hey...

nothin much to blog about... same thing.. been doin my homework and projects plus the stayin back in school for decorations of class.. and all the laughter n stupid jokes thn we're into... and i've got no mood today... after i came back from school, n after my bathe.. went for dinner at about 6 plus almost 7.00.. took my rice and my maid was like

me:*walks to the kitchen pushes open the claypot rice n scope my rice*
maid: bernie, goldy just pass away at 6.00
me: *heart drops* huh..??!?!>..where???
maid: this morning.. grandma brought her to see doctor n just now at 6.00 she just pass away
me: where is she??
maid: near the shoe cupboard outside
me: ouh.....

after scoping that 1/4 of rice, i went outside to see her for the very last time till the man came to collect the body...few minutes later, i ate my dinner n went up to the room straight cryin my tears out.. n the 2nd one was cryin on my mum's shoulder..... omg!!!!!!!!.... niway, she's old... she's got a heart problem.. so yeah... once dogs gets old.. this is what happens.... moral of the story,

DON'T HAVE ANY PETS IS THE BEST.
holdin back my 3rd tears. save it for tmr. ha ha ha ha ha x)).
till then, i'm moody n exaushted. good nite n tera.

my mind is gone
i'm spinning' round
and deep inside
my tears i'll drown
i'm losing grip
what's hapenning
i stray from love
this is how i feel

this time was different
felt like i was just a victim
and they cut me like a knife
when you walked out of my life
now i'm in this condition
and i've got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry