hello there!!!

today is the 29 of April and it's been long ever since i've blogged. it's either I'm too lazy to blog or i've been revising that i ain't got ample time to blog. o well, let me start it all.

today was my Mother Tongue paper and guess what, nothing really happen. hahaha.. -.-'' crap lame!! let's just say the passage was really long, almost the whole page and i almost spend half an hour reading and trying to understand the passage. in the end, i had to sacrifice the last two question first and dwell on the other questions that i've not done-ded. and so after dwellin on the other questions, i then went back to the last two questions from the comprehension that i've not done. and guess what, i ain't got ample time to check. once i'm done, the bell rang. i only had time to flipped through make sure i've done all the question.. GOOD LUCK GIRL YEAH. WISH FOR THE BETTER AND TO GET ' JUST PASS GRADE' ha ha ha ha ha ha. aniway, after MT, had a break till 10.00

saw sec 1 haikal and amin and one more which i dun really know his name. all came and surround and so called annoyed me while i'm eating. -.-'' amin was one of the annoying one. and haikal with his treating( blanja-ing). amin with his Deer or Bull disturbing. CHEEKY BOYS!!!. at 10.00 had my 'N' level practical work. was all confused and so at times i whispered to syafa on how to do this and that. at times i asked mr.yeo. LOL.. aniway, stayed till about 4 plus. was extremely exaushted that i kept stretching and making weird loud noises.. thanks to mustaqim whom sat beside me kept on making stupid n lame jokes to make me laugh and kept me awake.. zzzz... anyway, it's 7.55pm and i have to go and read up my story book and find out the meaning n OH YEAH!!! HAVE TO DO MY ENGLISH HOMEWORK!!!...till then.. see ya babes/dudes.

chows.!

Friday, April 18, 2008

hello.

well, just wanna say, today was really nothing much. first period was english.. then maths. o well, mr. sulaiman wasn't around and so a relieve teacher came. atikah,me,fatin,siti went into the room at the back to the class to slack and listen to music while some guys were playing takkraw. the teacher was like'' if u wanna play, make sure u guys dun hurt urself'' later on, afiq came in then FREAKING ANNOYING JACK, then syaffar. i was feeling bored and i ask him for his psp. played for the whole period till nxt period was CME. oh yeah and what's wrong with today. yiwen saw me in the hall and he was asking me all sorts of rubbish. not asking but talking to me all kinds of SHIT. as in where's my boyfriend.. tellin me to talk to my friends. askin me to choose him or asking me why i ain't got any boyfriend. in my head i was like'' what the hack is he talkin to me bout boy/girl relationships'' but in the outside i was pretending to acknowledge in whatever that he was saying.. WEIRDO'S... acturlly, i'm kinda slacking.. ain't got idea but those few days i felt soooooooo darn sloopy and lazy to do revision n homeworks. i don't know why.. haizz...WAKE UP BERNADETTE. TEST IS COMING RIGHT UP AND 'N' LEVELS ARE DREWING NEAR!!!!! THINK POSITIVE N NOT NEGATIVE!!!.... today i IGNORE COMPLETELY when jack looked at me. when he looked at me as in he wanna attract my attention, i turn away n face atikah. WHAT A FOOL!!!. EWWW...GROSS MAN!! i mean he tried all ways to attract my attention as in usin the small piece of paper to slap across my face, purposely walk pass me.. STUPID ARSE! IGNORE HIM FOR AS LONG AS I WANT AND IF I FEEL LIKE IT , PLEASE DO SHOUT AT HIM AGAIN...o well, gotta run. goin off to NDP.

if you heart is always searching
can you ever find a home
i've been looking for that someone
i never make it on my own
dreams can't take the place of loving you
there's gotta be a million reasons
why it's true

when you look me in the eyes
and tell me that you love me
everything's alright
when you right here by my side

when you look me in the eyes
i catch a glimpse of heaven
i find my paradise
when you look me in the eyes.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

