yaw!!....

tmr is christmas and i wanna wish you all MERRY X'MAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!.. o well,..
after the hols as in after coming back from states and after few days, my life have been soooooo fugly fcuked up!!.. i hate my life... parents naggin at me.... n my mum..... she just loveeeeeeeeeeeee telling peeps as in complaining to them that i didn't help her in school today... or she'll be like'' i've been scoldin her sooo many times to stop playin the computer or to wake up early don't have late night sleeps'' bla bla bla..... that's like whatever!!! why must i wake up early... it's my life.. as in i wanna wake up whatever the time is... i know when to wake up... it all depends on my body.... and i always sleep late.... though i sometimes i sleep at 12 midnight.. but NOT ALL THE TIME!!! n PLEASE... FOR GOODNESS SICK!!!! when school re-opens, i can wake up early!!! don't stress me out on that sayin it's a practise when school re-opens u'll have to wake up early.... arg... and like few minutes earlier,..... nvm... forget it.... just that i need to be patient... i know i'm kinda sensitive at some points... and i can't take jokes sometimes....but i'm tryin my best to maintain my behaviour.... i mean be strong.. don't take things too lightly... but seriously speakin, sometimes my parents are just tooooooooooooooooo fugly annoying and irritatin n unresistable to be heard of and to pist me off....aniway..... B4 i go ani further bout my sickening life, i'm gonna end it here. see ya.

this song i love soo much it's called: over you'' by chris daughtry... i'm gonna type it here.

now that it's all said and done, i can't believe you were the one
to build up and tear me down like an old abandoned house
what you said when you left, just left me cold and out of breath
i felt if i was in way too deep, guess i let you get the best of me

well, i never saw it coming, i should have started running
a long long time ago
and i never thought i'd doubt you, i'm better off without you
more then you, more then you know

i'm slowly closure, i guess it's really over
i'm finally gettin better
and now i'm picking up the pieces, spendin all of these years
putting my heart back together

cause the day i thought i'd never get through
i got over you

Thursday, December 20, 2007

hello firday.. i'm back from USA and i'm gonna start off with my trip aight*
here it goes.

7th december

hey yo!..

well, today is nothing really much, but took an airplane and stopped over at taipei then from taipei, continued to los angelas. Arrived at night, took few hours to find the best western hotel. next, we headed out again to 7-11 to buy some food and drove back to the hotel. so, tmr is another day and i have to go and bath. see ya folks!. =)

8th december.

hello!!!..
well, first up, we went to santa monica to shop for like the whole day! o well, i didn't really buy much for myself. all i did bought was just a pair of jeans plus a converse shoes. the rest of the shopping time was being spend by my mum and sis. let's just say my dad and i waited around as in sit in a cafeteria, eating fries,pizza and drinking tea or coffee.. aniway, we also waled all the way to the pier. it's so windy that i had to put up my hood. cuz if i don't, my hair will be flyin all over my face.. oh and there's like two guys behind me.. well, the wind was kinda strong and so i turn back for awhile. as i turn back to the front, the guy whom is behind me, whislted. anyway, some peeps was just looking at me cuz of my shades that i'm wearing.. haha.. next up, we went to farmest market. it's an outdoor market. i was extremely tired cuz i couldn't sleep well. why? it's because of my dad's superb loud snore. not only i couldn't sleep. as well as my mum and sis. yesterday i was like yawnin and yawnin plus i couldn't or barely open my eyes. 7th and 8th of december was a sleepness night.( can't blame my dad though.... his the driver and he drove for like long hours.. so....=))..] aniway, as usual, farmest market was a open air and so spend almost the whole day. had dinner and went off to pharmacy. well, my dad went joking around and made us laugh and so this group of guys queuein up was looking at me. usual stuff.. my dad wanted to bring in the trolley which belongs to the wholefood market and i argued back as in i say it doesn't belong to the pharmacy shop. after 2-3 minutes of arguein, he finally realised it. i was boiling like a volcano by then. after a wholeday shopping, we headed bac to our hotels.

