Friday
hey yaw!

today's the last fugly day i'm bloggin. and next day i'm heading to bangkok. 4 days 3 nights yaw!
o well, my brain is still on a shutting down system. don't really know what should i blog about. all i knew is the alarm clock went off at 7.35 waking me up and mum turning alarm clock off.. and i went back to beauty sleep till let's say 10.00. and then i went reading this times magazine. spend bout 1 hr in the toilet reading it while doing my business. LOL. aniway, yesterday i watched a show called Tab TV. bout two guys addicted to online gamings and not concentratin on their studies. as in where ever they go, they MUST play a online game like in a LAN shop. bla bla bla. after the whole show my mum was like.........

mum: so, you know what norman says besides gaming infront of the computer? is it good
me: go out for a jog or cycling and no it's not good
mum: why?.. and do you know ur addicted to it alreadi
me: cuz we'll get addicted* says in my heart.. yea sure i'm addicted. i don't even play online games.. DUH!!*
mum: why not you learn something new like baking.... or jog around the estate....

and there she goes again.. i don't wanna just learn baking!! im the girl whom love outdoor stuff aight* cuz indoor is like SUPERB FUGLY DAM BORING OK!!.. i mean like baking is interesting but not always we'll have to be baking the whole dam week/day/month/year RIGHTTTTT.... i wanna learn HIP-HOP DANCING AS WELL AS SEARCH FOR A SINGING CORSE YOU DARN IT!!... arfff...mum thinks i will give up. ok fine! i know i've gaven up on my guitar as well as my piano. that's being sucha LOSER i know that.. but this time im really interested in singing and dancing aight* why not give me a chance. and i won't EVER quit any of those!!! gosh!! i'm like boiling like a HOT POTATO SOUP!!....aniway, i don't care!!!! if next year there's a new cca that comes out or a programme, i'll just join for my goodness sake! not gonna listen to my mum as in she'll say things like '' hahaha... are you sure or not'' whatever it is.. i'll just FUGLY JOIN IT AND TAKE PART IN IT YAW!!... so yeah.. i guess that's all about it. and i'm gonna read my story and last chapter.. omg! it's soooooo romantic and it's sooo nice.. i understand the whole story.. about boy/girl relationships...awww... gotta run..

adios amigo.=]

look at me
i will never pass for a perfect bride
or a perfect daughter
can it be
i'm not meant to play this part?
now i see
that if i were truly
to be myself
i would break my fam'ly's heart

who is that girl i see
staring straight
back at me?
why is my reflection someone
i don't know
somehow i cannot hide
who i am
though i've tried
when will my reflection show
who i am inside?