hey!!..

today's the 19th june.

nothing much but i've been studyin and revising plus NDP-ing at marina platform.=)
right now, my bro is sleeping in my mum's room and i can't study in there. i can't concentrate too as the aircorn is on and it's lowered down to like 22 degrees. i'm like freezing cold.. i woke up around 10 or 11 plus.. oh and my brother's friends are in his room sleeping like a log or a pig..haha.. so.. anyway, i'm right now at the first floor in the living room.. just finish studyin n revising for like 2hrs and i played ''audition'' for 20 minutes. and now i'm bloggin.. later on, around 3.30, i'm headin to my mum's school to help her out for abit then headin off to airport terminal 3 to fetch my dad as well as have dinner.. for now, my head is spinning every 5 minutes... that hurts ok. super 40% stressed out aight*. no matter what i use to distress myself, it's no use. right now my headphone with mp3 music is hung around my neck. maximum volume is 30 listenin to songs but still i'm havin headaches.. GRRRRR... 4 more days b4 my trial prelims and 3 more days b4 school re-opens. i'm right now feeling so screwed up, freaking out and nervous bout exams... HELP ME!!!!!!!!....freaking arse bored right.. ain't got things top do besides reading, studyin n revisin like one insane and nerdy creep.. always felt like doin other things but afraid that i will get carried away.. and whenever i feel stressed out, i'll just slack the whole time and doze off on the table..DARN IT!!! MY HEAD IS HURTING LIKE NOW!!... i soooo wanna go to my mum's school earlier if that's possible. i'm like freaking bored as hell!.. i ain't close with my granny... ain't really close with my brother.. and my sister just left for work.. it's just soooooooo....grrrrrr..... nvm.. forget it. mayb i shall msg my mum askin her if i could go to her school earlier...i feel like a rotten rock at home yaw!.. till then, b4 i go really insane, i shall stop here.. tata.

if you wan to play it like a game
well, come on, let's play
i'd rather waste my life pretending
than have to forget you for one whole minute

they taped over your mouth
scribbled out the truth with their lies
your little spies
they taped over your mouth
scribbled out the truth with their lies
your little spies

crush
crush
crush
crush, crush

Labels: i have a crush on someone. =))