date of post: 17/4/o8

yo! wassup yaw!.. today is thursday and and i've not been blogging since the 9th of April. o well, had english test about 3 days ago and today i had my 2.4km run. such a unlucky day to have a 2.4KM run. ABHORE TODAY.. grrrr.. we ran 10 rounds.. for me, i was running few rounds then i stopped. mr raj was like'' *clap hands* come on bernadette.. dun stop'' but still as i run, i kept panting and my stupid shoes are gonna be tearing apart really soon. and all my ankle socks are like soo loose that it fall every seconds after i pull it up. after P.E, the clouds started to gather and foaming into water vapors then it rain heavily like cats and dogs..oh yeah, have i ever mention that while jack was running till he ran pass me, he turn n looked at me. i was like'' what the hell is he looking at me* felt irritated n annoyed*''... anyway, then it was maths. i completely SUXS at probability. got the lowest and i ain't the only one whom failed. 2 failures. bla bla bla. handed up maths assignments. after maths it was mother tongue. i completely IGNORED JACK AND SUCKER EUGENE that was looking at me and pretended their invincible.. i was opening my sweet and i put one in my mouth and jack was like'' *reached out his hand* i wan one?'' i just IGNORED HIM. after mother tongue, i wanted to walk back to class but in the end, i followed amira,fatin and siti plus sabariah to the wash room. came out, went down, and jack was acturlly behind me gonna walk pass me and his like wanna turn and look at me AGAIN! then i felt really annoyed till i shouted at him as in

me:'' WHAT YOU LOOKING AT!!!''
jack:* silent and straight away look infront*

hahahhahaha. look at me once again and you'll NOT be SPARED.!! DENG! DONKEY!!.

damn. for now, i can't be nice to guys. i mean i can be nice but not really really extremely nice to them. if not i'll give them the wrong signal. NO BEING NICE AND GENTLE TO GUYS. gotta have to give them face n show them i ain't interested if their tryin to flirt with me..hak hak hak.

o well, CDP, we did extremely nothing but slack for one whole period. as in talking rubbish while the teacher told us to do a story for the pronunciations. didn't really bother. LOL. some of the guys were in the room or somewhere els playing takkraw while some of us was in the hall but spread out. me,fatin,siti,afiqa,alex,syaffar was sitting on the chair talking, laughin and laying our heads down.
sabariah,atikah,amira,ikin,zafir,zharif and khairie were at the backstage. next it was CPA. same old thing. did coursework. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. when are we gonna complete it. then MTECH. a relieve teacher came to relieve our class. let me just say that afiq, amira,atikah,fatin, me, siti norain and alex were at the back and in the room slacking while afiq n alex played the guitar. and sabariah was snoozing for one whole period as in during MTECH... one whole thing to describe todays was '' ANNOYED, EXAUSHTED, BORED!''.

one more thing b4 i CHOWLUBABES.

Please for GOODNESS SAKE!!!! WHY MUST YOU GUYS START OVER AGAIN WITH THE ME AND ALEX AGAIN!!! IT'S FREAKING DAM ANNOYING AND IRRITATING. IMAGINE IF I ANNOY YOU GUYS WITH A GIRLS NAME WHICH U DUN REALLY LIKE?? HOW THAT MAKES YOU FEEL?>?..'' GRRRRR..... fcuking irritating.. I DUN LIKE ANYONE OK. what's the hell wrong with making friends and then you start with the silly and nonsence rumours saying i like alex or alex like me.... ewwwwwwww....GROSS MAN!!!... I ABHORE YAW!!! one day i might go crazy and i'll not layan( interact with you guys man). already i'm in a state where i wanna be stressed out with work and CONCENTRATIN on my work and there you guys are tryin to irritate me with guys name RIGHT IN MY DARN HEAD! what's the point?? GROW UP PEOPLE!!! GROW DAM UP! DUN BE CHILDISH AND L A M E = LAME! BE MATURED AND CONCENTRATE ON UR STUDIES RATHER THEN ANNOYING AND IRRITATIN US WITH STUPID ANNOYIN UNKNOWN RUMOURS!!!!!!!!. DAMN!!!!!.

list of friends that i dun really like ( including boys)

• zulaikha
• zuhrie
• jin qiang
• alex
  

guys that i DUN LIKE AT ALL

• jack
• ismail

guys that i'm fine and alright with

• zharif
• hakeem
• afiq
• fadly
• ikin
• izzat
• ammar
• syafa
• zhafir
• khairie
• zahhar

My Babes

• fatin
• siti norain
• mira a.k.a micha
• sabariah
• atikah.
  

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

GONNA BE SICK SOOO REALLY REALLY AND ACTURLLY SOON.

