hey..

b4 i start, just wanna say '' AN JING AR!!!'' to the prefects torial board!!!.. i HATE being a prefect now... cuz i feel stressful.. plus whenever there's meetin, n if i go home late, i can't finish my work on time and i hav to turn in early.. i mean not only me.. i know there's alot more whom can't finish their work but for me it's different.. i can't stay up late.. i've been skipping prefect meetings lately n i've not been doin duties till i'm asked to. =)))... i hate it.. feel like quitting prefects... but if i do, they will deduct off our CCA points. and that sucks...plus maths is sometimes sooo pressurising as we've always being given test after test n after test till we can nail it. gosh!!!.. plus i have a CPA test tmr and how intelligent am i to live it behind as in in school and under my desk.* BRAVO*.. nvm.. i'll study durin recess and after school durin break.. aniway, schools been pretty good but the day b4 yesterday, durin EOA lesson, and after greetin mdm lim, i was about to take a sit when zharif so called ''accidentally'' move the chair to his side n i fell all the down.. his like laughin.. i couldn't control n i stood up, sit on the chair n cry.. hide my face behind my screen. the next day, my backbone hurts alot till now!!! it really does hurt!!.. so yeah.. i ain't got nothin much to talk bout but to groin in pain.. hope the pain will go away and doesn't stays there.. i can't even bend down much.. o well, i've blogged enough, let me just brush up, and get ready for bed and chaos for school tmr.

chaos beti chaos.

Monday, January 28, 2008

hey blog..

how are you?.. fine? dead? alive?.. lol..
aniway... i don't know why i'm feeling nervous right now... oh n i'm kinda abit lost for some reasons... plus today i lend my homework to sabariah... n she claim that she hasn't got it... i've check my file plus school bag, it isn't there too.... oh god!!! please.....hope it's with her cuz i don't wanna re-do it again... grrr!!! i ABHORE IT WHEN THEY LOOSE MY STUFF!!!!!.. tht's why i went all quiet after school... fatin n siti was like'' nette!.. from just now until now u kept quiet'' im havin a weird n bad feeling that sabariah might hav misplace my homework...shooots!!.. o well, we'll see tmr.. n today i went to school very early to finish up my maths homework but in the end, mr. sulaiman hav to extend till the end of this week as my classmates have not done it yet... for me, i've almost completed my homework but i left some blanks as i don't really know how to do the sums. and oh yeah.. i had a maths test bout 3 days ago and i kinda screw it up.. seriously speaking, i didn't revise durin the maths paper that we did on friday n after school.. i was sooo buzy with cpa work as in i did wrongly n so i hav to re-do it.. then i ran out of papers so i walked down photocopied the extras paper that we have to write the image number n up back to class n finish it up.. by the time i finish everything, i had no time to revise for my maths test.. i'll fail my maths...
seriously speakin man...for now, i hav nothin to say but to read my story book later on and get ready to sleep. till then.

adios amigo.

and i don't want the world to see me
'cause i don't think that they'd understand
when everything made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am

and you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
or the moment of the truth in ur lies
when everything feels like the movies
yeah you bleed just to know your alive

and i don't want the world to see me
'cause i don't think that they'd understand
when everything made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

hello....

nothin really much.. but i'm DREADING!!! n my heart goes ''thumb thumb thumb''.. LOL... seriously.... i kinda freak out easily just now durin CPA period and it was a hell mess!!!!... i'm dreadin that i might not be able to do the dream weaver webpage! and might not even nail it. i don't know but i'm just dreadin!!....shiiiiiiiiiiiiit!!!!...n n all i need now is the sound...*breath in.. breath out* plus i've got my EOA, english and maths homework!!! lots of it man.. GOSH!!!.. we're being pressurise by the teachers except for my mother teacher whom always tell us stories and n it's absolutely as dull as ever but interesting.. n so i hav to go huntin for a chinese tutor to catch up on my chinese b read up more english stories b4 my english starts to drown... n n EOA, hav to read it too.. pretend i'm readin a story book n just revise on it.. for maths, hav to ask my bro whenever i get to see him cuz his always in his room either sleeping like a PIG!... his timing is always upsight down.. as in whenever we're sleeping his awake. and whenever we're awake, his asleep.. you see!!!... that's why i'm just tryin my best to catch hold of my brother..but still, things still goes not quite well as my understandin may not be good. haiz....grr... super pressurising plus sometimes i feel like there's a needle or a stone knockin on my head or drillin in my head.. o well, i hav to do my maths n EOA and go searchin high n low for my EOA holiday homework b4 i get a detention from MDM LIM WHOM IS ALWAYS IN A BAD MOOD N GRUMPY MOOD if she's all moody or pist off... arggg..... see ya..

hold your head up high
there's no time for looking down
you will not believe where we're goin now
here we go, let me remind you
look ahead, the past is behind you
we're the kids of the futurex2

everybody live' cause the future is now!

