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Thursday, April 17, 2008

date of post: 17/4/o8

yo! wassup yaw!.. today is thursday and and i've not been blogging since the 9th of April. o well, had english test about 3 days ago and today i had my 2.4km run. such a unlucky day to have a 2.4KM run. ABHORE TODAY.. grrrr.. we ran 10 rounds.. for me, i was running few rounds then i stopped. mr raj was like'' *clap hands* come on bernadette.. dun stop'' but still as i run, i kept panting and my stupid shoes are gonna be tearing apart really soon. and all my ankle socks are like soo loose that it fall every seconds after i pull it up. after P.E, the clouds started to gather and foaming into water vapors then it rain heavily like cats and dogs..oh yeah, have i ever mention that while jack was running till he ran pass me, he turn n looked at me. i was like'' what the hell is he looking at me* felt irritated n annoyed*''... anyway, then it was maths. i completely SUXS at probability. got the lowest and i ain't the only one whom failed. 2 failures. bla bla bla. handed up maths assignments. after maths it was mother tongue. i completely IGNORED JACK AND SUCKER EUGENE that was looking at me and pretended their invincible.. i was opening my sweet and i put one in my mouth and jack was like'' *reached out his hand* i wan one?'' i just IGNORED HIM. after mother tongue, i wanted to walk back to class but in the end, i followed amira,fatin and siti plus sabariah to the wash room. came out, went down, and jack was acturlly behind me gonna walk pass me and his like wanna turn and look at me AGAIN! then i felt really annoyed till i shouted at him as in

me:'' WHAT YOU LOOKING AT!!!''
jack:* silent and straight away look infront*

hahahhahaha. look at me once again and you'll NOT be SPARED.!! DENG! DONKEY!!.

damn. for now, i can't be nice to guys. i mean i can be nice but not really really extremely nice to them. if not i'll give them the wrong signal. NO BEING NICE AND GENTLE TO GUYS. gotta have to give them face n show them i ain't interested if their tryin to flirt with me..hak hak hak.

o well, CDP, we did extremely nothing but slack for one whole period. as in talking rubbish while the teacher told us to do a story for the pronunciations. didn't really bother. LOL. some of the guys were in the room or somewhere els playing takkraw while some of us was in the hall but spread out. me,fatin,siti,afiqa,alex,syaffar was sitting on the chair talking, laughin and laying our heads down.
sabariah,atikah,amira,ikin,zafir,zharif and khairie were at the backstage. next it was CPA. same old thing. did coursework. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. when are we gonna complete it. then MTECH. a relieve teacher came to relieve our class. let me just say that afiq, amira,atikah,fatin, me, siti norain and alex were at the back and in the room slacking while afiq n alex played the guitar. and sabariah was snoozing for one whole period as in during MTECH... one whole thing to describe todays was '' ANNOYED, EXAUSHTED, BORED!''.

one more thing b4 i CHOWLUBABES.

Please for GOODNESS SAKE!!!! WHY MUST YOU GUYS START OVER AGAIN WITH THE ME AND ALEX AGAIN!!! IT'S FREAKING DAM ANNOYING AND IRRITATING. IMAGINE IF I ANNOY YOU GUYS WITH A GIRLS NAME WHICH U DUN REALLY LIKE?? HOW THAT MAKES YOU FEEL?>?..'' GRRRRR..... fcuking irritating.. I DUN LIKE ANYONE OK. what's the hell wrong with making friends and then you start with the silly and nonsence rumours saying i like alex or alex like me.... ewwwwwwww....GROSS MAN!!!... I ABHORE YAW!!! one day i might go crazy and i'll not layan( interact with you guys man). already i'm in a state where i wanna be stressed out with work and CONCENTRATIN on my work and there you guys are tryin to irritate me with guys name RIGHT IN MY DARN HEAD! what's the point?? GROW UP PEOPLE!!! GROW DAM UP! DUN BE CHILDISH AND L A M E = LAME! BE MATURED AND CONCENTRATE ON UR STUDIES RATHER THEN ANNOYING AND IRRITATIN US WITH STUPID ANNOYIN UNKNOWN RUMOURS!!!!!!!!. DAMN!!!!!.

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