9th december

yaw!
we just left the best western hotel and now we're heading to las vagas and then do shopping again. so i shall continue later on aight. adios!

hello again

aniway, today my dad took more then like 3hrs to reach las vegas. he stopped for a rest and went to prime factory outlet. spent almost the whole time in that outlet.. well, unlucky day for me as my old sports shoe was kinda irritatin me. as in the sole came off and i couldn't walk properly with it. and so my mum and i went to a nike shop and bought me a sports shoe. ended up i bought a nike shorts and a shirt too. plus, let me see... nothing els much but i sat by the wishing pool area and waited for both my mum and sis while they were in the COACH shop. while waiting, some people walked pass me, smiled and say hi to me. and then i did the same thing too..=)).. * i know i'm friendly*. hahaha.. after spending bout more then few hours, dad drove all the way to vegas.. guys... the lights was super duper gorgeous and nice!. plus oh yeah, they have a internet that took place on the television and that's cool. but fugly keyboard was being so annoying as it's a old hotel. then had dinner in the cafe. had fish and chips. right now i'm superb tired and heads like hurting soo fcukin much. so... gotta go.. adios!

10th december.

hello there..

woke up very early, wash up and all.. then we headed to mcdonalds for breakfast. well, at first there wasn't any ladies till we went in. i saw some cute boys though.. oh and some of them looked at me.. =p.. aniway, we headed straight to grand canyon. people, you've gotta know this. those big mountains is just beautiful and gorgeous.! it's a must that you'll need to see. and yeah.. we also went to the skywalk. great walk...well, at least i've overcome my fears by looking down at the transparent glass and at about over hundreds of meters down! woohoo!!.. then, it was lunch. before that, there's this group of guys as in cool and hot dudes.. haha.. o well, they helped us took a photo using my sister's camera and one of the guy took himself and with his friends.. so yeah.. their HOT!.. *winks*.. after grand canyon, headed straight to las vegas primeium outlet.. i didn't really bought much clothes.. anyway, while walking passshops, there was a guy around my age, he looked at me and i looked back at him and looked away. 1 second later, i knew that he was looking at me and so i looked at him and i kinda smiled to myself.'' ok stop it yaw!''. then... dinner, we ate sushi.. o well, i helped my mum set up the table, walking to and fro and then, when done, i got what i wanted to eat and all. hmm.. this guy was either a jap or a mix usa, i don't know. he looked at me for kinda long and i looked at him for awhile plus i smiled out of a sudden.. lol.. my sis was like'' why are you smiling'' i was like'' nothing''...

11th december.

hey yaw!. well, we woke up very early in the morning, went for breakfast.. after that, headed to an outlet again.. to do shopping.. i defenitely had to follow my mum and sis.. it's like half the day.. next up, was las vegas shopping fashion mall.. didn't really shopped much. oh and tere's this santa toy on the table in a jewelry shop and my dad was pretty amazed by it. Santa Claus was in there too and dancing along with the toy.. the owner of the shop, as in the guy, he looked at me.. after shopping at las vegas, dad dropped us somewhere and we shopped on our own as well as we walked by the streets...well, we went to the arcade to play some games and also, we played ''Deal or no Deal'' quite fun. in the end, the total amouont of tickets we've gotten was like about 200 plus.. and my sis n i played that game as well, 200 tickets add another few more tickets and it's like 300 plus tickets.. after arcade, we just continued walking along the streets till we reached a hotel and rest inside. rang up my dad and headed to a opened air mall. hang around the mall, bought 1 clothes for myself then had dinner. well, let's just say, this guy, like about 1 table beside and infront and on the left handside, he kinda looked and smiled at me for awhile and i looked at him too. oh and yeah.. the chef was lookin at me too. they were like.. like what the muslims people say '' terpikat'' as in into the person.. yeah... after dinner, headed back to the hotel.

12th december.

Hola!!

check out of our hotel early and went to the golf corse for breakfast. let's just say there was older guys in the golf corse like the age of 30-40 plus.. some of them looked at me and was nice to me as in sayin hi and smiled at me.. later on, i wanted to go to the loo and the toilets were confusin me... i didn't know where the boys/girls toilet was.. well, their signs was kinda confuse and soo.. i kinda.... sorta.. almost went to the guys washroom!!..*blush*.. =$.. after that, my dad drove all the way to palmspring...long journey that i slept in the car..once reached to a pathetic mall,'' lol'' we went shopping again.. i bought another sunglasses whom my dad paid for it though i told him my mum wouldn't allow. *THANKS DAD*.. and then drove around again and went for dinner.. and now i'm here updatin my journal infront of a fireplace and watching tv while my sis is gonna snooze soon and my parents are already asleep!! so.. see ya!..