Thursday, January 17, 2008

hey...

nothin much to blog about... same thing.. been doin my homework and projects plus the stayin back in school for decorations of class.. and all the laughter n stupid jokes thn we're into... and i've got no mood today... after i came back from school, n after my bathe.. went for dinner at about 6 plus almost 7.00.. took my rice and my maid was like

me:*walks to the kitchen pushes open the claypot rice n scope my rice*
maid: bernie, goldy just pass away at 6.00
me: *heart drops* huh..??!?!>..where???
maid: this morning.. grandma brought her to see doctor n just now at 6.00 she just pass away
me: where is she??
maid: near the shoe cupboard outside
me: ouh.....

after scoping that 1/4 of rice, i went outside to see her for the very last time till the man came to collect the body...few minutes later, i ate my dinner n went up to the room straight cryin my tears out.. n the 2nd one was cryin on my mum's shoulder..... omg!!!!!!!!.... niway, she's old... she's got a heart problem.. so yeah... once dogs gets old.. this is what happens.... moral of the story,

DON'T HAVE ANY PETS IS THE BEST.
holdin back my 3rd tears. save it for tmr. ha ha ha ha ha x)).
till then, i'm moody n exaushted. good nite n tera.

my mind is gone
i'm spinning' round
and deep inside
my tears i'll drown
i'm losing grip
what's hapenning
i stray from love
this is how i feel

this time was different
felt like i was just a victim
and they cut me like a knife
when you walked out of my life
now i'm in this condition
and i've got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry

Saturday, January 12, 2008

hey...

wassup duck!

quack quack!

well.... nothin really much.. but guess what... ?? i finally prove to myself that i can stay away from the computer durin weekdays except for fridays and saturday. i'm not stayin infront of the comp on sundays n weekdays.. so yeah.. that's a good sign.. i'v been a good kid alright.. as in i've been doin my homework everyday after school when i go back home.. n if i accure any problems for maths, i'll go ask my bro for help. so yeah.. been doin nothin much but stayin back in school to do class deco... and and...i FREAKIN HATE the school rules.... grrrr...seriously.. we can't leave our frindge hangin or whatever it is.... SUCKS!!!.....even if it's not coverin our eyes, we hav to pin it up.. PIG!!.. LMAO.. but school now a days are pretty good.. with my friends n i laughin like insane.. we may b innocent durin school time but off school time, we'll go hay wire as in crazy n nuts... x))...so yeah.... i'm not blank in the head... n my mum wanna use the computer to do her work.. soooo

adios amigo.

i'd take another chance, take a fall
take a shot for you
and i need you like a heart needs a beat
but it's nothing new
i loved you with a fire red-
now it's turning blue, and you say...
''sorry'' like the angel heaven let me think was you
but i'm afraid..

it's too late to apologise, it's too late.

Sunday, January 06, 2008

hey hey you you!!..

well, i kinda miss bloggin.. nvr been bloggin since first day of school.. i've been slackin and chillin at home hangin out with mum, celebratin my mum's granny's b'day n my dad's mum grand b'day.. not just that but i was habbo-ing n chattin with friends and let me just say i was too engrossed playin nitendo WII... seriously it's fun.... better then doin nothin on the computer.. LOL.. o well, nothin really much but my right arm hurts.. o n i'll not be online startin from tmr onwards. cuz i wanna really study and revise and go through every single work that we've done in school. i'll only be on durin the weekends...weekdays i'm strictly off the computer aighty?... so yeah.. i'm soooo blank in the head right now. completely no idea after playin TABOO and nitendo WII with my cousins...gotta chao....

adios amigo.=]

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

hey people.. wassup yaw!!..

today is the first new term,year n day of school..... it was quite difficult for me to wake up.. the alarm clock rang and i just snooze it for 5 minutes. o well, my mum wanted to reach school at 7.10 but it happen that i, NOT purposely wanna waste her time.. i'm just slow when it's the first day of school.. i'll just walk slowly to the toilet as in the speed of umm 5.. yeah.. take my own sweet time tiein my hair... wearin my tie... ok skip that part... school was rather dull...some talks in the hall... my BUTT hurts after sittin in the hall for like umm.. few minutes or mayb 1 hour??.. not only me but everyone elses butts!!.. lol...anyway, played some games with the sec 1s.. and then at 12 went back to classroom wrote the grades tht we want for our subjects, wht courses we want when we're in ITE last but not least our NEW YEAR resolution.. all in, it was pretty DULLL.. but happy to see my friends though!!... tmr is another day n friday is also another day and monday is the startin of the real business.. school starts as per-normal.. so yeah.. gotta go.. i'm goin to my granny's GRAND DINNER!!!... chao yaw!.

hey yaw people!!..

HAPPY 2008 AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

nothin much to say.... but didn't really blog those few days cuz i've been slackin for few days and then the nxt few days went to school helpin my mum out in spring cleanin in her school.=]].. not only that.. i've got no idea what i wanna blog about so...yeah.. but i was like playin the computer for like whole day in.. havin late night sleeps till my sister and mum share money and bought nitendo WII!!.. i LOVE playin that.. there's sports game.. and other games yeah.. that gonna entertain me and less computer n msn for me. lol..only when i wanna use the com thn i'll on. =] o well, gotta run... gonna go for my mum's grandmother's b'day at mandai!!.. so see yea.. oh and

holidays are out n schools back!!...
happy schoolin yeah!. see ya mates/friends/babes/dudes tmr.

toodles!.