yaw!!....

tmr is christmas and i wanna wish you all MERRY X'MAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!.. o well,..
after the hols as in after coming back from states and after few days, my life have been soooooo fugly fcuked up!!.. i hate my life... parents naggin at me.... n my mum..... she just loveeeeeeeeeeeee telling peeps as in complaining to them that i didn't help her in school today... or she'll be like'' i've been scoldin her sooo many times to stop playin the computer or to wake up early don't have late night sleeps'' bla bla bla..... that's like whatever!!! why must i wake up early... it's my life.. as in i wanna wake up whatever the time is... i know when to wake up... it all depends on my body.... and i always sleep late.... though i sometimes i sleep at 12 midnight.. but NOT ALL THE TIME!!! n PLEASE... FOR GOODNESS SICK!!!! when school re-opens, i can wake up early!!! don't stress me out on that sayin it's a practise when school re-opens u'll have to wake up early.... arg... and like few minutes earlier,..... nvm... forget it.... just that i need to be patient... i know i'm kinda sensitive at some points... and i can't take jokes sometimes....but i'm tryin my best to maintain my behaviour.... i mean be strong.. don't take things too lightly... but seriously speakin, sometimes my parents are just tooooooooooooooooo fugly annoying and irritatin n unresistable to be heard of and to pist me off....aniway..... B4 i go ani further bout my sickening life, i'm gonna end it here. see ya.

this song i love soo much it's called: over you'' by chris daughtry... i'm gonna type it here.

now that it's all said and done, i can't believe you were the one
to build up and tear me down like an old abandoned house
what you said when you left, just left me cold and out of breath
i felt if i was in way too deep, guess i let you get the best of me

well, i never saw it coming, i should have started running
a long long time ago
and i never thought i'd doubt you, i'm better off without you
more then you, more then you know

i'm slowly closure, i guess it's really over
i'm finally gettin better
and now i'm picking up the pieces, spendin all of these years
putting my heart back together

cause the day i thought i'd never get through
i got over you