13 december

dear diary,

today was quite interesting as we went to aerial tram way.. it's right up the mountain and there's snow!!.. simply love snow!.. once reached, took the tram right up to the mountain and went track walking down to the flat area where we acturlly took some photo's..=).. i was kinda active with snow as in i threw snow at my dad and mum plus sis and to the open air area. we didn't had a snowfight though.. later, my sister wanted to take a photo of me.. so i didn't know there's peep behind me till i accdentally knock into this hot and cute french guy.. LOL.. i was like '' oops.. sorry*smiled*'' b4 that his like '' woop'' oh n both his hands was like almost touchin my hips as in afraid i might fall n tried to balance me..*hahahahah*.. oh yeah and at the entrance, the french guy came in, walked and stood infront of us and looked at me and my sis then at me again. i was like kinda lookin at me too but for awhile. o well, had lunch and thanks to my sis, she spilled a cup of ice-cold water on my table and it dropped on my jeans plus the back of it. it's water aniway.. no harm.. took lots of beautiful photo's and all.. halfway through had a tummy ache and so i headed to the washroom.. while walking, a 30 plus or 20 plus year old guy sitting at the bar area, turned and looked at me. i kinda smiled to myself. * aight.. stoped your dangerously addiction to aussie/usa guys yaw!*.. too bad their just sooo hot and cute and cool to resist and to looked at. hahaha. aniway, after that, headed to dessert shields to try different types of nuts and pastries. i went to the washroom, locked the door and went to do my business.. luckily i was done in a few minutes.. cuz this women, she was tryin to push her way in as in push the door open till it did. '' grrrr'' then as usual, went to the golf courses to look around. two courses.. took photo's then had dinner at fisherman's seafood. my sis open the door and went in. i went in after her and this group of chef guys look as though they were standin in a straight line and were looking/admiring me and my sister.. while eating, i overheard them saying something like'' the sister's good. her younger sister's hot... '' whatever it is.. sorry if i eavedrop, cuz i was bored.. haha.. after dinner, went to supermarket to buy some stuff and headed back to the apartment. i'm left with like 6 more days.. soo.. take care and good night.

14 december

yaw!

we went for breakfast and ten headed to palm spring and wwent to the indian dessert. after that we drove the whole day to shadow ridge. it's a seaview.. nice scenery.. nice houses across.. so yeah..

15 december

woke up, checked out, a guy at the counter, he stared at me if i'm not wrong. then we went shopping at montaray. bought chocolates, cookies and some shirts for almost half the day. and we drove all the way to SanFranSisCo and now we're in hilton hotel. aniway, i saw some necklace that i like and it's 2.99 about 3 bucks and my mum don't allow me to buy that gorgeous necklace.. arg!!.. she's like'' NO!.. you've got alot of necklace already.. which i only have fcuking 1 necklace. plus shirts i only bought like those normal tees and jeans and i've not bought any chinese new year clothes!!.. aniway, i'll write about next day. oh and before i forget, we had dinner with my relatives.

16 december

hey yaw!

today we woke up at 9 plus and wait.. my sis went to the loo while i was still on the ned lying down with eyes open..* o..k i know that sounds creepy but i was already awaken aight*. well, i was looking out at the window and there's this guy opposite our room and hotel, he kinda stared at our window while i was at the bed lying down. and so i i got out of my bed for awhile and came back, he wasn't there.. anyway, went out as in walking down the streets looking at shops, buying clothes and keychains and had breakfast, oops i mean branch or lunch. yeap yeap.. the manager smiled at me and say hi while i did the same thing. after lunch, we went taking pictures of scenery and seagulls. then we went walking around and back to the hotel. and later on, we ehaded out for dinner. had chinese food again and came back.

17 december

hey yaw!

today we went to sauselito for branch.. then headed to NAPA mall for awhile. bought nothing much but 6 pairs of school socks for 15 bucks and 3 pairs of white socks for 12 bucks. then headed to a winery which we don't even drink wine and then next was another wine. after goin to two wineries, headed to china town to buy our dinner and headed back to our hotels to eat and then headed out again to westfields mall to buy my mums stuff as well as my granny b'day card. let's just say this cute boy around my height, he whistled behind my back and then later on while i was looking at the cards on the shelfs, as in i was browsing the cards from top to bttom and walkin forward.. the cute boy he did the same thing as in lookin at the cards from top to btoom and walking forward till the end. after that, he turn around and walk a big circle just to walk pass me. later then, i saw this b'day card which sounds so nice and sweet but it doesn't suit my granny. after reading, i was like '' ha ha'' my sis smack my head using a card and she giggled too. i was laughin kinda loud and that cute boy turn around and looked at me while i looked at him and squat down. .. o well, then headed back to our hotel rooms. tmr is our last day in USA and we're taking a midnight flight. so we've gotta be at the airport by 8 or 9 at night. i'm so gonna miss usa and the sceneries!!! wish to stay in USA!!!..