had a slight fever few days back and a slight fever yesterday about 37.8. but still i went ahead with the hip-hop practise.. after the practise, headed home and i felt a spooky feeling plus a cold and chilling feeling down my spine as i walk in the quiet area near my house. and today my head was giddy. not kidding. plus today was on exciting day as the 98.7FM people came and they had two bands to come to our school to perform. it was such a blast. i LOVE WEST GRAND BOULEVARD!!!! THEY ROCK MY SOCKS!!!!.. hahahaha. though i cheered for them at the end of their songs but still felt giddy.. * ehem* u know what.. acturlly when my mind was concentratin on their band, i didn't feel anything till the end* LOL. today they was a prefect training. i told floric i can't go n she was like'' don't give me excuses..'' what so ever! i snick outta school and headed to eunos MRT for awhile with fatin n sabariah to chill for awhile. we sat near the MR. BEAN stall and rest.. opposite of us was 2 foreigners. then, 1 came.. let's just say i was just drinkin that bubble tea and the china guy looked at me, i looked at him n wanted to smile but i pulled myself back. LOL. bla bla.. headed home, wash up, bath and all, took my tempreture, and here it goes 38.1. WOOHOO!!... fever... for now, after resting, drinkin lots of water, it did came down but still havin a slight fever which is 37.7. wait, i got a flu too.. grr... i'll just write a parents letter to give to floric for not ATTENDING THE PREFECT TRAINNING!!!...if she doesn't believe, that's her PROBLEM!... till now, i've got list of homeworks to spare. see ya!

been playing the songs you hated
i called a boy i almost dated
his not the one
but i'm having fun
and i'm better off without you
and i think it's what i want.

i'm getting over you
i'm getting over you most of the time
if i say it like i mean it
then mayb i'll believe it like it's true
i'm gettin over you

Saturday, April 05, 2008

heyhey!

it's the 5th of April and let's just say my tempreture kinda rise up to 37.5 today. i had abit of cough and headaches. argg... o well, i was suppose to go to the cemetery today to visit my long10 time ago great10 grandparents but i didn't. can't wake up as i slept late last night doing nothing but, laptop-ing and abit of reading of my story. bet i ain't got any ample time to read my story book either. too buzy with school homeworks revising n gettin ready for 'N's. gosh!!! it's driving me INSANE!! and i can go NUTS really soon. o well, today i woke up around 12.o5 in the afternoon. that's like freaking late. wash and brush up, had lunch.. played with my puppy jackie for awhile as in throwing toys for her to bite but still she love biting people's hands,legs, shirts, fingers, toes... she BITES!! BEWARE!!!.. secondly, went to play nitendo wii ( guitar) till 2 plus and started doin my maths homework till dinner, then continued till 10.oo. and now i'm resting my brain and listening to music plus bloggin. let's just say bout 3 or 2 days back, after MTECH, we headed home.. while goin down the steps at DnT block, my head suddenly black out for like 3 seconds then i felt alright again. no one knows except for me.. argg.. for now, i'm left with the second homework list that Mr. sulaiman gave us. i'm done-ded with the 1st homework list that is resselation, translation and all. except for some questions, i ain't sure how to do it. i shall continue with the 2nd hmwk list tomorrow. till then,

see ya folks.
chaos.

lost in love and i don't know much
was i thinkin aloud and fell out of touch?
but i'm back on my feet and eager to be what you wanted

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

hey hey!!!

long time no blog huh... it's the 2nd of april and right now, i'm in school blogging for awhile and i'll continue at home if i have the time. aniway, seriously speakin, i can't take it anymore. i'm having migrains these few days.. but not really much. teachers pillin up homeworks and revisions for us. much more, we have our coursework to do like FnN, EOA, and CPA. the rest are all revisions and drilling of all subjects.... FUSTRATIONS!!! the bad thing is, i can't stay up late at night. for example, when i've not complete my homework, my mum will be like'' girl, time to sleep.. it's late'' and i'll be like'' wait.. i've not finish my homework yet'' all kinda stuff.. i just wanna stay up late to complete whatever homework i have n mayb revisions too.. argggg.. o well, life have to go on. and guess what, my uncle bought a new puppy about quite a few days back. and it's all in a mess as in we have to take turns to take care of the 1 1/2 puppy. haiz.. plus all of us have to work or go to school.. long story anyway.. plus i'm freaking exaushted as yesterday i came back around 11 plus and by the time i headed to snooze, it's almost 1 am. pass midnight as i was packing ym bag today which is wednesday. GROSS YAW!!... my brain like spinnin some of the times. my mum said'' if i wanna join the NDP, make sure i dun complaine that i'm tired out'' well, it's fine with me. i like keepin myself buzy. and i wanna be fit.. oh yeah and school stuff, it's alright to me. except for some rumours or NEWS as in guys wooing me and all. that's all CRAP AND SHIT MAN!.. i'm just concentratin on my studies. and WOOHOO! I PASS MY CPA. haha.. anyway, my brain is blank and i'm listenin to mp3 player, heading off to maths lesson soon which the bell will ring at 10.3o or 4o i guess.. so yeah. till then, i'll stop here. and will blog again whenever.

see ya. toodles.

Labels: too little too late.