HELP ME!! I'M DEAD!!

gotten back my report book results. and my position..shall not shoot it out. cuz it's embarrasin..
pass 3 fail 3..how am i gonna let my mum see..she's gonna be upset if she sees my marks.. suppose to be passin my mother tongue yet i didn't nil it.. but at least i did improve my EOA.. and i pass my FnN.. maths.. used to get 40 plus overrral.. but now drop to 20 plus.. that's sooo DISGUSTIN.. shedded tears durin cpa..only for awhile..i went melancholy for awhile then my friends cheer me up.. but now...hearts pumpin. SHARKS!!!.. gonna try harder and this time round work harder for end-of-year.. after my june holidays, gonna start studyin and revisin..yes it's real...don't wanna stay back in sec 3.. NEVER EVER WANNA STAY BACK..aniway, stoppin for for the moment. haha. gotta go get ready and get changed into my stinky uniform and head to school for some sec 2s and 3s express parents meetin day..GROSS LAR..XD.... oh and i was bein punish by TANG for not bringin my exam paper 2.. stand for 1 hr.. and i slept durin EOA until mdm lim say'' those sleepin, better wake up or els i'll send you for detention'' i jerked up..

o well, gotta chao.

start to breathe and fake a smile
it's all the same after a while
i know, that you are tired
carryin ones you lost
a picture frame with all the thoughts
i know, you hold inside

i hope that you can find your way back
to the place where you belong

when you come back down,
if you land on your feet
i hope you find a way to make it back to me
when you come around
i'll be there for you
don't have to be alone with what you're goin through