18 december

hello..

today was really nothing much.. woke up at 9 something, laze around, drove to apple bee for branch.. well the waitress happens to be a guy and his hot and cute. aniway, we ordered our food. i was like'' eyy, help me order mine'' as in the food that i want.. * i was asking my sis* i was kinda drinking a cup of hot water and my sister was like' and for the little girl, pause'' the guy looked and smiled at me while i was drinking and gulpin down my ter and smiled too.. then my sis continued ordering my food. after eating at apple bee's, went to gilroy outlet to shop for awhile. well, let's just say, the sky was quite dark as it's rainning. so yeah.. nice weather. didn't really shop much as we've ain't got space to pack. but still ended up buying adidas bagpack as my dad bought lots of clothes. i bought a sports tee for running, though i don't really run much. after the whole shopping, headed to the airport departure. took trolley and put all the bags and went in. well, peeps were looking at me as they walk pass. as in sitting alone with lots of laugguages as if i'm gonna moved out from USA*migrate to singapore* LOL.. i wish i was migratin to USA from singapore. haha.. o well, i'm now waiting for my sis and dad while sitting down and writtin my journal and a guy just looked at me while walking pass. i looked at him too and scratch my head. lol.. o well, i've gotta go. my brain is blank! goodbye USA gonna miss you!! i LOVE USA!!! and hello to sunny side up hot country of singapore* sobs sobs*. seriously speaking, i miss USA!.. espeacially their sceneries. beautiful and pretty!!!...

* i'll upload the pictures later aight... my dad's like'' OI............................oi............................oi..'' as if i ain't got a name.. he wanna use the computer to check his soccer.. arfff.... can't be patient. so yeah...see ya!..=))

Thursday, December 06, 2007

yaw!!!...

nothing much but i've just recovered from my sickness of havin a 38 degrees of fever.. woohoo.. recovered in just 1 day!!!... aniway.. i think i'm DANGERIOUSLY IN LOVE with a internet guy. ahahha..his from aus,16 n HOT!!!.. hahahahha..... omg!!.. it's insane yaw!!!..aniway, let's not talk bout it b4 i go 100% head over hells with the guy. tmr i'm off to states!! 2 weeks.. well, supposedly my cousin couldn't come along last minute cuz of some passport problem thingy.. and so she had to cancel her flight.. disappointed.. i'ts only my parents n my sis plus me.. duh... so yeah... nothing much but HELO USA N BUBYE SINGAPORE.. =]

''boy walk in the spot, he's so fresh and
he got what he needs to impressin'
just look at the way that he dressin'
ain't no question chicks like oh.''

he said you're amazing
she said then why ya waiting
no more deliberating
what you doin' let's get to it
just like that they

one night with you, boy just one night with you
all the things we could do
everyday i think of

one night with you
no one els but us two
all our dreams would come true
if we'd just get together

Sunday, December 02, 2007

monday!!

hey hey you you!


i'm goin hell crazy!!!!...aniway, woke up around 10 plus, wash up.. as usual did all that i have to do.. and then since the weather was sunny and windy, i went practising hitting tennis against the freaking wall.. and kickin the tennis ball for like 1 hr.. right here, right now, i'm bloggin yaw!.. well, i just don't understand parents.. they just don't seem to understand their daughters. as in what they really want it's really what they wanna do and what they don't like it's really what their not interested in. for example a game of ''majong''.. newspapers saying now a days teenagers are learning a game of majong and my mum, ha ha.. she wants me to learn it as well... that's wht i don't wanna learn!!! cuz i ain't interested in those kinda game.. it's gambling yaw!!.. i know.. i can play for once in a while or in some occasions.. but i just don't wanna learn.. all i wanna really do and learn for my own goodness freaking sake is dancing yaw!!! grrr... when am i gonna find one... arfff!!!.. mum thinks i'll just quit halfway again or she's afraid i ain't serious bout it... like hello!!! i've been like telling her and pleading her for me to find one. aniway, shoo that far away... it's the last month of the holidays and school re-opens.. yay!!!! im sooooo bored at home and i fcuking miss my friends yaw!! not only friends I MISS SCHOOL!!!... seriously speaking.. HOLIDAYS ARE FCUKING ARSE dull.!!.. it's 1.29pm and i'm gonna do some painting and cutting and colorin for my mum.. see ya tootsie people.

i think you got me all wrong
i don't regret this life i chose for me
but this places and and this faces are getting old
so i'm going home.