hey friday!... well, should i blog?...mayb i should.. since i'm now in here.. zzz..wadever.. aniway, last night, i had 8hrs and 20 minutes of sleep.. i woke up around 7.50 this morning.. and that's early to me..cuz usually, i'll have late morning wake ups.. for example, i'll wake up around 10 or 11?.. but today is super early.. i can't sleep!!!...tossing here and there..wakin up every second...well, yesterday my mum and i went to my school for parents meeting...talkin bout my results..PLUS talkin bout my blog bout how it afact my results and all...my mum and my form teacher did talk for quite a long time..i was there listenin too..DUH...the whole story was kinda long...after parents meeting, went straight home...took a short rest.. ate dinner.. went online chattin..and siti started askin me for my results... first up, didn't wanna tell her until finally i told her..i ain't happy bout my results...well, why is that so..my blog says it all.. and that's true.. all my emotional feelings bout BGR and some stuff that's goin on..so yeah.... while chattin with siti, my water pipe just can't control but to leak out tears from my eyes.. it's like every 2-4 minutes.. cried for awhile and i stopped.... cry again and stop...seriously speakin!..=).. i even cried myself to sleep..my mum doesn't know bout it cuz it was a soft weep...well, mr.sulaiman and even my mum told me to try and get my emotions off by next year when school re-opens.. i'll try my best to forget and to sweep everything off my mind and start a fresh next year.. provided there's no one pisting me off.. but there is, i'm just gonna IGNORE... treat it as his talkin to the lamp post or to the wall... o..k...wait... first of all, sec 2 i had no problems at all.. as in no BGR and stuff like that.. but when it comes to sec 3... it's like chaotic...boys comin to me and ask to be their girl and all sorts of stuff.... you know what, next year is a clear mind of guys askin me to be their girl... as in if they do come askin me or whate so ever, i'll just R E J E C T= REJECT! you understand..cuz this comin tuesday i'm headin back to school forCPA enrichment program till friday...we're acturlly gettin ready for our 'N' levels when school re-opens in some time like late january if i ain't wrong...?.. so, in that time, it's monkey business.. as in serious business...so please, don't add any lame,stupid rumours bout me or even add a guys name in my mind.. all i wanna do is work harder!!!!... oh and if that enemy, eugene, is in the same class with me, then i shall just ignore him.... don't even care a single bit bout him..leave that freakin,insane nuts minded guy alone!!.. and for now, it's 12.35pm waitin for my TWO MAIDS to finish vacuming and cleanin up my room then i shall start on my holiday assignment b4 i fly off to aniwhere and start to forget what i've got....soo yeah...that's the end of me..

i wanna make it right, that is the way
to turn my life around, today is the day
am i the type of girl who means what i say?
bet on it(x2)

how will i know if there's a path worth taking?
should i question every move i make?
with all i've lost my heart is breaking
i don't wanna make the same mistake.

oh ya,for my close friends, : fatin,siti,amira,atikah and sabariah... if next year i'm not in the same class with you guys, sorry...but if we are then... we'll see each other again.. if not, then i'm gonna miss you guys... all the memories we had.. the ups and downs we've been through... and the things that we did... time that we hang out and had fun together durin guides, camps, outings, or what so ever... gonna miss those days with you guys...sooo yeap... guess i'll end here as both my maids hav just finish cleanin up the room. it's time for holiday assignment..

and so we talked all night bout the rest of our lives
where we're gonna be when we turn 25
i keep thinkin times will never change
keep on thinkin things will always be the same
but when we leave this year we won't be coming back
no more hangin out cuz we're on different tracks
and if you got somethin that you need to say
you better say it right now cuz you don't have anther day
cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
these memories are playin like a film without sound
and i keep thinkin of that night in june
i didn't know much of love
but it came too soon
and there was me and you
and then we got real blue
stay at home talkin on the telephone
we would get so excited and we'd get so scared
laughin at ourselves thinkin life's not fair
and tis is how it feels

as we go on
we remember, all the times we
had together
and as our life change
come whatever
we will still be
friends forever..=))