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Monday, June 18, 2007

woke up at 12 in the afternoon today. went brushin and washin up and all..skip that part.. don't wanna know aniway. well.. i can't sleep late. cuz i've gotta be in school tomorrow by 8.00 for elective module!!..grrr..but i'm takin music composer.. don't really know wht music to compose. aniways, it's 3 days.. wed-fri and sat i have to head down to orchard road for guides youth canival. soo. that four days, i'm gonna be buzy.. and sunday is one day for me to take a break and get ready for school..zzz...and i'll be like....the best thing is... i've got a math tests comin up when school re-opens...it's such a bore havin a maths test when school re-opens...guess i'm gonna do imperfectly for it. you know why. cuz i've not completed my maths holiday assignment. everytime i try doin, i'll get stress up easily.. mayb b cuz i don't have the basic.. well, no matter how hard it is or difficult it is, this comin month that is july, i'm gonna really buck up and mug on the subjects that i'm weak in.. like EOA, CHINESE and most of all, maths.. cuz i don't wanan retain sec 3 and let my parents down.. it's sooo embarrasin to let them down. if i can't pass my maths, at least i need to pass eoa n chinese. that's my target.aniway, i've gotta go..

if only
you could see the way that i feel
about you
yes, i need you beside me
is there anithin i can say?
before you walk away?
i just don't wanna loose you again
baby i want you to know

what am i gonna do?
no, i just can not live
i can't breathe without you
i want you back in my life
and i want to set things right
you know the way to my heart, baby

you're the one
you set me free
when you're close to me
and all that i do
is think about a way
to make you stay with me
you know the way to my heart

SORRIE BUT FISH!..THANKS TO MY AUNTY WHOM TOLD MY MUM BOUT ME HAVIN A FRIENDSTER!!.. AND LIKE 5 MINUTES AGO, MY MUM WENT BROWSIN MY PHOTO..WAS TELLIN ME BOUT WHY I PUT MY PHOTO OR WAD SO EVA IN MY FRIENDSTER...I CAN PUT MY PROFILE AS PRIVATE PROFILE.. OTHER THOSE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHOM DIDN'T ADD ME, WON'T SEE MY PICTURE.. ONLY THOSE WHO ADDED ME CAN SEE MY PHOTO..BUT IF THEY ADD ME, I CAN REJECT THEM....arggg...it's like she just popped into my life and my privacy!!....pfffffffffffff....

P.S.: I DON'T WANNA GO OUT WITH MY AUNT ANIMORE!!! AND I DON'T WANNA GO TO MY GRANDMOTHER HOUSE FOR LONG LONG TIME.. UNTIL I DECIDED TO GO N VISIT MY GRANDMOTHER FOR ONCE A YEAR!! THAT'S IT!..
i know wht i'm doin.. don't need ya to come poppin and draggin some stuff into my privacy...
the more i drag ito, the more i'll get sooo fustrated!!.. i'll shall stop here for a moment.. and mayb just ignore my mum for a moment!!..FAGGED!!...


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trying to live my life too...
11:51 PM




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