Thursday, October 11, 2007
IT'S FRIDAY AND FINALLY!!! I CAN RELAXS MY MIND.. CUZ I'VE BEEN STRESS FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS!!.. SO YEAH...and i've got like tmr-wednesday... holiday.. and thursday we're gettin back our results.. gosh!!!... dreading for my results ya'll... niways, today is my FnN.. it was quite alright.. but i guess some of the topics that i've memorised, it slipped off my mind..grrr......completely got screwed up!!.. oh yeah.. since exams are WAY OVER, let me just say this outta ma heart yeah...
first of all, i wanna say sorry to this person whom i've read her blog and found out she was commentin on me. bout how i change.. sorry yeah.. and no offence at all.
secondly, i wanna say please.... for GOODNESS SAKE!!!... think twice.. if it's isn't enough, think THRICE!!.. cuz u know what, i'm NOT EMO!!! AND THE WAY I SIT IS THE WAY I AM.. I'M JUST NORMAL GIRL IN SCHOOL OK!!! I AIN'T THOSE MINAHS OR WHAT YOU GUYS JUST LOVE SAYIN THAT MINAHS LOVE BEHAVING IN A BAD MANNER AS IN SHOW OFF HOW SEXY THEY ARE OR HOW CUTE THEY ARE...i'm not those kinda gurl aight*.. my skirt is just too long and that's the reason why i gotta fold... what's that gotta do with my character... and i've not changed a single bit.. you just don't understand me and don't even know the 100% of the real me... so PLEASE....... FOR UR OWN GOODNESS SAKE!! if u wanna comment on me or tell anione bout me, just talk face-to-face.. there no reason for you to talk behind my back!!!... arg!!!! that's like soooooo childish aight*.. seriously, being in that manner that you are in, is really childish... talkin behind my back bout my skirt and my character...pfff.... GROW UP YA'LL...!!! GROW UP!!!.... i hate friends whom behaviours are like that...seriously speaking..oh yeah..that's the whole truth.. and please just look at your behavior and character first b4 talkin bout others!... damn! talkin bout this make me go on fire ya'll... oh yeah and
thirdly, please think back on the good things that i've been doing for you... especially during the sec 3 camp as well as in school.. all the help and favor that i did for you.. all those are the good things that i've been doin for you and this is what i get in return?.. talkin bout my skirt and my character?.. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha........seriously, you have to think back ok... and
fourthly,
bout the bf thingy, i know that i've told you guys that i don't wanna have a boyfriend... and i ADMIT IT I'VE TOLD YOU GUYS...( at least i admit things that i've said ok).. but then.. as my life changes, i just need someone to comfort me as well as to confide in.. oh and yeah.. SPEAKING OF THE TRUTH, i don't even know if he accept in the first place after tellin him that i have a crush on him...so, we're not really together!... and that's just a CRUSH!!! PLEASE DIFFERENTIATE THE MEANING OF CRUSH AND GOIN INTO STEADY!!!...right now, is neither a crush nor a steady... we're just normal friends but not more than a glass of a cup.. once broken into pieces, it can't be fixs.... you know what i mean?.. if you don't, i'll explaine it.. it means we're not sooo close till we're more then friends and then later on we break up.. NO!.. isn't that.. so yeah.... right now, i'm with no one!! seriously saying THE TRUTH!!.
lastly,
please... don't say anithin bout me... if u want, do come face-to-face with me and tell me!! and if you think ur angry, whose even more angrier.. i'm sooooooo DARN FUSTRATED RIGHT NOW JUST B CUZ OF THIS..all i know is your just jealous of whom i'm mixing around with... i know i've got lots of friends in this school... but there's no need to be jealous... gosh!! this makes me wanna puke infront of the computer screen.. what u want me to do... talk to you more often and leave my close friends aside....please lar!! be mature... we're all friends for sure right... there's no need to be jealous.. just mixs around with us and talk to us.... there's NO REASON FOR YOU TO HIDE ALL UR FEELINGS AND SPIT IT ALL OUT WITH ANOTEHR FRIEND OF YOURS...GRRRRR......* relaxs bernadette...relaxs... don't get soooo fish up easily bout this one matter. it's just a small matter... don't make it BIG!*so yeah.... guess i'm done with saying my peace!.. and anithing that i've missed out?.... hmmm.. nahx... i hope after readin my blog, you'll understand what i'm tryin to say.... ONCE AND FOR ALL, I'M GONAN REPEAT MYSELF, I'M AIN'T EMO, AND I'VE NOT CHANGE MY CHARACTER PLUS, I'M JUST A NORMAL STUDENT WHOM DON'T MIXS AROUND WITH THE BAD COMPANY AND WHOM KNOWS WHAT I'M DOING..AS IN I KNOW WHAT KINDA FRIENDS I'M MIXING ROUND WITH AND ALL... SO YEAH.... *give a sigh of relieve.*..
PEACE YA'LL!!!....overall, it's just sooooooooo DARN RIDICULOUS!.
Just watch my wildest dreams come true;
None of them Involving You...
trying to live my life too...
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