's not that.. it's called fashion mommi... new hair style... haiyo!!... anwiay, we'll see bout that after i've cut'ted'' my hair. LOL.... it's like 9.57 and i've gotta go wash up b4 my parents snooze off to bed yeah.... good night peeps... take care.. and HAPPY HOLIDAYS...=]]

i lose my way
and it's not too long before you point it out
i cannot cry
because you know that's weakness in your eyes
i'm forced to fake
a smile, a laugh everyday of my life
my heart can possibly break
when it wasn't a whole to start with

because of you
i never stay too far from the sidewalk
because of you
i learned to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt
because of you
i find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
because of you
i am afraid.